My dearest Doctor,
An angel once kissed a star which fell to Earth. Upon it was written what I am about to say to you now, and burned upon my heart is your precious name.
Only the jealous heavens would outcast an alluring work of God's perfection like you, for not even divine angels could look upon your delicate face without sacrificing themselves for you! Something about you makes me want to take you in my arms and keep you forever. I need you forever. But I can't.
What manner of creature can resist those gorgeous brown eyes of yours, which glimmer with mystery and burn with an indescribable passion? I bet you can secretly defeat your enemies just as you defeated me - a dazzling smile and the wink of an eye, and we drowned in the depths of your eyes. Okay, so that probably doesn't happen, but I know you understand where I'm coming from.
You don't know just how much I long to see you run your hand through your dark, messy hair, (you have no idea how much I want to, either!) and its funny when your hair collects all the static and stands on end - it reminds me of a cute little hedgehog, especially when you wake up in the morning!
I have to tell you one thing though. I really do love your smile. I think that is the part which makes you so dangerously sexy (along with the fact you smell faintly of peaches and patchouli - seriously, you do, and that makes it even harder to resist you, trust me!), and yet you travelled with me! God, I wish I could do nothing but stare at you all day (besides eating, drinking and sleeping of course). That would be pure heaven for me!
I've always enjoyed walking along the beach with you. Just the two of us alone, walking along while the sun sets. I know there's always the fear of not finding our way back in the dark (because beaches don't have street lights installed, apart from Axxi 12) but fear not my love, I know you'll figure something out in that amazing way you do, and if not, we'll simply run, so rest assured we will be okay.
You are always in my thoughts, my dear Doctor, because the truth is I need you, need you now even more, even though we can't. I long for you to hold my tight in your arms, whispering how everything will turn out right, no matter what. I said we'd be together, forever. Throughout time, the Doctor and Rose, saving the universe. Oh god, Doctor, I love you! Why did it have to happen to us, when we had so much? It broke our hearts, and I don't think it'll mend. Not without you. But I'm not saying goodbye now, no way. Because if I learned anything whilst travelling by your side, it's that anything is possible. I'm not giving up, not now, not ever, because I'm coming back. Somehow, someday, I will find you, because I belong with you. Without you, I'm not Rose Tyler. I'm no-one.
I know why you couldn't bring yourself to say those three words. For you, that would be saying goodbye, wouldn't it? Maybe it's a good thing you didn't say, because I honestly don't know which would break my heart more - saying goodbye forever, or leaving with the hope of returning… I'll find you, Doctor, because I have to.
Doctor, I love you, I always have and I always will.