Why
Why does everything have to be that difficult when it could be that easy?
Why can't we be together like we're supposed to be?
Why can't you just take me into your arms and tell me that everything will be all right, that you'll always be there?
Why, why, why? All these questions are flying through my mind.
I'm not able to think logically any longer, all I think about is you and what the two of us could have together – all the time.
When I close my eyes at night I only see you.
Why can't you see how much you mean to me?
Why am I that stupid?
I've had my chance, but then, I just let it slip away.
And now it's too late.
You are talking about us – us as "friends".
But we will never be friends, I want to be your girlfriend and nothing less.
And this is the strangest thing: no matter what you say, it feels so good to hear your voice and to talk to you.
You could insult me and I would still love you.
And at the same time, it's the biggest torture on earth.
It hurts so much, my heart feels like it's broken.
So why can't I be brave enough to tell you this?
Because I am frightened – frightened that you never had the same feelings that I have,
Frightened that you would reject me, frightened that I could lose you forever.
Why was everything so wonderful and now it is that terrible?
Why did you tell me all these wonderful things that you don't seem to remember now?
Why did you change?
Or is it me who has changed?
Why can't we move back to the beginning and start anew?
But that's just not possible and I know it.
Still, I will remain lying here, thinking and dreaming of you
- breaking inside more and more everyday.
I need to be saved from my own dark thoughts,
So, why can't you save me?