I walked into my apartment I shared with the man I love. I love my angel with all my heart, I truly do. Though I get so scared that one day, when I come home from work that I will find him, not moving, not breathing, not laughing, but lifeless, on the floor.

I truly do not know why he does this. Sora, why do you choose drugs over our love? Is heroin and a needle better than me? I am hurting because of it, don't you see?

"Sora, I'm home." ...No response. "Sora?" I look around, and I get to our bathroom. He's unconscious. I took him to the hospital, and watched as the doctors not only took him away, but told me that I can't see him because I'm not family. I'm his fiancé! I didn't know what to do..

I went home a few hours later. I don't think I can handle this anymore. It hurts baby, you hurt me. I packed a few bags full of my stuff. I sat down at our dinner table and wrote him a letter.

Dearest Sora,

No matter what happens in this world or to me, I will always love you. No matter what, that I swear. But you've changed, you aren't that same person I fell in love with 5 years ago. You rarely smile, you don't want to eat, you're this lifeless thing walking around. I miss you, I want my bubbly angel back.

I've tried to get you help and you don't want it. I can't force you, I know that. But I can't stay here much longer. When you finally choose the drugs or me, come find me. I want my sober, happy Sora back. So when you want to find me, do it. I'll be waiting. I love you baby, I really do, that's why I'm doing this.

Riku

I left 8 months ago, got an apartment, and still can't stop thinking about him. I haven't heard from my angel since the night before I left.

It's a Saturday though, so I do my normal weekend routine, lounge around. Hey! Work takes a lot out of ya! Wait, is someone really knocking on my door at this time of day? Okay, so it's 4 o'clock, but still.

When I opened my front door, all the air was knocked out of my lungs. My heart was racing. The man I love is at my door. Wearing a smile I haven't seen in forever. His blue eyes were shining and slightly teary.

"Sora" I breathed. "H-hi Riku. I-" I cut him off by crushing my lips against his. I felt him relax into our kiss and soon he was kissing me back. The kiss was gentle, loving and said what I wanted to hear. When air became necessary, we pulled apart and I hugged him. He pulled away soon after.

"May I come in? I'd like to speak with you.." He asked shyly, eyes looking down. "Of course." He came inside and sat next to me on the couch."When I woke up and was discharged, you weren't there. When I went home and read the letter you left, it broke me. I felt my heart shatter, and in that moment, I realized how bad I let things get. I'm sorry. I really am. I can't begin to tell you how much I cried. But I went and got help, I was in rehab for 3 months, I've been clean 5. I don't want to let things get that bad again." He vented, looking me right in the eyes. "And I found you, because I made my decision. It's you, it will always be you. You're the one I want, you're my drug, my life. I love you so much babe, it hurts." He looked away biting his lip. He's nervous, I know. He thinks I'll reject him. "I love you too my angel. And I wanna be your everything. And so I love you even more for getting the help you need. I love you, forever and always." I replied.

I knew things might be tough, but it would be worth it. I'd go to the end of the Earth for him. I'll love him, forever and always.

"Forever and always." He breathed.