After watching Glee Actually and how they made where if Glee club never happened I wanted to do it also soooo, here is what I think would happen. It's similar, but I've added more to it, and it's like a fiction thing where everyone is together watching this alternate universe. Anywho tell me what you think.
"Maybe we shouldn't have had Glee club if this is how it was going to turn out afterwards!" Rachel yelled at Finn. They've been fighting a good five minutes along with Santana screaming at Sam about how stupid he was for marrying Brittany, Quinn whom was yelling at Kitty for making MAlrey do such a stupid thing over a guy, and Jake and Ryder arguing who is better for Marley. Everyone else was watching the fights ensue. They all went silent as Rachel screamed at Fin.
"Rachel's right, we shouldn't have even done Glee club, look what good it has put us through, all the stupid fighting and the relationship problems that we would have never had if we didn't join," Quinn said. Everyone was silent looking at one another and silently agreeing.
"Do you guys really believe that?" Rory asked, appearing out of nowhere along with Lauren and Sunshine; everyone jumped at the sudden Irish voice and stared in amazement at them.
"Where the hell did you guys come from?" Santana questioned.
"We're here to show you what it would be like if didn't have one another, we're kinda like ghost of Christmas past but really we all are just going to show you what it would have been like for you if you didn't have Glee," Lauren shrugged. Sunshine nodded in agreement.
"Okay this is trippy and I'm out," Santana replied and started walking out until Lauren grabbed her and kept her from moving. Santana glared and was about to say something until Sunshine interrupted.
"Santana do you really think your life would have been okay without Glee?" Sunshine asked, Santana looked to her and shrugged.
"Of course it would have been," Santana replied.
"Then let us show you what your life would have been without Glee," Rory said, the room started to shimmer and they found themselves in a bedroom. Lauren released Santana and the club looked around at the setting, they were in Santana's room and saw the sheets of her bed moving.
"Uh gross I do not want to see Santana fucking someone," Puck said looking away along with everyone else. But they couldn't block out the sound of the heavy grunting and panting. Santana was immediately embarrassed and confused. Brittany and Quinn watched as Santana moved over towards the bed, curious about who was in her bed with her. She leant forward to see the face and immediately back away in shock.
"What? Who is it?" Quinn questioned just as the guy got his release. Everyone turned to see who it was, only to witness one Dave Karofskey getting out from the covers and putting his clothes on.
"Thanks babe, I was wondering when my turn was going to be," he said putting his belt on, he walked out and closed the door. Everyone stared shocked at who they saw walk out. Santana held the covers closely to her chest and sat up, she looked around her room and tears started rolling down her cheeks. A raspy sob escaped her throat as the scene faded away and the club was in pitch black darkness.
"What the fuck was that!?" Santana questioned the forgotten trio in anger.
"You see, you weren't able to come to terms with your sexuality because you and Brittany never joined Glee club," Sunshine replied.
"What does me not joining Glee with Brit have anything to do with me fucking Karofskey?" Santana questioned.
"If you have never joined Glee club with her, Brittany would have never started dating Artie, you would have had never had to talk with Ms. Holliday about your confused feelings, and would never had confessed your love. Not only that, you would have never been outed by Finn or that commercial and so in turn you and Brittany grew apart due to not wanting feelings involved and you couldn't come to terms so you tried the only thing you could do," Rory explained.
"And what is the only thing I could do?" Santana questioned feeling saddened by the news.
"You tried fucking the gay out of you, you thought you could force yourself to be straight, but really you couldn't. You literally slept with all the guys aside from Kurt and the only thing you felt was hatred for yourself. You couldn't figure out why it didn't feel good, like it did with Brittany, you didn't understand why it felt like you were getting raped every time you slept with a guy. After a while you just let them do whatever and just lay there, which obviously they didn't mind," Lauren continued. Everyone felt a pain of sadness as Santana stared at them.
"So what happened to me then? Obviously I couldn't have kept on going like that," Santana murmured.
"You're right," Sunshine replied the scene changed to a funeral which had Santana's parent and Buela there along with Quinn, Brittany and Puck staring sadly at a hole in the ground. "You couldn't take the feeling anymore, you didn't have the Glee club there to support you and you kept you secret confidential and it ate at you from the inside out, and you decided you couldn't take the pain anymore so you took it away," Sunshine said.
"H-how?" Santana stuttered as she stared at the tombstone that held her name on it along with the others, tears started slipping down some of their cheeks.
"At first it was cutting, but you were smart and kept it strictly to your stomach so no one could ever see, then that wasn't enough you started burning yourself, it escalated from there and you turned to drugs and alcohol for an escape. Finally you had enough wrote and note to your parents and Brittany and hung yourself in you room," Lauren said. The scene shifted to the Santana writing a note and sobbing. Everyone watched in horror as they watched Santana climb up on the chair and put the rope around her throat. They watched as Santana took one final breath and kicked the chair from under her, she dangled and struggled a little at first then relaxed closing her eyes. Brittany broke down at the sight. Santana watched and looked down feeling everything drain from her. All the Glee members were crying, then thy heard a door open.
"Santana! I came as quickly as I could, this better be worth me dropping my date with Finn cause if not you are so dead to me!" They recognized Quinn voice they looked up shocked. They listened as her footsteps ran up the stair. They stared intently as the doorknob twisted and the door opened. Fake Quinn looked up and her face went pale. "Santana!" Quinn screamed, she ran towards her hanging friend and grabbed the chair, and stood on it taking Santana's dead body down. Quinn cradled her and brushed Santana's hair out of her eyes and cried. "Santana! Please, please wake up, please. Santana why did you? Santana why- please just, please… MRS. LOPEZ HELP PLEASE! Santana please wake up, I beg of you. Why would you do this?" Quinn sobbed as she rocked Santana. Mrs. Lopez ran into the room to see her limp daughter's body in Quinn's arms. Mrs. L let out a blood curdling scream and ran towards them.
Santana flinched at her mother's scream and tears started streaking down her face along with everyone else's. Santana watched as the alternate universe of themselves fade away, cradling her body. Brittany and Quinn ran over to Santana and hugged her furiously as they cried.
"See what Glee club did? It help you accept yourself and your love and allowed you to meet people who love you for who you are and support you," Rory said, Santana pulled away and nodded wiping away at her tears.
"Santana I'm so sorry for slapping you and saying all that stupid shit to you before," Quinn said.
"Quinn it's-"
"And I'm sorry for yelling at you in Breadstix and picking Artie over you and making you sad," Brittany cried.
"And I'm sorry for all the horrible things I said to you, especially the one where I said that the only job you would have is working on a pole," Rachel sobbed. Everyone quickly shared their apologies to Santana.
"Will you guys let me speak!" Santana yelled in aggravation, everyone went silent, " thank you guys, but seriously I'm here and that is just a stupid vision, yeah it sucks but I'm here now I'm not dead and I'm not planning on dying, remember I love myself to much," Santana said, everyone chuckled.
"Actually Santana that is an alternate universe, you are dead in that universe and you did feel that way," Sunshine said.
"Yeah well, that's that universe and I'm in this one, where I did join Glee so no worries," Santana replied, "but I have to admit I'm glad I joined," Santana said.
"Okay so who's next?" Puck asked.
"Rachel," Lauren said, everyone's eyes went to Rachel, she swallowed thickly and took a deep breath.