Chapter 1: Going Back

Flashback

March 27th, 2002

"Jeff, where are you?" I ask looking around the house. I go room to room but can't find him. "Jeff, where are you? I have something really important I need to tell you" *I can't believe it Jeff will be so happy!* I go into a room Jeff told me not to go in unless he was with me, his art room. "Jeff, are you in here?"

"I can't believe it"

"Finally I found you, you can't believe what?"

"I can't believe you" He turns around and glares at me.

"What do you mean you can't believe me?!"

"I can't believe I really thought you loved me!"

"I do love you Jeff!"

"Did you love me when you were fucking Randy Orton?!"

"What?! I never slept with Randy!"

"Ok, then who did you sleep with?!"

"No one, Jeff! It's only been you!"

"I can't believe you!"

"Jeff, I would never cheat on you with anyone!"

"Whatever" He rolls his eyes and turns around.

"Jeff I love you and would never cheat on you" Tears start rolling down my face.

"Get out"

"What?"

"Get the hell out of my house!"

I run out of the room afraid of what might happen next.

End of flashback

August 29th, 2006

This was it. I was going back. I was going back to the one place I left almost 4 years ago. The only thing that's going through my head is why the hell did I come back? I left the business, I left my friends, and I left the one man I loved the most. Why would I go back? Why would I go back and work with the man that hurt me? The man who is the father of my baby boy, Kyle, but doesn't know it. I pull up into the parking lot of the arena and just sit there in my car for about 15 minutes anticipating whether I should go in or not. *But remember you promised Stephanie you'd be here tonight* I finally get out of my car and head for the door to check in.

"Excuse me miss? Do you have a backstage pass?" The security guard at the door asks.

"Um, no, but I work here. It's my first day" I say with my cutest smile.

"Name, please?" He asks while looking in a book I suppose has all the wrestlers and divas names in it.

"Danielle Sutta" I say as he starts flipping through pages and stops and looks at me and nods. I smile and head inside. As I'm walking down halls I turn one corner and walk straight into someone. I stumble backwards and I'm about to apologize when I look up and see…