This is technically from where Episode II left off, except it's Obi's
thoughts into the past while speaking to Anakin… Do you follow so far?
Just keep reading and you're bound to catch on sooner or later ^_^
I also don't know all of the factual information about Obi so what I do have in my fic, it's wrong I probably made it up and a lot of this I know isn't true so please again bare with me, I probably made it up to curve around and fit together to make the fic, make sense! Thank you :D
Chapter 1: A long, long time ago…
"Anakin I can not believe you went and pulled a stunt like this?" Obi-Wan hollered to his padawon.
"Master please, let me ex-" But Obi cut him off breathing hard.
Where had he gone wrong? He just wanted to bring Anakin up the way Qui-Gon had done for him. Respectful and mindful, intelligent but wise.
He understood that the force would cause him to want to lead off on his own sometimes, but this was unacceptable.
"Explain? You want to explain? I know the whole story Anakin. I have been there myself. But when I was offered the knowledge and the ability to become one with the force, I did not refuse!" Obi ran his fingers through his sweaty, wet sand colored hair. Oh how he missed those days…
"I don't believe you!" Anakin hissed. Obi turned from the window he had been staring out of and looked at his padawon with furry in his eyes.
"You don't know what it's like. What I'm like and how I feel! All you care is about how I act and how much respect I show. You never tell me when I improve and you never acknowledge, my knowledge! Well master here I am right now telling you everything you have not asked or wondered!" Obi took a deep breath and admitted to himself he had done all of those things and realized if he'd opened his eyes more, he would have been able to convince Padme and Anakin to have thought more reasonably than marriage.
"Master, I love her. She loves me. There is nothing in the rules of the force that says as a Jedi Knight or a Jedi in training cannot love. If anything it says to encourage it… Why are you not replying master?" Anakin was getting a little annoyed as he realized that Obi was in a la-la land of his own.
"Sorry Anakin… I was just… uh thinking. That's all."
"Did you not hear a word that left my mouth?"
"I heard every, and a little more."
"Master, haven't you ever had that feeling, when someone walks into the room, or touches your hand and you feel like you could live forever by that one touch or kiss?" Obi bit his lip as once again he was sucked into the past. How he wished he'd done everything differently.
However, as Anakin waited for his master's reply Anakin felt as if no one understood him. Most of all Obi-Wan. He was like a father to him, but Anakin looked at him more as an enemy.
"You don't understand…" Anakin sighed laying himself on the couch across form Obi's chair.
"I bet you've never been in love." He bit into an apple as Obi was snapped back into reality.
"I beg your pardon my favorite padawon—"
"I'm your only padawon." Anakin threw in.
"But there is more about me than I have chose to tell you of. More than you'll probably know."
"Oh don't be so erratic I know everything since…"
"Since Qui-Gon. That's it, unless I've told you of one or two stories but that is all."
"Master what are you trying to tell me?" Obi rubbed his head again. He did that often, at least since Anakin thought he could handle his end of the light saber with out the acknowledgment of the force. How dense could one boy get… one boy in love at least?
"My padawon I too have had to pleasures of love. But only one. And I ruined it for both of us. I ruined her life as well as mine."
"Tell me master." Obi thought for a couple of seconds and leaned back in his chair. It'd do him good, he decided, to think of the good times.
"It was a long, long time ago…" He began with a small smile.
Ok this is my first chapter. Forgive me if you don't like it, and let me know if you do. Spare me too many bruises ok? This is my first Star Wars flick! I'm excited to be writing it so help me to keep it going! I LOVE YOU OBI-WAN-KENOBI!!
I also don't know all of the factual information about Obi so what I do have in my fic, it's wrong I probably made it up and a lot of this I know isn't true so please again bare with me, I probably made it up to curve around and fit together to make the fic, make sense! Thank you :D
Chapter 1: A long, long time ago…
"Anakin I can not believe you went and pulled a stunt like this?" Obi-Wan hollered to his padawon.
"Master please, let me ex-" But Obi cut him off breathing hard.
Where had he gone wrong? He just wanted to bring Anakin up the way Qui-Gon had done for him. Respectful and mindful, intelligent but wise.
He understood that the force would cause him to want to lead off on his own sometimes, but this was unacceptable.
"Explain? You want to explain? I know the whole story Anakin. I have been there myself. But when I was offered the knowledge and the ability to become one with the force, I did not refuse!" Obi ran his fingers through his sweaty, wet sand colored hair. Oh how he missed those days…
"I don't believe you!" Anakin hissed. Obi turned from the window he had been staring out of and looked at his padawon with furry in his eyes.
"You don't know what it's like. What I'm like and how I feel! All you care is about how I act and how much respect I show. You never tell me when I improve and you never acknowledge, my knowledge! Well master here I am right now telling you everything you have not asked or wondered!" Obi took a deep breath and admitted to himself he had done all of those things and realized if he'd opened his eyes more, he would have been able to convince Padme and Anakin to have thought more reasonably than marriage.
"Master, I love her. She loves me. There is nothing in the rules of the force that says as a Jedi Knight or a Jedi in training cannot love. If anything it says to encourage it… Why are you not replying master?" Anakin was getting a little annoyed as he realized that Obi was in a la-la land of his own.
"Sorry Anakin… I was just… uh thinking. That's all."
"Did you not hear a word that left my mouth?"
"I heard every, and a little more."
"Master, haven't you ever had that feeling, when someone walks into the room, or touches your hand and you feel like you could live forever by that one touch or kiss?" Obi bit his lip as once again he was sucked into the past. How he wished he'd done everything differently.
However, as Anakin waited for his master's reply Anakin felt as if no one understood him. Most of all Obi-Wan. He was like a father to him, but Anakin looked at him more as an enemy.
"You don't understand…" Anakin sighed laying himself on the couch across form Obi's chair.
"I bet you've never been in love." He bit into an apple as Obi was snapped back into reality.
"I beg your pardon my favorite padawon—"
"I'm your only padawon." Anakin threw in.
"But there is more about me than I have chose to tell you of. More than you'll probably know."
"Oh don't be so erratic I know everything since…"
"Since Qui-Gon. That's it, unless I've told you of one or two stories but that is all."
"Master what are you trying to tell me?" Obi rubbed his head again. He did that often, at least since Anakin thought he could handle his end of the light saber with out the acknowledgment of the force. How dense could one boy get… one boy in love at least?
"My padawon I too have had to pleasures of love. But only one. And I ruined it for both of us. I ruined her life as well as mine."
"Tell me master." Obi thought for a couple of seconds and leaned back in his chair. It'd do him good, he decided, to think of the good times.
"It was a long, long time ago…" He began with a small smile.
Ok this is my first chapter. Forgive me if you don't like it, and let me know if you do. Spare me too many bruises ok? This is my first Star Wars flick! I'm excited to be writing it so help me to keep it going! I LOVE YOU OBI-WAN-KENOBI!!