I'm totally in love with this show!
It's the first story I traslate in english... I must thank my sweet Chloy for helping me... Could be some mistakes... sorry the english isn't our native language.
I hope you'll like this.
Someone needs to take control of things between us. I can do it. I can keep my distance.
I pronounced that words just over 24 hours ago and I was proud of myself, I had spent the whole day being apart from Mary, from her offended glance, from her shining smiles, from her sad eyes.
I managed to be indifferent to her the all day long, even when we had met in the castle's gardens, I had greeted her and then I had just go back to my work, careless of what had caused her sad look. Yeah, I had barely noticed that look, and I had kept my distance.
I didn't become jealous when I saw Bash approaching to her to keep her company. I simply glanced at them and it was just a coincidence that my jaw hurt because of my too much clenched teeth. It happens, I said to myself.
I was able to stay away from her, that day was the proof.
I was.
I kept telling myself that while I wandered about those narrow hallways of stone trying not to make a noise, they were hollow, someone could have heard me.
I estimated that I had almost arrived, in fact soon I saw the door that led into Mary's chambers and gently I opened it.
I shouldn't have done it. It wasn't proper to go into a young lady's chambers during the night, not to mention that it was secretly and those were my fiancé's chambers.
However I had to see her. To have a moment of her day that was just mine. And there was a reason if those hallways existed.
I just wanted to stole a moment from her, a caress, I keep telling myself while I was touching her face, a smile and I saw her smiling asleep while I was touching her.
I had said that I could keep my distance, I had to.
Or at least I could pretend to do it, to could to.