I don't own ninjago or characters.

I'm not yours and I'll never be. I'm nothing just your leader and we're just too different; I like reading, You like video games, I'm shy,Your bold, I'm weak, and your strong. I'm anorexic and your muscular. I like-love you. Two boys together will never happen or its just wrong. You'll hate me I know you will. I'm sick, stupid, and scared.

I look around my room confused with my thoughts. '' I'll never be yours I'm not a girl even if I were you'd never love me heck you don't even like me you said so your self.'' I look down at the black covers crying silently like I did when I was only a child. '' Cole?'', A knock and a voice come from behind my room door . Not him . Please ,please leave you are the reason I'm like this. '' Cole, the group wanted to go out you wanna come?'' the voice asked . ''No Kai , I'm fine. You guys can go with out me.'' I lied stating I was fine but who cares. ''O-okay Cole '' Kai said sounding disappointed and worried. I sigh with relief , glad that my love left to leave me be.

''I love you.'' I state to air knowing I won't get a response. I lay down into the black plush covers turning on my side. Feeling sick and nauseous from mixed emotion I fell into slumber.


first fanfic I guess. lava love gonna happen