She was walking down the street. Her eyes were still swollen from all the tears she let out, but now it didn't matter anymore. She walked head down, gazing the floor. She thought about everything that they had done, but now it just wasn't anymore.
So hesitant to try to make him stay and she decided to let him leave, but her tears made her think she chose wrong.
Well,
when you go
don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
and
maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
She walked back to her apartment, her shattered heart in hand. While she had finished picking up the pieces she knew it wouldn't last. She sighed. She had never been strong, no matter what others thought. They praised her strength, they praised her being, but her strength was fake. She couldn't even live through his boyfriend saying 'no more'.
And
after all this time that you still owe
You're still the
good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves off and get
out
Better get out
While you can
She got mad at him, the reason why he said no more. She realized he cheated on her and in the most disgraceful ways. She never wanted to see him again, but she knew he wasn't worthy enough to even give a good justification for they break-up.
When
you go
would
you even turn to say
"I don't love you
like I
did
yesterday"
She hated herself for letting him break her. She hated HIM for breaking her, she hated her for getting in the way and she hated life for allowing her heart, to shatter in a million pieces. She knew that her love for him wouldn't link both. It was just a try, but his love for the other girl was way stronger, apparently. He had said he loved her countless times, but now it didn't matter anymore as she had her hands, before her face, tears leaking from her gentle hands.
Sometimes I cry
so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless
beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where
you outta stay
Images, pictures, memories themselves flashed her mind in seconds. All the times he said those words, all the times he held her close, all the times he kissed her sweetly on her lips. All those times they passed before others that would praise their cuteness as a couple, all their blushes and their first time…. didn't it mean something?
And after all
the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So
fix your eyes and get up
Better
get up
While you can
Whoa, whoa
"Hinata!!" a loud and obnoxious voice called through the streets. She turned around to face the one that made her cry.
"Naruto…" 'coward' she said in her mind, she wanted to kill him… how dare he, how could he… and then do as if nothing ever happened?!
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like it
did
Yesterday"
"Hinata" he was panting "I was looking for you! Why weren't you at your apartment?!" he yelled at her in an alley, were he had dragged her. Her eyes filed with anger. 'How dare he… even after that he tries to scold me… what's wrong with him?!' she thought to herself.
"Why should I be… I didn't feel like it" she stated plainly.
"What's wrong with you?! I wanted to apologize, I want you back!"
"Why?" she said, clenching her fists in anger. She was dying to punch him hard.
When you
go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love
Like I
love you
Yesterday"
"She broke everything… she says she was nuts to date me" he said sadly.
"And what does that have to do with me? You and I are over, never again…"
"But I love you… I-I was dumb and stupid… I never wanted… I never meant for this to happen" he said, reaching for her cheek to carress it.
"Don't touch me…" she hissed. He drew back his hand and gazed down at the floor.
I don't love
you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
"Why?" he asked… "Why?!" he asked again. The girl just gazed back at him again and smirked.
"It's easy… I don't love you like I did yesterday" she stated and she turned around. He stared at her retreating figure, tears falling from his eyes.
'finally'she added in her mind
I
don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday