A/N: Ok, so I just re-read Allegiant, and I sobbed. How could Veronica Roth do this?! I read a meme on Pinterest that showed a caption: When the author kills the main character and a guy pulling at his hair and yelling, "I trusted you!"

I just thought it was funny. Sort of. Btw, I didn't cry because Tris died; I cried because of Tobias's reaction to her death. It was heartbreaking!

So I thought I would fool around with a story. Without further ado, here is Chapter One of ILYHB (I Love You to Heaven and Back).

PROLOGUE

I slide to the floor. I feel something warm on my neck, and under my cheek. Red. Blood is a strange color. Dark.

My mother appears out of thin air. She is dressed in her Abnegation clothes, but the arms are ripped at the shoulders, showing off her tattoo. The bullet wounds are still there, with the blood seeping through her dress, but it isn't fresh. They aren't dried either, so it seems as if she's stuck in time. A halo of pure, soft white light surrounds her.

Either I'm delirious from the death serum, or I'm dead.

She kneels next to me and presses a cool hand to my flushed cheek. "Hello, Beatrice," she says, smiling tenderly.

"Am I done yet?" I ask.

She nods sadly. My mind is racing. I accomplished my mission, but at the cost of my life. Tobias would be furious. "What about the others?" I choke back a sob at the thought of never seeing Tobias again, or Christina, or Caleb. But I would be at peace, free from the human world. I could be with my parents and all the ones who died just to get me to where I am now.

But where am I now? I voice this question aloud to my mother, who smiles at me softly. "We are at a crossroad," she says. My face must show confusion, because she elaborates. "There is a choice, you know." My heart leaps at her words. "You can give in and be free at last, or you can turn back the hourglass."

"You mean...?" I barely dare hope, hope that there is a way for me to return to Tobias. Maybe I could prevent some of the deaths of which I had been the cause.

She nods, smiling at me sadly. "You could go back in time. Be warned though, every decision you make affects the future. Choose wisely, my daughter." With that, she kisses my forehead, brushing my hair away from my face, steps backwards into a puddle of sunshine, and disappears.

I look around. I see nothing except white haze, constantly shifting, making obscene gestures and shaping inappropriate pictures. I blush. Well, once a Stiff, always a Stiff, I guess.

And I make my decision.

A/N: Thank you for reading! This chapter was just an experiment. Please review and tell me if you would like me to continue this fanfic. I hope you liked it.

Please review! Kisses.

~ 4ever