warning. This aren't what they seem.

It's happening again...and oh, how she hates it.

Maka struggles with the rope that binds her wrist..even though it's just cutting deeper into her, causing her to bleed. She struggles even though she knows what's going to happen..because this has happened so many fucking times. Maka growls and tries to kick out..but her legs are tied together as well on this bed. This bed that she use to just sleep on, this bed that she would lay on while she read a good book, this bed that use to mean warmth and safety..

Has become a bed of nothing but hate.

She looks around her room..seeing if there's anything that she can reach..anything that she can use to get herself out of this..but even if she did, what would she do? She can't kill him..this isn't his fault..

It's all hers.

Maka hates feeling so fucking weak..to be tied to this bed, unable to get out or do anything. She hates feeling weak..but the truth is..she is weak. She realizes that now...or maybe she always did know..but she covered it up with her courage..covered it up with her determination. She faced even the toughest of foes..even the demon god himself..but that punch to the face that killed him? That was just luck. She knows that. Everything she's done..she couldn't have done without her partner Soul..If she didn't have him..then what was she? a scythe meister with out her scythe. She's nothing. She isn't strong..she's frail and she sees that now..

She's forced to see it now, with her tied to this bed..

Maka won't stop struggling though, she won't stop lying to herself..that somehow she'll get out of this, that some how she'll find a way to destroy this curse she's in..but it's all for nothing. She knows it but she won't let herself believe it. She was never one to give up and she's not stopping now, damn it.

That's when her door creaks open..and she knows he's back..she knows what's to come.

"How many times to we have to go over this? Struggling only hurts you more.." This boy chuckles as he walks in..a gun held in his hand..eh..that's a new one, Maka thinks dryly as he looks at her bleeding wrist with hungry in his eyes. "Not that I mind though.." He walks closer..Maka struggles more with her binds as he leans over her..she can feel his hot breath on her face and she fucking hates it..hates that she can't lash out and destroy him..she's the fucking girl who killed the demon god of madness! the fucking girl that's killed too many kishen eggs to count..

Yet she's powerless without him.

This boy licks her wrist, licking up the blood and chuckling darkly at how she glares at him..she's sure the hate is shinning through her eyes as he pulls away. "Now don't look at me like that, you started it today. I really didn't like how you spoke to me while we were having dinner with our friends. You should know better by now. You should no your no match for me.." He leans down..whispering in her ear, getting her stomach to jerk in disgust. "I own you."

"You don't own shit!" She screeches and thrashes her body, getting the boy to back away from her. She glares so darkly..wishing she could some how destroy that smirk with her eyes..that she could destroy this boy that's caused her life to be a living hell. This boy is trying to take every thing away from her..her pride..her strength..her sanity..

"Now you know that isn't true." He hums, amused, he's always fucking amused at her and ohh it gets her blood to boil. "You had a deal..i'm sure you didn't forget about the terms and conditions?" He chuckles darkly.

"Like I could fucking forget." Maka's breathing is uneven in her rage. "But you keep fucking doing this! I can't even get a chance to do what i'm suppose to!"

"I would let you if you would just submit to me." The boy comes closer again..leaning over her with both his hands by her head..he leans close..Maka seeing his sharp teeth..the sharp teeth that use to mean safety, use to mean freindship..use to make her smile. Now she shutters away from him..but her glare holds firm as she looks into those blood red eyes..

Looks into Soul's eyes..but this isn't Soul..not anymore. She knows that. She knows all to well..

"Go to hell." Maka spats before she spits in his face when he got close. the boy's eyes glow with furry before he punches her in the stomach..the wind gets knocked out of her and she gasps for air.

"You'll pay for that." He states almost calmly as he wipes the spit off his face. "Why do you treat me so badly? Did you forget I'm your partner? Did you forget your suppose to be mine?" He punches her right where he hit last..Maka bitting her lip so she doesn't cry out..she won't give him the satisfaction.

"Your not my partner." She snarls out. "Your not Soul and you'll never be-"

"but I am Soul..don't you recognize me?" He gives her that sharp grin..again..a couple of days ago she would smile at that..but now..it makes her sick..Her body trembles as her chest tightens in her guilt. "Don't you love me?"

"I love Soul." She breathes out..gripping her fist above her head. "Not you. Not you, you sick bastard!"

"If you would just expect me this would go so much smoother." He coos as he touches her cheek..caressing her cheek.

"I'll never submit to you, you ugly ass parasite! Go ahead and kill me! I don't give a fuck! You think i'm scared of you? your nothing but a spoiled ass hole. You'll never have me. No matter what you fucking do, no matter how many times you do this, i'll never, ever summit to you. You might be stronger then me..but my soul is greater then yours. You don't even have a soul. You disgusting, excuse for a life! You don't know who the fuck your messing with!" Maka roars at him..her body still thrashing in her binds..her eyes nothing but hate.

The boy with Soul's eyes growls darkly..taking a step back..there's something like hurt in his expression before it's completely covered up in his rage. "..You know what? I'm tired of hearing your stupid voice. You piss me off so much you stupid whore. Keep this up, you'll never have him back and you'll suffer forever..sooner or latter you'll come around. Everyone always does. No matter how strong your will is Maka Albarn..you aren't as strong as you come out to be and you know this don't you?" This boy points the gun at her..that dangerous glint in his eyes. "I'm about to remind you just how weak you are Maka..i'll keep doing this till you get it through your thick head that you need me. That your pathetic with out me." He puts his finger on the trigger..

Maka only stares at him blankly..She feels only a pang of fear..and that's it. She's staring at sudden death..yet she's not freaking out as most would..She just stares blankly..because she knows what's about to happen. He will remind her how weak she is. He will show her how she's noting with out him, no matter how strong she tries to be. Maka feels no fear..but a deep, deep anger as she locks eyes with this boy..he smirks at her..seeming to know what she's thinking..taking pleasure in how much she fucking despises him..

"Good bye Maka!~" he sings..about to pull the trigger..about to repeat the cycle-

That's when she hears a door open..the front door.. "M-Maka?"

Her insides turn cold. Shit. SHit shit! not now..no..fucking shit!..She knows that voice..oh how she knows that voice..She hopes he'll go away..that he'll think she's gone, or something..please for the love of god Crona, please leave..don't check her room..just get out of here..She had given the pinked haired meister a key to her home..a long time ago. he's her best friend. It's been like that since he saved her from being killed by Medusa..by protecting her. After such a thing..she never was really apart from Crona. Everyday she would see him, much to Soul's irritation but she didn't care about that..

Now she regrets giving him that key..but how was she suppose to know this was going to happen? She couldn't have..

This is worse then any nightmare..Maka feels fear..not for death..but for Crona seeing her..like this..so weak..tied to the fucking bed..please go away-

"She's in here!~" That boy coos..and Maka's face falls in horror.

"M-Maka?" She can hear the frown..she can hear his foot steps.

"No!" Maka yells. "Crona go away right now! I-" The boy suddenly comes up..and punches her ribs..breaking them..seh can't help it..she cries out in her pain..

And that's all it takes for Crona to come running into her room, his eyes wide with panic..with concern. "M-Maka what's-"He stops completely..when his eyes fall on her..His face falls..his eyes whirling with emotions as he takes her in..tied to his bed..bleeding from her mouth..as he takes in Soul hovering over her..laughing in his face at the pain Maka is in..

Maka feels like crying. This is the last thing she wanted. She feels..like fucking shit. Crona..is the last person she would ever want to see her like this..so weak..Maka always thought of herself as Crona's protector..She was strong for him..she stayed close by him and held him when he would cry. She always felt she was responsible for him..that she had to be there for him..she left that battle field..left all her responsibilities behind to be with Crona when he fought his mother..so she could be there to protect her best friend..Crona has always been special to her..maybe it's the way he clings to her..how he looks at her with those pale blue eyes..how he smiles at her..and when he smiles it's so geninue..She's always wanted to protect that smile..and she loved it..because Crona thinks of her as a strong person..she sees it in his eyes that he looks up to her..and that makes her feel..good.

Now that's all ruined. He sees just how weak she is. That she's nothing but a pathetic girl..hurt, tied to the bed. She's weak..She's so weak..She didn't want Crona to think she's weak..she always wanted him to think she was strong..that he could lean on her..that he could be safe with her..but hell like he'll think that now. Maka knows Crona is much stronger then her..this frail boy could crush her easily..this boy that holds her so gently when they hug..could easily squeeze the life out of her. Yet..she always felt as if she was the protector..in a way Maka has claimed Crona...she claimed him when she first held him after there fight..after she felt his sad soul flow into hers..after she say that desert island that this boy was alone on..She always wanted to hold him after that..his soul always got her excited..the feeling of him getting her heart to beat faster..though she just thought it was because he's her best friend..She loves Crona just as she loves Soul..

But now..Crona sees..he knows..god she's so pathetic..What must he think of her?..Maka feels something wet fall down her face..shit is she crying? That's fucking great. Now she's tied to a bed..hurt..and Crona is seeing her cry..

She hates this. She hates this so much.

"Come to join in on the fun?" Soul grins at Crona..the pink haired boy looking over at him slowly..his eyes look so odd..his back is straight now.

"S-Soul..what the hell are you doing?" Crona's voice is dark..lower then usual as he looks back at Maka..Crona sees her tears..and something flashes in those eyes of his..she sees it. The rage. The complete rage as he turns his gaze on soul. He lets out a roar before he carges towards Soul..the rage in his eyes making his pupils dilated-

The boy points the gun right at Maka's head..and Crona skids to a stop..that rage falling in his horror. "I don't think so..now I know you can kill me Crona..but can you get to me faster then I can pull this trigger? hmm?" He smirks at how Crona is starting to tremble..His breathing uneven as he glances at Maka..then to the gun..

They all know that Soul will be able to pull the gun before Crona can get to him.

"W-Why..w-why are you dong this Soul? M-Maka's your mestier! She's your friend! W-Why are you hurting her like this?" Crona is gripping his fist..his face getting so dark. "P-Put the gun down. Now."

"Nope~!" Soul chuckles. "Why so you can kill me? listen here, 'demon swordsman'. I don't like you. I've never have. Maka's always so busy with you, spending every day with you and hugging you. Well where's my hugs? why doesn't my mesiter spend all her time with me? Why you? Your nothing. Nothing but a stain on the world. Your mother didn't love you. Your nothing but a failed experiment, why would Maka take interest in you? When she has someone like me?"

"Shut the fuck up!" Maka screams at him..feeling like she has to proetct Crona..even when she's the one fucking tied up. She seen how Crona's eyes flashed with hurt..Soul's words are hurting him and she hates it. "Crona is amazing and my fucking best friend. Fuck off!"

"I fucking hate you Crona!" Soul roars..he's glaring into the pink haired boy. "You..You fucking bastard. You took her away from me you little shit..why would she show you kindness? Why would she be so nice to you? you don't deserve it. You disgusting shit face." Soul grabs his shirt..and rips it off..showing off that long scar on his chest..his eyes are noting but rage. "Look at htis! look at what you've fucking done to me! and you know what Maka does? She befriends you. You gut me like a fish and Maka fucking gives you a hug. How fucked up is that? She never considered how I would feel about it all..no..all she cared about was you."

Crona looks at his scar..and guilt instantly floods his expression..he's trembling so much..he might just past out.

"Fucking stop it!" Maka thrashes. "That wasn't Crona's fault and you know it!-"

"I k-know I don't deserve her.." Crona breathes out..getting Maka to stop and look at him..from how soft his voice is. "..I-I don't deserve her kindness..but.." He glares darkly at this boy. "I-I know i've done wrong..it h-haunts me whenever I see your scar..i-i'm reminded how I hurt Maka..I-I know I don't deserve happiness but..I-I won't you hurt her. I-I won't let you get away with this-"

"You should have killed me when you had the chance." Soul's eyes get dark as he puts his finger on the trigger-

"Soul no!" Corna shouts..and she can see his eyes watering..he's panicking. "Think about what your doing! This is Maka! This is your partner! Don't hurt her because you hate me..hurt me. D-don't hurt Maka..p-please Soul." Crona is pleading..

It kills her inside..it kills her more when she sees soul's grin..because she knows what's he's going to do..please..no..

"S-Soul.." She says his name weakly..the boy perking up..She motions wit her head to come closer..and he does. "..Please..don't do this in front of him..anything but that..i'll..i'll do better ok? Just no in front of Crona.." Maka is..begging. She's actually begging..She doesn't want Crona to see what is about to go down..She doesn't want Crona to be in pain.

"You know I have to do it. There's no stopping it now..why are you so concerned? It's not like he'll remember it." Soul grunts before he pulls away..the gun pressed to her temple. " No one ever remembers do they? They don't really care about you. Not like I do. I love you Maka-"

That's when Crona tackles him..Soul being distracted with talking to Maka..that he didn't see Crona slowly stalking towards him..till he was right on him..The gun flies out of Soul's grip as he hits the ground with a thump...Crona doesn't waste time..she sees..such a rage she's never seen before in his eyes..they're haunted and mad as he starts to punch Soul in the face..his black blood giving him a deadly hit..Crona is starting to giggle..his eyes dancing madly. "You won't touch her! You won't hurt her! How dare you tie Maka up? I'll make you pay. I'm going to make you pay.."

Maka struggles with her rope..it's loosening on her..so she keeps struggling..biting her lip to stop her cry as it cuts into her wrist..she has to help Crona..She can't let the boy lose it when she's tried so hard to keep him sane..

"I've been hurting her. A lot. And you didn't know that did you? While you were asleep in your nice bed..Maka was tied to hers..and oh, her blood gets everywhere." Soul coos as he grabs Crona's fist..kicking him in the stomach getting him off as he stands up...his eyes glint in dark amusement. "Your not really her friend. Your nothing. Nothing but a demon."

"You've done this before?!" Crona blinks..before that rage engulfs his expression..she's never seen him..so angery..it sends chills down her spine as he lets out a ear shattering scream..Soul growls and grips his ears..moving back..stepping right by the gun.."You sick fuck! what have you done to her?! What have you done!" Crona is screaming so much..he runs towards him..his fist back and ready..he has this glint in his eyes..

And Maka knows Crona is set to kill Soul. She can see it in those mad eyes.

"I've made her scream..come now Crona..your a monster just as I am. Don't you want to make her scream? I can let you have your way with her..I know you'll enjoy her screams..enjoy her tears..you like it just as I do-" Soul smirks as he picks up the gun..Only to be tackled by Crona once again..they struggle with the gun as Maka finally gets out of her binds..she gets up, about to help Crona-

With the boys struggling with gun..it suddenly goes off..

The room gets queit..as Crona looks down at himself..but there isn't a wound..then he looks over when he hears a whimper..Maka sees his face go pale..sees all the color drain from his face..sees his eyes get so wide with horror. "Maka!" He cries..

She stands there..a hand over the gun wound that surely just pierced her heart..it's bleeding so much..her legs wobble..but she tries to give him a strong smile..tries to act like this doesn't hurt..but soon her legs buckle and she's falling to the ground..like the weak piece of shit she is. She never hits the ground though..Crona latches out..catching her before she falls..he lowers her on the floor..Looking at her wound with so much pain in his eyes..you would think he was the one dying.

"M-Maka.." He chokes out her name..like his throat is dry..he's trembling so bad.

"I-It's okay.." She gives him a smile..laying in his arms..bleeding so much out of her chest that her blood is pooling around them. "..It doesn't hurt." That's a lie..but she doesn't care.

"I'm going to g-get you to professor S-Stein and your going to be ok Maka, your going to b-be-"

"She'll die in a couple of seconds." Soul chuckles darkly. "You know no one can survive a wound like that.."

And then..Crona cries..and this hurts more then the bullet to her heart. His tears fall on her..His body shaking so bad..she can see his soul quivering..close to just shattering. "No..No.." He keeps repeating this word..holding her so close. "Y-You can't..y-you can't!"

"Don't be sad.." Maka feels the pain as she reaches out weakly and wipes his tears..She keeps smiling at him. "..You won't remember any of this..it doesn't hurt..not that much..don't worry..tomorrow i'll be here..and we'll watch some movies like I told you we would..don't cry..please don't cry Crona.."

"M-Maka we c-can't do anything if you die! p-please..please don't leave me..I-I can't-"

"I'll be back before you even notice I'm gone." Maka's eyes are slipping shut. "I'm sorry..i'm so sorry..you had to..see this..I never wanted this..never..I'm sorry-"

Her eyes shut..her not being able to hold out any longer..She bled her last. The familiar feeling of slipping consumes her..She dies in his arms..the last thing she hears is his sob..his desperate sobs.

Here she goes again..repeating his cycle..

She's died about 8 times in the past couple of days..

How is this possible?..Well..it's all her fault..

Because she was too weak. This is what this is all about..

Her mind..along wit her soul fades away to what started this all..to the beginning to this hell..

Death doesn't bother her..not anymore..

But Crona's tears do..they always have..when she comes back she's going to hold him, take him out for ice cream..

Because when she comes back he'll never know she even died.

I know, I know. I shouldn't have even posted this but when I think of a idea I have to wright it down. this is just something because I don't know when i'll be able to get the next forever insane chapter out, i'm working on it though.

Confused? yup, you probably are. This is a idea I got from playing the cat lady. that's a amazing game! next chapter will be explain how it came do this, and what the hell is going on.

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