-Kendall's' POV-

"All right guys. Are we gonna write a rockin' new single today or what?" Gustavo thundered with a wink at my buddies and me.

I looked up at Gustavo. His plump cheeks and Ed Hardy hoodie turned me on so much.

"Well, are anyone of you dimwits gonna answer me?" Gustavo yelled.

"Shut the fuck up." I muttered. The only thing that annoyed me about Gustavo was his constant yelling. Oh shit, he heard me.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?" Gustavo ran toward me, intending to punch me, but Logan and James ran forward and restrained him.

"What are you playing at, Kendall?" Carlos was looking at me in disbelief. "It's one thing to get smart with Gustavo on a daily basis, but to curse at him... You just crossed the line, buddy."

"I'm sorry Gustavo, but why do you always have to put us down?" I asked. Gustavo may be damn sexy, but if I can't at least get a taste of him, it's not worth putting up with his bullshit.

"Stop being a big baby, Kendall. Since when have you cared about anything I've said to you? I didn't even think you listened to me" Gustavo replied. I watched as his lips formed the words, but I wasn't really listening. I was fantasizing about his soft lips crashing into mine. I realized I had a huge boner and tried to cover it as I backed out of the room. I was almost at the door when Carlos caught my eye and then his eyes slid down to my bulging package that I was cupping. I then broke out into a sprint back to my apartment. I ran into my room and slammed the door. Shit. Carlos knows.

I couldn't feel like that about Gustavo. I just couldn't. It was wrong. Maybe it will go away. But I knew I was lying to myself.

I have had feelings for Guastavo for over six months now. I had never gotten a boner in front of him though. I lay on my bed waiting for Carlos to burst in any second and laugh at me for getting a boner. I lay down in a resting position and dozed off.

-Carlos's POV-

"What the hell is wrong with that guy?" James asked after Kendall ran out. "I guess we'll just have to write the song without him. Gustavo, give me a beat."

"All right guys. Come back tomorrow at 11 AM so we can shoot the music video. Maybe Kendall will feel like joining us then." Gustavo said after we had finished the song.

I got up and strode to the door, mumbling a goodbye to Gustavo as I walked through the doorway.

Logan and James were following after me.

"Why do you think Kendall was acting so strangely today?" Logan asked as we journeyed down the corridor heading to our room.

"I don't know... Maybe he saw my gorgeous comb over and got a boner." James joked with a grin on his face. I let out a gasp.

"What?" James had apparently heard the gasp.

"I just remembered. We don't have any more corndogs." I said awkwardly, trying to play it off.

"You want me to go to the store and pick some up, Car?" Logan asked.

"Please? You know I have to have a corndog for lunch every day." I wanted to get Logan and James to go away so I could talk to Kendall by myself.

"Sure, Cars. Wanna go with me James?" Logan asked James with a smirk.

"Yeah." James winked at Logan.

"Bye Car." They both said and left in the opposite direction.

When I got inside of the apartment, I immediately checked the freezer for corn dogs. I didn't want Logan and James to get suspicious if we still had corn dogs. There they were. A nearly full box of corndogs. I couldn't put them in the trash, that would be wasteful. I hid the evidence under my bed. After all, I do get hungry in the middle of the night.

I went into Kendall's room. When I entered, I saw that he was asleep. I went over to his side and shook him. "Kendall, wake up. I have to talk to you." I whispered in his ear.

-Kendall's' POV-

Gustavo was looking at me with hunger in his eyes. We were in the studio again. But we were alone this time. "Do you want me to fuck you now, Kendy?" I nodded eagerly. I licked my lips and Gustavo chuckled. He started kissing me for the first time. His lips were so plump, so soft. His lips trailed down my neck and he bit my earlobe. I felt blood run down my neck. He darted his tongue out and licked the blood that was coming from my earlobe. I suddenly became very horny. It was like a fire started in me. Gustavo could tell I was ready so he stood me up and bent me over the studio table. I heard the sound of a foil package being torn open. Gustavo was domineering, forceful, in charge and I liked it. Gustavo ripped my pants off and spread my cheeks. I braced myself for what I knew was coming.

"KENDALL, WAKE UP! KENDY! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!" FUCKKKK! This asshole really had to wake me up now?

"What the hell are you doing, yelling at me like that while I was sleeping?" I barked at him.

"Oh, I don't know. Maybe I wanted to talk about that awkward boner you got in the studio?" Carlos replied, sarcasm dripping from his lips. ...Those lips. Suddenly I wanted those lips on mine. My eyes scanned his sun-kissed Latino skin... I never realized how gorgeous Carlos was; his cute button nose, his sexy moles- What was I thinking? Carlos was starting to look at me weirdly because I wasn't answering him.

"Can you keep a secret, Carlos?" I asked him, not knowing whether it was in my best interest to admit to Carlos my real feelings for Gustavo.

"... I guess... are you gonna tell me why you got that boner or what?" Carlos replied, a hint of agitation in his voice.

"I... I think I like guys; Gustavo in particular. I can't control all the dirty thoughts I'm having about him... and today ... I lost it and-." I motioned to my lap, waiting for Carlos to say something. Anything. Then, I made up my mind: if I was going to tell Carlos about my feelings for Gustavo, I was going to tell Carlos about my feelings for him, too.

"Gustavo's not the only guy I think about, Carlos... I think about you." I admitted with no shame. I watched as Carlos' eyes lit up and prepared myself for Carlos' reaction. But, I something strange happen. There was a look in his eyes opposite to what I was expecting... desire.