Author's Note: So, yeah, another story from me. This time, I'm not going to explain where the idea came from, so you'll just have to guess. It's sort of odd, the whole idea of Claudia becoming belimic, but it's interesting, right?

So, anyway, happy reading!

I never thought I was fat. People always told me I was too thin and that I was underweight and I needed to gain weight. But I never let it bother me. I knew I was thin, but I always thought that I was overweight. Secretly, of course, because if I'd told someone that, they'd think I was crazy.

I was always the small one of the group. Not to say anyone was fat, I was just a lot smaller for my age. Smaller than them, at least. Everything seemed so big to me, as if it was towering over me and ready to pounce. It always frightened me, yeah, because I was so small and everything was so...so big.

I'd hear every day how much too thin I was, how my cheeks were always puffy, and how I always looked sick. They'd say my smile was meaningless and my eye's had lost their once gleefull spark and that I was depressed. It was always seeming to worry people, and don't get me wrong, I don't like to worry people, but this was going overboard. It was a constant reminder of how I had hurt everyone and how much I had and was hurting myself.

They would talk behind my back. Meanly, saying everything they could to try and trick me into their reverse psychology. (Don't ask how I know that.) I remember almost everything Stacey used to say. Things like "Oh, if you don't stop that, you'll really hurt yourself, Claud." and "If you want to be my friend, then you'd better gain some weight!" It was all a trick. A trick that had been shared between them all. Kristy, Mary-Anne, Mallory, Jessi, and even Dawn was part of it. They would use these things to try and make me go past they're standards and show them how great I could be. Of course, this never worked.

And until that one faithful night long ago that changed everyone's life for good. I never meant to hurt anyone, gosh; I never even knew that I would have had the guts to do what I did. But I did it and I can't change that.

I cannot exactly say that I am proud of what I had done – my past and all – but I knew that, from my family and friend's reactions, that it was the most horrible mistake of my life. I had been so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't take time to notice or think about how it would affect everyone. I was being selfish, and it was a horrible thing of me to do, no one ever expected that from me. No one had any clue as to what I was going through.

So this, I guess, is where my story will begin.

Concluding Notes: Woohoo, great ending, huh? xP Anyway, the whole life story thing of Claudia's condition will be way too long to explain in one chapter, so I'm going to cut it down to few, semi-long chapters. Hope that's okay.

Oh, and I must apologize for it being so short. >. But this was as far as I could get, not really supposed to be on right now, so be happy you're getting anything out of me! I promise everything else with be longer. :3

Cyah, and don't forget to review!