The gun was pressed against her temple. She couldn't believe that this is the way she is going to die. Her heart was pounding so hard she felt like it was going to explode .Trying to convince herself to not cry, made her cry. The tears felt like a pretrial, telling her that she was weak. So weak that she couldn't handle a tough situation.

His face then appeared in her mind. His piercing blue eyes, the crooked smile he always got when he had something up his sleeve. She in a weird way felt relieve, just thinking of his face gave her a sense of calm."Wait, am I…..No I can't be, he is my par..." At that moment she felt a cold metal hit her head. The darkness engulfed her.

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"Where's Liv?" Looking at her empty desk gave him a strange feeling that something was wrong. Trying to shake off the weird feeling he looked at the captain with questioning eyes.

"She had today off, she didn't tell you?" Cragen did not like that fact. It wasn't like Olivia not to talk to her partner." They probably got into another fight…She still would have told him." Cragen had a strange feeling as well but ignored it. "Maybe she didn't tell you because she needed some alone time, so give that to her ok."

Elliot sat at his desk and stared at her empty chair. The knot in his stomach got tighter and tighter. This feeling was new to him. He started feeling his blood boil, angry because she didn't tell him. "What the hell was going through her mind that she felt compelled to not give me the courtesy to tell me?" Elliot stared at his hands; he had the feeling that he should hit something or someone. With all his force he slammed his fist against the desk, causing the entire precinct to fall under a sudden hush.

"What the hell man! What did the desk do to you?" Munch said in a joking tone as he approached Elliot. Elliot looked up and gave Munch a look that caused him to back away. Elliot then got up from his chair and grabbed his coat. Fin started to get up to stand behind Munch just in case Elliot tried to do something. Elliot then walked over and was now face to face with Munch. Not wanting to hit Munch, Elliot started walking out of the precinct. Before he walked out the door, he turned and looked at his puzzled friends. "Tell Cragen I am taking a sick day."

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Olivia's eyes fluttered open, immediately realizing she was somewhere new. She lifted her head but felt a twinge of pain. Noticing that she was no longer handcuffed, she brought her hand to the back of her head. The knot on her head was the size of a golf ball, as she then felt the dried up blood.

Looking around her prison, the tears started flowing again. The room was no bigger than a closet; the light bulb that hung above her head swayed making everything seem more ominous with its flickering dim glow. She clamped her eyes shut and started rocking back and forth.

"Liv, you're going to be ok…be strong…you are strong."

Olivia immediately jumped to her feet and looked around her cell. How did she hear his voice, the room is empty. She started chewing on her nail, then her worries made here pace back and forth in the cell.

"I am in love with Elliot." Saying the words out loud gave her another rush of tears. She then fell to her knees and just stared at her hands, looking at the puddle of tears that were forming in her palms. Olivia's heart was breaking because she knew that if she did not survive her capture, she could never tell him the feelings that she kept bottled for all those years.

"I Love you too, Olivia don't give up… I am coming to safe you."

Her head shot up immediately, looking for a face to match the voice. He was not there, but his voice was a comfort and she silently prayed to hear it again.

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Elliot was calling Olivia for the ninth time since he left the precinct to go talk to her." Hello you have reached Olivia Benson; I cannot make it to the phone right now. If you leave your name and number I will get back to you as soon as possible." When he heard the beep to leave a message, it was like a cue to lose it, "Olivia why are you not answering your fucking phone, I am almost to your apartment and we are going to talk. I'm tired of this shit." Elliot immediately regretted that voicemail and called her phone again." Livvy, I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that… We do need to talk though."

Elliot walked up the steps of Olivia's apartment building and the feeling of something was wrong returned. He reached in front of her apartment and took a deep breath. He started to knock but as soon as his fist hit the door it flew open. Bile rose up into his throat at the first sight of the place. The apartment was covered with white feathers that had spots of blood on them. He ran in not caring if contaminated the crime scene. He found a note on the remote by Olivia's T.V. "Turn on, Press Play."

The screen showed Olivia on her knees with a gun pressed against her temple. Elliot dropped to his knees as he watched Olivia try not to cry. He saw in her face that she was furious by the tears and the fact she was the "victim". He watched in confusion as she closed her eyes and started smiling." What the hell is she thinking about?" As if she heard his thoughts her eyes snapped open and the expression on her face was of realization and confusion. That's when the attacker lifted up the gun and smashed it against her head. Elliot jumped up and screamed. "NO!" His fists were clenched so tight his knuckles were turning white. He watched with horror as Olivia laid there lifeless. Then attacker came up to the screen and lifted up a piece of paper that read "You will never see her again." Elliot turned off the television, grabbed his phone and started dialing Cragen's number. "Elliot, why the hell did you leave the precinct, you get your a…" Before Cragen could finish he was cut off by Elliot crying.

"She's gone…Olivia is gone…Someone has taken Olivia." He was surprised by his tears. Then it hit him like a pile of bricks. "I love her." Realizing he said it out loud, Elliot tried to do immediately damage control." Umm we need CSU at Olivia's apartment because it's the crime scene and there is a tape…."

"Elliot, Stay there. You know the drill , don't touch anything. We are going to get her back." Before Elliot could say anything else Cragen hung up.

"I love Olivia and I couldn't protect her from some prick!" Saying the words out loud made him fall to his knees again. "Whoever this is, I am going to make them suffer."