You were tired of this. Everything what you did was wrong. Your existence was wrong. The constant bullying, abusive parents, the cruel reality. All of it makes you tired and sick. The only thing that was still keeping you alive was your best friend, Frisk. They always somehow makes you give up on commiting suicide. But only for few years.

You were so done with everything that even Frisk's pleading for you to stay alive wasn't helping. You reached the bottom. Now, when you decided to disappear from this world, you have to think about the way you're going to end your life.

You want it to be a quick death, without anyone knowing. But they can find your corpse if you did it inside your house or school. It has to be an isolated place. After some time of intense thinking, you find your answer - Mt. Ebott. There's that big ass hole, so why don't jump down? No one's going to find your corpse here and the impact from such a big height is going to kill you immediately. It's a win win.

You get to your room and opened your closet. You took out your favourite backpack and your new clothes - black crotch drop and red turtle neck hoodie, or whathever they were called. You took off your current clothes, leaving only underwear and baggy sleveless t-shirt with your favourite band on. You looked at your reflection in the mirror near your closed. You were disgusted after what you saw - countless number of fresh and some old cut marks together with the same amout of bruises, thin legs and arms, pale skin (A/N: if you're dark skinned it's just paler than normally) with visible veins, purple bags under your dull eyes and complete chaos on your head instead of hair. They were greasy and all tangled up.

'Pathetic' you thought to yourself.

You felt sick looking at your excuse of existence, so you turned your gaze back to your fresh clothes. You put on your pants and pull the hoodie over your head. You fixed your t-shirt under the red hoodie and brushed your hand over your messy hair, feeling the oil-like grease between your fingers. Your stomach made a long and low growl - you haven't eaten for days, but still didn't felt like putting anything in you mouth. You wouldn't even be able to swallow anything down your completly sore and dry throat.

You moved to your drawer and took out your favourite razor, big white headphones, your phone and the bracelet you and Frisk made for each other years ago. You smiled sadly at the gift from your friend and tied it up on your right wrist. You put the rest of things inside your bag and moved to your siblings room. Here you found PSP, Nintendo3DS, games for the both platforms and chargers. You packed them inside your bag, quietly laughing to yourself. Next you headed to the kitchen and took the only phone charger in this home and also put it in the bag. Since you're going, why don't troll them and took the precious and expensive things with you to let them lay together with your corpse deep down the hole? You opened the fridge knowing that there's your siblings favourite snacks and drinks. You stuffed everything in your bag, and throw it over your shoulder. Feeling it's already heavy, you moved to the front doors.

Putting on your sneakers you sighed deeply, kinda nervous about it. No. You've already decided what you're going to do and nothing is stopping you from this. With shaking legs you stand up and looked around. Nobody's home and everyone left the keys in the drawer, thinking you're going to stay whole day inside the house. You took them and opened the door, looking under the pot of your mom's favourite plant. You took the extra key lying under it and go back inside. You headed to the basement with smirk on your face. You opened the small incinerator and throw the keys inside, leaving one for yourself. You watched as the metal made the contact with fire and stil grinning like an idiot you get back on the higher floor. You looked around the house once more and finally left. You locked the door and stuffed the key inside your backpack.

You were slowly walking out of the city to the forest. Hopefully you haven't met anyone you know, so you were safe. You felt your phone vibrating but decided to ignore it. After few more vibrations you finally looked up at your phone's screen. It was Frisk. Shit. You opened the messages and sped up your pace.

16:23

We both should be at the training right now. I'm still waiting for you. Where are you?

16:28

Hey, B-Boy, you here?

16:30

Oh my God... Please say anything.

16:36

That's it. I'm coming over.

Frisk knew better than anyone, that if you don't respond, you're probably on the dark side of your mind again and you can't be alone in this state. It's already 16:45, so they probably realized you left the house. You felt few more vibrations and changed to run.

You felt your weak body barely keeping you on your legs. You're suprised you havent fell even once for the whole run. You felt the warm tears running down your cold cheeks. You were running up the mountain and stopped before the entrance. You were standing in here for some more time and decided to move a little inside the little cave. You passed throught the warning yellow tapes, ignoring all of the signs saying to stay away from the hole. When you where in front of the black abyss, you take off your backpack and kneeled down. You searched for your razor, and when you finally felt the sharp blade against you palms you took it out and examined it. You slightly cut the inside of your hand while searching for it, so the blade was slightly covered in your fresh blood. It already asked to dig deep into your body and you were going to do it. You uncovered slightly your arms and placed the razor on your skin. You wanted to do it for the last time, it was such a nice feeling. You finally pressed down and moved the blade alongside your wrist. You did it few more times and moved to the other hand. The pain was barely present, so you placed the cold metal to your cheeks, making few cuts and drawing so much blood along. This time you felt it, so you continued.

When you felt tired from the loss of the blood, you put the razor inside your backpack once more and threw it over your shoulders. You slowly stood up on your weak legs and shaking looked inside the dark hole. You smiled to yourself and let your whole weight forward, throwing yourself into the abyss. Your head was down, so you can be sure that you're going to be dead once you touch the ground.

The fall was nice, it felt just like if you were flying. Your legs and hands swinging helplessly and the blood running up from the speed of your falling. You felt so light...

Pomf

You felt your head land on something fluffy and you bounced up a little. This time your whole body landed on the softness and you opened your eyes confused about the situation.

Yellow flowers.

You were laying on yellow flowers. You tried to move your body but it was unsuccesful. Looking slightly around you saw something red. It was blood. Yours blood. It covered most of the flowers and you saw some of the petals slowly sticking to your fresh cuts.

After that you blacked out.