A reason to love you
Yoshiki`s POV
Me and Shinozaki were in the classroom at break clearing everything up, I heard Ayumi mutter "It's all my fault. "under her breath. We had lost our teacher and three friends in that god damned school. I couldn't take it any longer. Since we got back from that hell hole, she's blamed everything on herself including what happened in the school. It made me angry and made my blood boil because the girl I loved the most was blaming everything on herself all the time when it wasn't her fault in any way. I couldn't of held my anger in any longer, I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her into the nearest wall, not letting go of her. My heart was telling me to not actually hurt her but my brain disagreed making my anger get the better of me and making my grip on her shoulders tighten. My grip tightened even more when I shouted "Look when will you see it's not your fault? Yeah so what you made a bad choice but everyone does at some point and you know yourself that no one blames you for what happened. Except yourself." I stared hard into her eyes as she bit her lip and tried to look away. I let go of her shoulders and looked at my knuckles which had gone white. Oh god I must of really hurt her, I thought she would turn and run away but instead, she asked "Why do you do all of this?" I turned back to where I pushed her and saw she was in fact still stood there
"Look I'm sorry I was just angry at you blaming yourself all the time and..." I say before she cut me off
"Not that but whenever I'm sad or upset you try to cheer me up. You never seem to do that for anyone else." she said
"god dammit. I thought it was the most obvious thing ever Shinozaki. I love you." I said "and I'm sorry about before I didn't mean to hurt you..." I was cut off by her hugging me
"All this time I've been blind."She said letting go of me "I never realised how much you cared or how protective you were...of me. God dammit I love you Yoshiki." she threw herself at me and started sobbing silently."Hey what's wrong?"I asked
"How can you still stand me?"she asked. I was confused "All I've ever done is tell you how annoying you are and said i hated you."
"No you didn't. That time with the P.E teacher, you told me I should make it to graduation, to follow my dreams. you gave me a reason to love you." I said smiling at her