Sickening, Annoying, Hating, Loving.
I, Tifa Lockheart am officially SICK of Cloud Strife.
I don't care if he's cute.
I dont' care if he knows nuts about the world we're living in.
I don't care if he has chocobo feather-like, blond hair that defies gravity.
You know what?
I don't even care that he's been my best friend since forever.
Or that he kept his promise to come save me whenever I landed a bind.
Or that he got me a ring.
Because the way the fangirls scream after him are just SICKENING.
The way he ignores me whenever he wants to is SICKENING.
The way his eyes somehow get that hurt look whenever I scold him is...
Fine. That's not sickening.
It's ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!
His eyes are the most annoying part of him.
They tease and show hurt.
They laugh and it's where his stupidstupidstupidfinethey'retodiefor smiles begin.
His mouth is the next annoying thing on his face.
It's heavyheavyheavyheavyheavyheavyheavyheavyheavyheavy.
He only talks when he's discussing strategy or prices.
He has a cell phone.
He still doesn't TALK.
EVERY CALL goes to his answering machine.
He needs a machine to TALK for him!!!
And he doesn't smile!!!
You have to search his eyes for a smile.
'Cause that's where everything begins.
His ANNOYING eyes.
Yup, i'm talking about that pair of mako charged, lightning blue, bright eyes.
ANNOYING...
And then there's his enjoyment in escaping me....
He's always running away from our conversations.
He never stops to talk.
He always comes home late so I'm asleep.
He somehow manages to find something to do when we're alone...
Subtle and IRRITATING
But what I HATE most about him...
Is the part where he doesn't ever forget.
He won't forget me when i'm trying to forget him.
Which makes me feel guilty because here he is cherishing me and there I am...
Going off with some other guy.
And not cherishing him in return.
I hate him for it.
For making me inecessantly fall for him.
For making me depend on him so much.
For making me LOVE him.
And then not seeming to return that love...
I'm sick of you, Cloud.
Cloud, I love you...
Tifa found a note the next day.
It was addressesed to her.
It read:
Teef,
I'm sorry my mouth is heavy and I'm sorry my eyes are too bright...
But I'm not sorry for making you fall for me.
I'm not sorry for making you love me...
because, you know what?
I love you too...
From the person who sickens, annoys,
and from the one you hate
then love,
Cloud Strife