Meine Besessenheit (My Obsession) by Tanith Night
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Schuldig x Yohji
Warning: Contains yaoi, m-preg, NCS, angst, sap, possible death, torture
Disclaimer: I own the world and everything in it, up to and including the boys from Weiss Kreuz. Why am I in a room with padded walls and…oh, what an interesting jacket!
"Blah" = Speech
Blah = Thought
'Blah' = Telepathic speech
:Blah: = Visions
^+^^+^^+^ = POV change
~*~ = Scene Change
Crawford rose from his desk proceeding to the family room in order to give the rest of Schwarz their marching orders. Suddenly, he went rigid, his hands plastered palm down onto the desk's surface, and a slight sheen could be seen upon his brow. He was in the grips of another vision. Scattered at first and then became clearer.
:Red, Blonde, Red, Black hair. A green field and a little girl with long black wavy hair was running with a beautiful bright smile. Vater! Vater! Hehe. The little girl giggled as she was scooped up from the ground and twirled in circles by her father. A man of red hair and blue eyes.:
As the vision began to loosen its hold on Crawford three words could be heard, "Schuldig a father?" I wonder who the mother could be. Schuldig is gay, unless that has changed in the last few minutes. I despise my visions when they only give very little information. Crawford thought angrily.
"Esset has presented us with another job. We are to guard…" Crawford laid out the details of Schwartz's next assignment to the others all the while watching Schuldig as if he could see the heterosexuality invading him.
I know that look. Crawford has had a vision and I was the star or at least in it. Something is different though. He seems confused about something. I could always ask him to tell me and that will get me absolutely nowhere. I've asked before and never got an answer. I won't now either especially since this one has him perplexed. Oh well, I will find out soon enough.
"Schuldig" that sounds like Crawford.
"Uh"
"I said that you and Farfarello need to do a sweep of the office building we will be setting up in."
"Ja, ja, mein Führer. Gehen wir sein!"
Crawford watched as they left, still looking at Schuldig strangely.
~*~
"I hope Yohji is feeling better!" Exclaimed Omi. "This is the third mission that he has missed because he has been so sick."
"Don't worry Omi; Yohji will be back to his usual annoying self in no time." Reassured Ken putting his arm around Omi's shoulders and gave a little squeeze.
Suddenly the three members of Weiss stopped dead in its tracks has they came face to face with Mastermind and Berserker of Schwartz.
"Well, hello Weiss kitties!" A smirk grew across Mastermind's face as he sensed their fear. "Now, where is the pretty Balinese kitty? Was he not allowed out to play the hero?"
"What do you want?" Growled Abyssinian.
"Oh, nothing really. Just doing what we were told, and then heading home!" Mastermind shrugged his shoulders and turning to his teammate asked "Do you want to play with the kitties."
"Most definitely!" Grinned Berserker and began to give chase to the three members of Weiss.
While caring on the conversation with the kitties, Schuldig began to search their heads for the location of Balinese and why he missed out on the latest chance to be a hero. Let's see Abyssinian's head is filled with hate directed at me and he is extremely protective over a certain kitty. Well, now isn't that interesting. His hate clogs up the rest of his thoughts. The little Bombay kitty, ah, so Balinese is sick and at home in bed. Now, that I know where the last kitten is, maybe Farf would like to play a little?
Schuldig let Farf play with the kitties while he went to check up on his favorite.
Arriving at the Kitten in a Flower Shop, Schuldig quickly climbed the fire escape. Lifting the unlocked window he slid in effortlessly and silently. He began to walk toward the bathroom door, surmising that his kitten was in there as it was the only light on in the entire building.
Yohji rose from his perch in front of the toilet where his head seemed to have been buried for the past week and half. He washed out his mouth and brushed his teeth. He did not like the taste of vomit in his mouth. Then again, who does! Setting down his toothbrush, he took a long hard look at himself. "Damn, I look horrible!" He was pale, had dark circles under his eyes and was losing weight because he couldn't seem to keep a single bite of food down. Closing his eyes he relished the fact that he was away from the toilet. I hate being sick.
Yohji was so focused on his reflection that he didn't hear the bathroom door open or notice the other person in the room with him until he felt two strong arms wrap around his waist. He eyes flew open and stared at the reflection of his lover standing behind him.
"Schu, what are you doing here? My friends will be back soon and I would prefer not to have my lover skewered by a katana."
"Not going to happen, your teammates are on a wild goose hunt with Farf trailing not too far behind." Schuldig tried to reassure Yohji, but the smirk on his face made Yohji worry for his friends and teammates instead.
Turning in his lover's embrace, Yohji placed his head on Schuldig shoulder sighed the question, "how can you let him chase after them? If he hurts any of them, I will never forgive you."
"Come on Kitten, let's get you back into bed and I'll explain what you consider to be my lapse in judgment."
Both Yohji and Schuldig climbed into Yohji's bed. Schuldig laid down propped up by a couple of pillows and got comfortable. One arm open, inviting Yohji to lay next to him. Yohji rested his head on Schuldig's chest. Running his hand through Yohji's hair Schuldig began to tell him of the night's events including the strange looks Crawford was giving him.
Yohji quickly fell asleep to the rhythm the hand in his hair, the rise and fall of Schuldig's chest and the sound of his voice. Schuldig stayed a short while longer ensuring that his lover got a good night's rest.
The entire time he spent with Yohji, Schuldig had his telepathy tuned into the other kitties so he could spend as much time as possible with Yohji before he had to leave. He could tell that they were close and gave himself a few more minutes before he had to go. Just as he slipped out of the window and closed it. Just as he moved from view Abyssinian walked into Yohji's room. Yohji was sleeping peacefully and dreaming of him when Abyssinian approached the bed. As he moved a lock of hair from Yohji's face, Schuldig heard the barely audible words spoken "you are so beautiful." Jealousy flared up in Schuldig and was ready to kill Abyssinian for touching and wanting what belonged to him. However, Schuldig remained right where he was because he knew that if Yohji woke to find him killing his teammate, justified or not, it would break the hard earned trust that was between them and he was not about to lose Yohji.
Heading down the fire escape Schuldig started on his way home. I will have to keep an eye of Abyssinian. His interest in Yohji is strong. Yohji belongs to me. I make him happy and I keep him happy. I know Yohji cares for his teammate he cares for all of them. He wouldn't leave me for him, would he?
Schuldig hated having doubts about him and Yohji's relationship mostly because it showed how much he cared and caring is a weakness. Esset uses weakness against its enslaved. I don't know if I could survive Esset getting their hands on him. What the hell am I going to do? At least no one knows of our relationship. Schuldig smiled at the word relationship because that was what they had a relationship. They would meet and see each other when they could. Sometimes it was not very often. When they were able to meet they would go out clubbing or grab a bite to eat somewhere or go someplace to have sex or do what he did tonight and just hold Yohji. Nights like tonight were Schuldig's favorite. Wait no, a night of great sex and then holding Yohji are my favorite. Even if they don't happen all that often. They rarely had time enough to lay next to one another after sex. One or both usually had to leave shortly after. So, they made best of the time that they could.
Schuldig finally made it home and promptly went upstairs to bed, hoping to join Yohji in dreamland.