Song fic. Today by Gary Allan. Enjoy.
"Phil, do you take Renee as your lawfully wedded wife?" The pastor asked.
Phil smiled, "I do."
"And, Renee, do you take Phil to be your husband?"
"I do."
Phil went down to his knee and pulled out the ring from his pocket, "I place this ring around your finger as a symbol that I will love you always." He slipped it on her finger and then kissed the ring.
I lone tear slipped out of my eye. Holding it back wasn't really working because I had to see my love getting married to someone else. I loved her, I loved her with everything I had, but I guess it just wasn't good enough for her.
Today he told her that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger
And promised her forever together.
She placed his ring on his finger. The pastor spoke out, "You may now kiss the bride."
The crowd roared out into applause, all except for me. I couldn't bring it to me to be happy, because I wasn't happy. I was dying inside watching her kiss another man. Why can't he be me? Why can't I be the one shes kissing. Like we used to when we were a happily married couple.
Why can't we share the days we used to. Like when first lived together, eating her burnt meals and beginning our new life. Or when Bella was being born. Those were some of the great days. But then she left, saying she didn't like Forks.
They turned to the crowd and cameras clicked furiously.
Today she smiled for all the pictures
And he was right there with her
Making all the memories without me
And it hurts to say this out loud
Looks likes she's really gone now.
Gone. Yes, she's gone. She married now. She's never coming back. Not to you anyway.
Another tear slipped down my cheek at that thought.
Today is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are there tears in my eyes.
I know I should be happy for her
But I've lost everything.
I've lost everything I've ever wanted today.
I know she walked a while ago, but I always had that hope that maybe she would come back to me. But now it really sank in. She's not coming back.
Today I thought about all the moments I could have said I loved her
And promised her forever together.
Today, today it really hit me
That she don't really miss me.
She's found a new beginning.
And I'm wishing I had one more chance.
God knows it's too late for that.
I had one chance to many. I see that now. Today. But why? What did I ever do to God that made him hate me this much? To take away the only person I loved.
Today is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today.
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes.
I know I should be happy for her but I've lost everything.
I've lost everything I've ever wanted.
Today is the happiest day of her life, I should be happy for her.
Deep down I guess I am happy. I would want her to be happy and it's obvious she is happy with him. But really I am hurt badly. My heart is completely shattered now. The only thing that is going to keep it together will be my daughter. I failed as a husband, I will not fail as a father too.
But I've lost everything
I've lost everything I've ever wanted.
Today her told her he loved her
Put a ring around her finger.
I still love you.
Okay, so, how was that. This was just a song fic I had in mind for a while and finally got it down. My next one will be something to go with Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day. So if you like them put my on story alert! :) Review!