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The fair elegant Tomoyo Daidouji held the other girl down, her heart racing at what she was about to do. Would Sakura hate her? Syaoron would surely be upset. Tomoyo bit her lower lip, scared, entranced, excited by the emerald eyes of her friend. "S-Sakura, I-I."

Sakura stared back with her head to tilted to the side. "Is, is something the matter?" Tomoyo had pushed her onto her bed, and now she didn't know what to do, what Tomoyo was going to do. This wasn't normal of her friend. "Are you okay?"

"No!" Tomoyo shook her face, her normally serene voice cracking. "I'm not okay." Tears flew from her eyes, and Tomoyo pushed her face into Sakura's shoulder. She sobbed, unable to control herself any longer. It had been four years of watching her best friend with Syaoron, but now she couldn't keep her feelings inside anymore. She needed to release them. She knew Sakura would reject her, but Tomoyo needed to express her love.

Sakura patted Tomoyo's back, confused by her friend's sudden outburst. Perhaps it was an extreme mood swing? Sakura internally berated herself for the awful assumption. This was real, and whatever Tomoyo needed to say, she would help her. "It's okay, I'm here. But I need you to talk to me, and tell me what's wrong."

Tomoyo lifted her body off Sakura a little, suddenly aware of how much contact an embrace entailed. Her heart raced. She was inches away from Sakura's face, and if she didn't act now, she'd never get a chance ever again. Without a word, Tomoyo leaned in and kissed Sakura's beautiful lips.

Surprised, Sakura tried to pull away but Tomoyo's pushed forward and held her head. Panicked, Sakura opened her mouth to protest and then Tomoyo's tongue reached inside. Whimpered, she flailed for a second before realizing she could push Tomoyo away. But as soon as she grabbed her friend's sides to push, the other teenager pulled away, rolling off Sakura.

Sakura scrambled away from her friend, holding her arms to her chest. "T-Tomoyo, you-you, kissed me!"

Tomoyo didn't say anything, only turning her head away from her friend. She covered her face in both her hands and sobbed.

Still alarmed, Sakura stood up from the bed. She watched her friend sob for a minute, torn between the shock of the kiss and Tomoyo's emotional meltdown.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The normally calm and reserved young woman rocked back and forth, her whole body shaking. She repeated the mantra, unable to stop. She felt Sakura climb back onto the bed, and then wrap her arms around Tomoyo.

"It's okay." Sakura whispered, bringing her friend into an embrace. She wasn't sure if this was right.

Tomoyo whimpered, trying to push away. "N-no, I shouldn't."

Sakura wasn't sure if hugging someone who liked her was the right thing to do. Tomoyo was well aware of Sakura's deep love for Syaoron. Perhaps that was why Tomoyo's confession was like this, an explosion of emotions and tears. It made sense now. All the little signs and details, all the way back to before they were ten. She rocked back and forth with Tomoyo in her arms, deciding to hum a lullaby. This only seemed to make Tomoyo cry even more. But crying was good, even if it hurt. Deep down inside herself, she prayed that this wouldn't destroy their friendship.

Tomoyo stopped her snobs, now slowly down to shaky breaths. "S-Sakura." She whispered, pulling away a little.

Sakura pulled her own head away, remembering Tomoyo's sudden kiss. "What is it?" She said, smiling.

"C-can I have you." Tomoyo pulled away some more. "Just for tonight? Please?"

Sakura could see the hope burning inside Tomoyo's eyes. Tomoyo seriously believed she might be able to have her for tonight. What did that mean? Several ideas came to mind, and Sakura hated herself for thinking of any of them. Tomoyo wouldn't want to do that stuff. But then again, Tomoyo did kiss her. Perhaps she cried to get close enough to kiss her as well? No, that wasn't right, Tomoyo would never be so deviant.

And then the realization hit her. Her trust in Tomoyo was falling apart, shattering into pieces. Sakura put a hand to her mouth, turning away so she didn't see the devastated face of her friend. What would be the right thing to do? No matter what she chose, there would be regrets. She was only fifteen, she didn't know what to do in this situation. No magical card could fix this. Finally, Sakura turned to face her friend again.

Tomoyo stared at the bed, her hair covered her face. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that. Silence enveloped the room, its sickly presence pushing the two of them far away from each other. Tomoyo knew she could reach out and touch Sakura, but because of her actions, Sakura was no another world away. Or, she had thought. Sakura's hand touched her chin, and Tomoyo raised her head to see Sakura smiling. It was a sad, nervous smile, but one filled with love. Tomoyo's heart ached and sored, shattered and came together again. The anticipation of a possible yes was surely going kill her.

"Okay, Tomoyo." Sakura whispered, leaning forward and kissing her friend.

Tomoyo kissed Sakura back, her very being soaring into the air. Sakura was hers, all hers for tonight. Everything was right, and she could finally express every ounce of love she held for her dear friend. Reaching up, she touched the edges of Sakura's shirt and lifted just slightly.

Sakura pulled away from her awkward kiss, and stared at Tomoyo. Tomoyo truly wanted that from Sakura, this was how the night would go. With a little nod, Sakura gave her approval to Tomoyo Daidouji.

Deep in the back of Tomoyo's mind, she knew this was to be a grievous mistake that would destroy their lifetime of friendship. But she wanted to be selfish just once, and have her happy moment. Would Sakura forgive her? Tomoyo slowly lifted her friend's shirt, and tossed it to the side. She stared at the small breasts of her beautiful Sakura. Tomoyo was so happy, she couldn't think about anything else anymore.