I should be; I should have moved on, but a part of me is still sold on you, all of you now.
I've came to realize through everything that you are Ladybug as well, and I shouldn't crave your heroics like I do now.
I love everything about you, still want to be with you, still my artwork is littered with all that you are; most people seem to think that I've moved on from you to Ladybug and really, I haven't.
I love Marinette, but I also love Ladybug; there are two sides to every coin, and both sides of you are breathtakingly beautiful, Marinette.
Is it wrong to wish that I could be Cat Noir to be so close to you, to want to be Adrien and win over your heart, or to want to have something more?
We barely talk, have always been more acquaintances than friends, but I want to talk to you more, tell you everything that I know, and confide in you how sometimes it's your voice that keeps me strong.
I did research on Cat Noir and Ladybug a little while ago, and even though it was hard to, I found out that they are believed to be soulmates, always together, always in love, and while I'm sure that there have been times where things didn't go so well for them, I know that you already love him more than you probably realize.
If only I could be him, if only you could love me just as much, but I know that there has to be a reason that I'm not Cat Noir, a reason you don't love me that way.
I don't really remember being Akumatized, not nearly as well as I wish I did, because I'm sure that whatever happened, I could be next to you sort of like what I wanted for just a moment.
I do know that you had to be there and not just because it was me, but rather you were needed to save the day.
I hate the thought of being evil, but I do wish that I could be there to help you out, but I wasn't cut out to be a Cat Noir.
Thank you though for being everything that you are, for winning my heart over without trying to, and for my confidence when even you can't see that you are.
I love you, but I've come to know, to understand, that you don't return those feelings, and I'm okay with that, because at the end of the day, I'd love for you to be happy more than me.
Just be happy, Marinette, no matter how difficult some days will be and know that out there someone will always love you and support you even when you don't see it.