Hey, this is a brand new fan fiction. Featuring Meredith Grey and the other charecters of Grey's anatomy. Almost of all of them are rock stars. Or something close.
Meredith's 17 years old. Her sister Vanessa's 15. Lexie and Molly are twins who bother are 13. Cristina in that case will be 18 (she's not in the chapter). The other residents are 17. Derek Shepherd is 19 years old. So are Addison and Mark. Enjoy this story. And REVIEW
Disclaimer: The Grey's anatomy people are not mine. Vanessa Grey however is. There are references to specific Disney shows and other prime times show. I do not own any of those ideas either.
-In this story there will be songs of Taylor Swift featured. They all belong to Taylor Swift, and were all written by her. In this universe, they're just used to give shape to the feelings of each of our characters. I used them, because I'm not so great in writing lyrics to songs. In this story it will look like that our charters write them. There will also be references to songs by other authors.
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Next chapter more people will be written in this universe.
1. Meredith Grey
"You, You.
You just slept with that bitch.
You, You.
Couldn't forget that.
You, you.
Cheated me.
You forgot that I even existed.
You forgot that I was there.
You broke my heart,
But now it's to late.
You don't need to see me, call me.
I won't tell you.
You don't need to apologize,
I see past you.
Your just a part of the past.
Just a part of the past!"
"Good work Meredith!" Frankie called from the boot. "Take 5 everyone."
"Thanks Frank." Meredith turned around. "I feel like I was going to lose my voice those last 5 minutes."
"That was a great song, Meredith." Frankie turned around. "How are you doing?"
"I'm not good." Meredith turned around. "I just can't believe that Mark slept with Addison. I mean, he just broke my heart. Like that. I thought we were it."
"You're only 17 Meredith." Frankie turned around. "I'm sure, you've got someone great out there for you. You just have to look in the right place. That McSteamy was a jerk anyway."
"But we were going out 7 months." Meredith turned away. "I mean, it seems like our relationship didn't mean a thing to him. I thought we were going to get married, and now he's doing god knows what with Addison."
"The tabloid's are all over the place." Ellis Grey entered the room. She dropped the magazine's on the table. "They're calling them Maddison, and you are the girl that wouldn't put out."
"It does not say that." Meredith grabbed the magazine. "It does say that: he says that he was tired of not sleeping with me. So he decided to sleep with Addison. What a jerk."
"Meredith, this is doing great for you reputation." Ellis turned around to pick up a piece of paper from her "It's been doing great things to your album sells. We've already sold: 6 million copies of here to stay. The phone's going of the hook. Movie offers, and you keep turning them down. I mean, just a month ago you turned down Twilight, you just gave it to Kristen Stewart."
"Yeah, I did." Meredith turned around. "My acting sucks anyway."
"Better then Stewert anyway." Frankie said under his breath.
"Maybe you should start easy." Ellis stared in Meredith's eyes. "Those 3 friends, who have that band. They asked you to join their show. It's called: Bronas. I mean Alex Karev, George O'Malley and Charles Percy."
"They're all about keeping it real." Meredith rolled her eyes. "They wear purity rings, but you know they already slept with every girl on the cast."
"So, they're hot." Ellis replied "You know that you need to get out there, get out there. I mean you need to keep your game on."
"Yeah, right." Meredith turned around. "Maybe I should guest star on Lana London."
"I'll call Disney." Ellis walked away.
"Wait that was sarcastic." Meredith turned to Frankie "I'm not working with April Kepner. I mean she's just throwing on a wig, and she's a superstar. Not fair."
"You don't need to act." Frankie replied "You should just do what you like."
"Mum quiet her job." Meredith turned around. "She now aspects me to be a superstar. I mean have you seen the outfits I should be wearing. I just want to go back to the day I was playing on a street corner. At least then I was playing my own music."
"You wrote 'just a part of the past'. That's a great song." Frankie added.
"Yeah, but it's not a breakaway pop hit." Meredith turned around. "It's just one of those song about how I feel. About what I am. That's what I was when I was playing on the streets."
"Meredith, people care about your music." Frankie turned around. "Think about it."
"Then why is my sister still playing on street corners. She refuses to take my money." Meredith turned around. "She says I sold out."
"Meredith, you haven't sold out." Frankie towards her. "I mean if you are not referring to concerts, which you did sell out. In less then 5 minutes, I mind add."
"You don't get this." Meredith turned around. "I'm sick and tired of being a pop star. Of everyone knowing my name."
"Get this, you won't get a double life, just by throwing on a wig."
"I know." Meredith turned around. "Is it just to much to ask to go back home? I mean I'm just seeing how my life turned out. And I'm not loving the picture. I'm selling out, not in music. I left my sister, and that makes me a bad person."
"Jackson." Vanessa passed by the guy.
"Hey La Nessa." Jackson stepped next to her "How are you?"
"Okay." Vanessa turned around. "Things are going bad, apparently people don't love country anymore. It just sucks."
"How's your dad?" Jackson turned to her. "Your father, Mr. Webber."
"He's tired all the time." Vanessa turned around. "Chronicle tiredness syndrome is not something to take lightly. He can't even leave bed. It's up to me to get the money for both of us."
"What about actually making money with your singing, not small town singing." Jackson turned to her. "I have heard tons of your songs, you're really talented."
"I don't need any help to get anywhere." Vanessa turned around. "You're not seeing me turning all Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears. I'm not a pop princess. I'm a small town girl, that's what I am."
"I just thinks it sucks." Jackson turned around. "You've got great talent and your wasting it, for what. Singing in subway stations. Unlike me, who just plays shit."
"You don't play shit." Vanessa turned around. "You're just a small town guy with a dream. Me to, I want to go to med school. Be a doctor. I don't want to be a singer my whole life."
"You work around the clock." Jackson stared at her. "You work 2 jobs, and you keep a 4,2 Average. And you do the singing thing. You are amazing, Nessa Grey."
"yeah, so I've heard." Vanessa jumped down from the little wall. "So, how are you?"
"Fine." Jackson grabbed her hands. "But now enough talking about music. How's my girlfriend?"
"Fine." Vanessa hugged him, she stared in his eyes. "Your mum still doesn't like me right?"
"Well, she is not dating you." Jackson stared in her eyes. "And in my eyes, your young, beautiful and fine. And my beautiful girlfriend."
"Well, that's good." Vanessa turned around. "That your not some hot shot song writer, trying to steal my song. Not that someone would come here to steal my songs."
"You are talented." Jackson touched her face. "More talented then you know."
"Vanessa." Meredith was leaning against the front door. "I was going to knock."
"No you weren't." Vanessa took her keys from her pocket "What do you want me to say? Come in? I'm not going to ask you. You two faced bitch."
"That's not very nice." Vanessa turned her face. "I'm your sister."
"Correction, HALF sister." Meredith turned towards her. "And it's not like you are going to do anything, little pop princess. It's not how mummy raised you."
"I get that you hate me." Meredith turned around. "I really get it, but you didn't exactly choose to follow me. I could take care of you and dad."
"He's not your father." Vanessa opened the door. "You are not responsible of him, only I am. Pop princess."
"I don't understand." Meredith turned away.
"You don't have to understand. You betrayed me." Vanessa turned around. "I won't be friends with a anyone like that. You betrayed where you are from. Singing songs, dancing. Dating McSteamy."
"Me and McSteamy are over." Meredith turned around.
"Oh, so you and the great king of muscles are over." Meredith turned around. "Buhaha, I'm sad for you. Really, how? Did he break your heart."
"That's not nice, Vanessa." Meredith turned around with tears in her eyes. "I'm here to beg you. To beg you to come with me. You're my sister Vanessa, and I love you."
"Yeah, I don't need you and your money." Vanessa closed the door in front of her.
"Great, just Great." Meredith walked away. Turning around staring at the house. For just one second she hoped that everything would be okay. But it wasn't.
"You closed that door,
You said goodbye.
You left me there,
Just to die.
Did you ever think?
Ever notice?
How I miss you, the sound of your voice.
How I miss you, I don't have a choice.
How I miss you, please don't say goodbye.
Please, let me feel.
Close forever. "
Meredith put down the headset. She stared around. Hoping for someone to glare back at her, her song. Her life was a mess. Her mind was busy. She didn't know whether to sit down and cry. Or to try anything new. She was sick of this life. She lost everything by being a pop sensation. Her friends, her family, everything. Meredith was tired and stupid.
"Hey." A handsome man stepped in the room. "Do you need the studio?"
"No." Meredith stood up, walking towards the door. "I'm done. It's all yours. I'm sorry, I'm just a.."
"I'm Derek Shepherd." He shook her hand.
"Meredith, Meredith Grey." Meredith stared in his eyes.
"It's nice to meet you." Derek smiled at her. "Meredith, Meredith Grey."
It's strange to think the song we used to sing.
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone.
Yesterday I found out about you,
Even now just looking at you.
Feels wrong.
Meredith placed the guitar against her head. She slowly stared in the mirror. Turning her eyes away, so she wasn't staring at herself.
You should have said no.
You should have come home.
Meredith stared at the ground, putting the guitar down. She was writing a song about Mark Sloan, a song that told how she felt. But no music seemed to tell how mad she really was with him. She wasn't just mad with him, she was also mad with Addison. A woman she didn't know, accept from TV. She wanted to hit her in the face, for stealing her boyfriend away.
"Addison slut face." Meredith slowly placed the guitar on the ground before hitting it with her hand. "McBasterd!"
"Meredith," Ellis Grey walked in the room. "You got the part. You're playing Meredith, a pop star who doesn't like Lana London."
"Yeah, and when is she going to notice that she can't act?" Meredith stood up. "I'm not doing that. It was sarcastic, I'm not working on Disney."
"Yes you are!" Ellis yelled "I work my butt of for you little lady. I did everything to land you this roll, and now you are not going to mess it up."
"You got another daughter." Meredith yelled "Why don't you work your butt of for her?"
"Meredith, that's rude." Ellis turned around. "We both know that Richard got custody when we got divorced. She's his responsibility."
"Keep saying that." Meredith turned around. "And I'll do the stupid disney show, but I'm not enjoying it."
"Good!" Ellis yelled in agreement.
"Good!" Meredith reacted
"Fine!"
"Fine!" Meredith screamed at the top of her longs.
"OMG, you're Meredith Grey." April Kepner yelled "I like your music. It's poppy, and funky. It just so danceable. My friends and me, we listen to it all the time."
"Don't push it." Meredith stepped towards her. "I'm not going to throw on a wig like you. Unlike you, I can actually sing."
"Meredith Grey, say what?" April stared at her.
"Oh, Please." Meredith turned around. "Miley Cyrus went there, and it didn't work for her. Why would you think it would work for you?"
"I'm more popular then you are." April raised her head. "My last album sold more copies then yours."
"How much?" Meredith turned around. "Mine sold 6 millions copies, and I won the VMA for best pop video"
"Shut up!" April reacted "Here it is, bitch. You don't talk to me. I don't talk to you. We just work together. And when this is over, you won't address me ever. And when you ever come in my spot light, I'll make sure to knock you out of it. And another thin, I'm the better one. I'll steal all of your fens.""
"My fens are not retards." Meredith reacted "They won't look at this show."
"Oh." April turned around. "Then what are they going to do, when you are on it. I'm just saying, watch your back. Watch your back!"
"She's horrible Michelle." Meredith was on the phone. "I mean she said, I'll steal all of your fens. She seems so clueless on TV, but she's a bitch. A two faced, horse faced bitch"
"Meredith, you make the best of it." Michelle's voice sounded "I mean, a movie career sounds good. And this could be the start."
"Michelle, I can't even act." Meredith replied "I don't want to be a movie star, I got in this by being sarcastic. And now I've got to sweat it out. I mean I would rather guest star on 'That's so Grey!"
"Hey, that's your name." Michelle reacted "That could be perfect."
"No, Michelle." Meredith turned around watching the stage. "I have to go. That Achy shaky ass is there. I mean how long has that man been in the charts?"
"I don't know him." Michelle's voice sounded.
"Exactly."
"Meredith Grey." then a man walked towards her. "They told me you would guest star, but I just couldn't believe my ears. How's life?"
"Great." Meredith gave him a smiled. "How's your new hit?"
"Oh, nothing really." then man replied "But I guess you already knew that. I'm the stunt double of the father."
"So I heard." Meredith reacted "I mean I heard that you broke your leg a couple weeks on set. Must be some crazy stunt work? On a music show, what did you do, trip over your own shoes?"
"Actually April drove over my foot.." the man seemed embarrassed "with her car."
"Oh, you're lucky."
"Okay, okay." the man was nervous. "I tripped in the shower and broke my leg. There I said it."
"kay." Meredith turned around; "I'm going to get ready. I've got some make up, and things to do."
Vanessa Grey was standing next to the street. She had the guitar in both her hands. She slowly stared around, looking at the people passing by. She smiled. Slowly she touched the strings.
I don't know what I want.
So don't ask , cause I'm still trying to figure it out.
Don't know what's down this road.
I'm just walking.
Trying to see trough the rain coming down.
Even tough, I'm not the only one.
Who feels the way I do.
Vanessa Grey stared around, how people passed her by. Some of the would stop by, to put a little money in the case of her guitar. Just a little bit, maybe a dollar. Or two. This was the way she was sang.
I'm alone. On my own.
And it's un known.
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong.
Although life goes on.
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.
Got the radio on.
My old blue jeans, and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
And tell me what more do I need.
And tomorrow is just a mystery,
Oh yeah, but that's okay!
I'm alone. On my own.
And it's un known.
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong.
Although life goes on.
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission.
But I'm ready to fly…
She lowered her guitar. Looking around, a couple of high school girl passed her by. Their eyes were on her face, staring at her. Like she was on TV or something. A couple of seconds later, they stopped.
"OMG." the little girl with the blond ponytails said.
"What OMG?" the other girl turned around.
"That's Meredith Grey!" The girl screamed walking over to Vanessa. "I mean that's true, you are Meredith Grey, right?"
"No she's not." the other girl replied "Meredith has lighter hair. This one has darker blond hair."
"No, she is Meredith." the girl turned to her with her blue eyes. "You are right, I mean, I heard you sing. Only Meredith Grey sings that way."
"I'm not Meredith Grey." Vanessa placed her guitar in her bag.
"Told ya." the girl said "No offence, but that song sucked. It's so.. To much guitar."
"Oh, that's your opinion." Vanessa turned around. "I don't like Meredith Grey."
"How could you not like Meredith Grey?" the girl followed her. "She's got a great voice, and her songs tell a story. I mean, they are so poetic."
"Let me recall her previous song." Vanessa stared in the void. "Basically, all we're going to do is dance. And what follows, oh yeah, the same. Call that poetic?"
"You're just jealous because she's talented, and you're not.'
"Yeah, right." Vanessa walked away. She walked down the streets, down to her house. She opened the door, to find her father looking at her.
"Sweetie." His voice sounded weak.
"Dad, you're suppose to be in bed." Vanessa walked over to him. "You know you get tired, the previous time you cooked you burned the eggs. It's dangerous. The next time, you start a fire."
"I wanted to…" Richard Webber stared at her. "I'm suppose to be taking care of you. Not the other way around. You are working to hard."
"I saw Meredith today." Vanessa turned around to her father who was now sitting on a chair. "We talked."
"Don't you mean, you yelled at her." Richard replied "You always yell when she pays a visit. And it always turns out that you're upset. What was she doing?"
"I don't know." Vanessa walked to the kitchen taking out some food. "I mean you know what she's like."
"Don't you think you guys should make up." Richard stared at her. "Things have been bad between you guys long enough."
"No, I can't forget what she told me." Vanessa turned around. "Her and mum. Just gone. I can't forgive her ever. I mean, how am I suppose to forgive her, like this. "
"Maybe you should talk to her." Richard repeated himself. "You always yell, You don't give her time to explain."
"Because there's nothing left to explain." Vanessa replied "She' not sorry. She thinks she's better then me. She betrayed us, and I can't forget that. "
"Meredith!" a voice came from outside the house. "Meredith, please."
Meredith opened her window to find Mark Sloan beneath her window. Throwing pebbles at it. Incredible romantic , if your boyfriend had not cheated on you with Addison.
"What the hells are you doing here?" Meredith whispered
"I want you back, Meredith Grey." Mark Sloan replied "I can't sleep ever since you're gone."
"That's because you and Addison are doing it all night." Meredith yelled "Just go."
"Please, Meredith." Mark Sloan climbed up to her window. "Meredith, I'm taking it back. Give me another chance, I had one moment of weakness and Addison took advantage of that. Meredith, please. It's in the past."
Meredith got tears in her eyes. He was staring in her eyes. She couldn't forgive him.
"Do you expect me that to believe?" Meredith turned around. "You're full of it. We are over, forever."
"Mer, Please."
"Goodbye, Mark." Meredith slammed the window, it was closed.
She took her guitar in her both hands, staring in front of her. She slowly remember the lyrics. She made up earlier. The lyrics she wrote about him.
It's strange to think the song we used to sing.
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone.
Yesterday I found out about you,
Even now just looking at you.
Feels wrong.
Meredith stared in front of her again. She slowly took her guitar closer.
You say that you take it all back,
Give me one chance, it was a moment of weakness.
And you said yes..
You should have said no,
You should have gone home.
You should have thought twice, before you let it all go.
You shouldn't know that word,
But what you did with her, got back to me.
I should have been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
You should have said no,
Baby, the you mind still have me.
You can see, that I've been crying.
Baby, you know all the right things to say.
But do you honestly expect me to believe, we could ever be the same.
You say that the past is the past,
Give me one chance, it was a moment of weakness.
And you said yes.
You should have said no,
You should have gone home.
You should have thought twice, before you let it all go.
You shouldn't know that word,
But what you did with her, got back to me.
I should have been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
You should have said no,
Baby, then you mind still have me.
I can't resist, before you come tell me this.
Was it worth it? Was she worth it?
No, no. oh, Noo
Meredith put her guitar down. She slowly smiled, she would be okay. She was going to be fine, in her heart she knew that Mark Sloan was not the one. That he was just a male slut. She was glad, that they weren't going out anymore. She stared at he pictures next to her bed. Her sister and her in better times. Only 4 years ago, that was how long she was a star. A 13 year old singer, ready to take over the world. And her 11 year sister that didn't follow her. Meredith didn't know, why she was this mad. Her life wasn't easier. She was famous, everyone knew her. But she only had one friend. One friend, that was it. Michelle didn't get her, she didn't understand. Her mother didn't get her, and she had no on. She was alone in this world. Meredith stared around.
Life sucks.
Meredith lowered her guitar. She stared in the void, a tear escaped from her eyes.
I see your face in my mind, as I drive away.
Cause no of use thought it was going to end that way.
People are people, sometimes we change.
It's killing me not to see you all this time.
Music stared playing, like in the end of a sad movie.
It's the kind of ending, I didn't want to see.
Cause it's tragedy, and it's only going to bring you down.
No, I don't know what to be, without you around.
And I know it's never simple, never easy. Never a clean break.
No one here to save me.
Meredith lowered her guitar again. She stared around. Her eyes turned away. She wanted to sing more, to tell her story. But she didn't see the sense. Frank would never let her sing her own songs. He wanted her to sing pop songs. She knew that the song 'part of the past' wouldn't be in the album. He recorded the songs, but non of them turned on the album. She felt like a dirty little liar, singing songs she didn't like. Specially her crappy song of her previsions album. Things had to change, but she didn't know how to.