DiScLaImEr: I dOn'T oWn ViCtOrIoUs, If So It WoN't EnD! oR bAd- By ThE cAb NoUgH sAiD!
"It feels like it was yesterday
We were in love
Why's it falling apart?"
NoRmAl PoV
Beck and Tori had been dating for a month and everything was going great, till Beck saw Jade kiss ANDRE. That's when he changed. He always starts kissing Tori just to get a reaction out of Jade. Jade's too caught up in talking with Andre to even notice. He begins changing his clothes and attitude to be with Jade.
"He's never been one to walk away
But he had enough, and it's breaking
My heart"
ToRi PoV
Beck and I are sitting at our table, laughing about our memories we've made between the weeks we've been dating. But once Beck saw Jade he frowned. I smiled sadly. "I've had enough!" he exclaimed standing up from the table and walking into the school. I follow him, he ends up leaning against the wall and sliding to the floor. I sit next to him grabbing his hand.
"He says he loves me just the way that
He should
It's nothing that I do
No, it's nothing I say"
"Are you ok? Did I say or do something?" I asked
"No, I love you Tori. I really do … But I'm not over Jade", he answered.
"Yeah baby, I know that you're good!
But I don't want a good girl
No, Not today"
BeCk PoV
I know Tori loves me; I know she's always there. But I don't want that. I want Jade. Tori doesn't do anything fun anymore. We don't hang out at the park, because Tori hates the lake. We go to the movies but unlike Jade she actually watches the movie. Jade also picks scarier movies then Tori. Tori usually lets me pick, but Jade demands her choice. I miss her …
"Cause I want it bad
I want a bad girl, Baby bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I want a bad girl, baby
Bad, I want it bad"
I want it bad, I want Jade! I want the crazy unpredictable love we shared. When we would plan a date a month ahead and she still showed up late, just to make an entrance. I wish she wasn't with Andre! What does he have that I don't?
"He wants a girl who stays out too late
And when he calls,
She won't answer the phone"
ToRi PoV
I lay on my bed in my room. Listening to my iPod, wandering what does she have that don't? When h talks about her he says she stays out late with him and goes home at like 12 midnight. Unlike me, Goodie-two-shoes, Tori who goes home at exactly 8:00 pm. Or whenever my parents ask, or say anything different. He talks about when he called her, she never picked up. He said he always panic and drive over to her house and she would always be smirking when he walked into her house panicked. I wish he would do that for me….
"Oh, He wants a girl who likes it her way
And through it all,
He knows he'll end up alone."
I sat up on my bed looking at the picture of Beck and me when we first got together. Those we're the god old days. I smiled sadly, I start crying, pulling my legs to my chest. He loves her not me. He likes how bossy she is, he loves her through everything! But I know he's going to end up alone. I don't want that…
"Yeah, yeah
He says he loves me just the way that he should
It's nothing that I do
No, no
It's nothing I say"
I cry more as I think about all the times he's told me he loved me. It was a lie, he loved her not me. He never did … I wish I could believe him when he said I didn't do or say anything to push him away. But I can't, I Want to fix this. I want him to want me!
"Oh pretty baby,
I know that you're good
But I don't want a good girl
No, not today"
BeCk PoV
Tori is pretty, don't get me wrong. But something about Jade has me wanting her more. She tries pushing me away saying things like "I'm with Andre" or "Beck we're not together". When she told me she loved me all those time she said it, was she lying? Did she even love me at all?
"Cause I want it bad
I want a bad girl, Baby bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah"
I wanna fight,
I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad,
I want a bad girl, baby
Bad
I want it bad"
I miss cuddling up with Jade and her knocking me off the bed telling me I'm being too mushy. That never happens with Tori, she just sighs contently and lets me hold her. I also miss going out to party's with Jade, she would always ended up wasted and I would take her home. She would end up passing out on her couch. With Tori we never did anything remotely close to that she was always one who didn't go to those ragging party's that got out of hand. She never needed me …..
"He's sick of predictable
Tired of acting logical
He's gotta shake it up tonight"
ToRi PoV
Beck's sick of me! He hates that I'm predictable. He doesn't like acting logical. He hates everything about me. I hate this I love him but he's in love with some other girl, who has a boyfriend, which is his best friends girlfriend. Andre had the same issue with Jade; Beck is having, except he never tried anything. Beck would if he got her to talk to him. I just made myself even more depressed.
"Yeah,
He wants something physical
Not something invisible,
Oh yeah
He's tired of being good"
I never do anything to prove i might be just as good as Jade. He even said we were like invisible? And he's tired of being good he's tired of playing by the rules….
"Let's be bad!"
NoRmAl PoV
Tori decided she would change for Beck. If he didn't think she was good enough being herself, she would change. She loved him too much to ruin what they had. She started dressing like Jade, acting like her. Tori hated it, she loved being herself … But she love Beck more. She hopes one day she'll be ok being second best … because that's all she is to him … second best.
"I want a bad girl, baby
Bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I want a bad girl, baby
Bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I wanna fight,
I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad,
I want a bad girl, baby
Bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I wanna fight,
I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad,"
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