Sunset hour
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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT
Ok this if my first fan fic and it wasn't meant to be a fan fic I was just bored one day ;-). So please be easy on the reviews, if you do review. I have got some ideas that will go in the next few chapters so it will get better
It was not long ago I feared for my life. It's funny how things change. A year ago I was frightened for the life of me and my vampire family, now everything's perfect… Well except for the fact that my 2 year old daughter is the size of a 4 year old. Yes, her height is slowing down but still she's going to die young. The fact that she will die alone bothers me. I've never brought it up in front of Edward; I didn't want to worry him but whats going to happen when she gets older? She is going to die and we won't. Every second she was getting older. She will die before us.
Edward broke me from my daze, "Whats the matter?" he said it so softly you could tell he was worried. I needed to work on my composed face.
"Nothing, I'm fine." I lied "Where's Renesmee?" I changed the subject swiftly. Well I thought it was. I avoided his eyes; he always knew when something was up.
Edward raised one eyebrow but let it go. He would ask me about it later. "She's with Jacob, how about we go to our meadow?" He flashed his crooked smile at me and my heart skipped a beat, well it would have if I was still human. It still bothered me when she hung around with Jacob, I knew he thought of her has nothing more then family but it was just weird. I smiled back at him and we ran together hand in hand.
It took us two minutes to get there. Funny, how when I was human it would have took us much longer. I looked up to Edward's face and he seemed tense, maybe worried? I instantly thought of the worst. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he in response wrapped him arms around my body. I then plucked up the courage to ask him what was wrong. I looked up into his golden eyes, the purple ring under his eyes were just showing, barely. When I was just about to speak he interrupted "I love you with all my heart; no one will ever have my heart, never forget that.". His eyes didn't meet mine. I instantly thought he is leaving me. But how could he? He swore he never would again. I said nothing. Speechless. Minutes past. "What are you thinking?" he asked, he sounded sad. He knew that I could, if I wanted to, let him into my mind but that didn't happen often. Not just because it took all I had to manage to keep it lifted, but because I liked keeping my thoughts to myself. He didn't like this though; we have had countless arguments on the matter. I would occasionally leave it lifted but in times like this I didn't want him to know what I was thinking. I hated to look weak.
"You're leaving me" I stated. If I could cry I would be now. He then placed his hands on either side of my face and looked me directly in the eyes. I looked at his eyes and I could see nothing. He then placed his lips against mine. I wasn't having that. Not that I didn't enjoy kissing him, I did. If I could I would spend every minute of everyday kissing Edward but he was avoiding the conversation. I pushed him away "Damn it! Edward answer me." My head was spinning as it always did after he kissed me, I ignored it.
"Of course I'm not leaving you! I swear Bella you really don't understand what kind of hold you have on me." He then touched the corner of my lips with his index finger. "Alice had a vision, she sees us apart and when she doesn't see us apart she can't see anything. I think it's something to do with the werewolves but we need to watch out on whatever is going on." He then frowned. "Why would you jump to the conclusion of me leaving you?" Relief washed through me. I am so paranoid, but then again how could he want me? Ever since I became a vampire, I am now admittedly beautiful like the rest of them. But he liked me before I became a vampire. I am so ordinary, plain, boring. He was special, gorgeous and had the best and most kind soul in the world. I sighed. He misunderstood why I sighed. He then quickly pulled me closer to him and kissed me. His lips molded themselves into mine. He stroked my face with his right hand.
"Sorry it's a bad habbit" I weakly smiled. "Wait. What do you mean she saw us 'apart'?"
"She saw us in different states, looking for something." His face became grim. "She said that we weren't together anymore."
"Well we'll always be together so that isn't a problem." I faked a smile; I had to hide the fact that I was frightened. What was Alice seeing?
"You never told me what you were thinking about earlier?". Oh crap. I forgot to think up an excuse for that. I lifted the cloak from my head, I wanted him to tell him exactly what I was thinking but I didn't want to say it. Saying it aloud would make it too real. I'm worried about Renessme, what will happen when she dies? Do we deal with it? Or is there something we can do? I can't watch her die. I just can't
His face became blank. What was he thinking? No doubt that he was trying to hide the reaction that was about to come. "I worry about that too." He said bluntly. So many things were going through my mind, I couldn't think properly. I looked at my watch and saw that Renessme would be coming home soon. I looked up at Edward and was about to say we need to get going but he beat me to it. He just held my hand and ran. I forgot the cloak was still off, I put it back on, he squeezed my hand in response. While we were running he stopped. When he stopped I did too. We were so close to the house what is he doing? "NO!" He belted out. This frightened me. What is the matter with him? I ran back to him,but he put his hands over his face, I quickly pulled them off. Because I was a newborn, so to speak, I was stronger than him so it was easy to get it off.
"Edward? Edward! What is going on?!" I screamed.
He said three words. I instantly knew what he meant and who he meant. "They took her".
