I couldn't believe it first when they said that you were gone

It felt so unreal. First i cried then i yelled and at the lasts point

I broke

All those smiles you gave to me I'm never going to see them again

I'm never going to see that goofy look you made when you didn't understand

Or the way your eyes sparkled when you were happy.

I'm never going to wipe away your tears again, or tell you that everything

Is going to be allright, that i won't leave you.

I never had the chance to tell you how much i love you.

And now I'm sitting here in a dark room all alone and the only thing

that's keeping me alive is that littlie voice in my head that's telling

me to survive.

But sometimes late at night i have to tell my self over and over again

That you wont come back.

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