This is my first fanfiction so I hope its good. Please review and tell me if its good and how I can improve.
This is mostly about Spencer Ashley and Aiden.
The song will be in italics.
I don't own any characters or the song. The song is Loves Me Not and it belongs to t.a.t.u.
Chris is Clay and Chelsea's son.
Spencer and Chelsea are sitting in Spencer's room listening to music.
" Spencer its been a year since what happened between you and Ashley. You have to go out and have some fun. Your parents are watching Chris and Clay and I are going out. You should come with us."
" I don't know if I can."
" Come on. It'll be fun. You can forget about things for awhile and just relax."
" Oh alright "
Spencer, Clay, and Chelsea arrive at Gray. They order some drinks and grab a table. They listen as the guy at the microphone annouces the next performer.
" Ok everbody lets show some love for Ashley Davies."
Everybody starts clapping and cheering but Spencer looks like she is going to be sick. She came out to forget about Ashley not to watch her perform. She stands up to leave but Chelsea grabs her arm.
" It'll be ok. It's just one song. Please stay."
Spencer nods her head and sits down. Ashley starts to speak.
" Alright I wrote this song a couple of months ago. Its about a really messed up situation I got myself into. I wish I never did what I did or that I could go back and change it. I also wish that this girl I love knows that I'm really sorry. Ok this is Loves Me Not."
I complicated our lives
By falling in love with him
As Ashley's singing she remembers about a year ago. Ashley and Aiden were in Ashley's room laying on her bed. They were waiting for Spencer and Kyla to come back from shopping for their double date. They had been fooling around behind Spencer's and Kyla's backs for a couple of weeks and Ashley really did want to stop but it was just so hard. That day they had just been talking but then Aiden said " Ashley I never stopped loving you. You were always the one I wanted to be with."
This was different before it was just for fun. Now Ashley knew Aiden just wanted to be with her. She loved Spencer but didn't want to hurt Aiden.
" Wow Aiden I don't know what to say."
" Say you love me because I know you do."
" I love you."
Aiden rolls over so he's on top of Ashley. He lightly kisses her on the lips. Soon their kisses are becoming deeper and more passionate and then clothes are coming off. Ashley remembered it all happened so fast. Just then Spencer and Kyla walk into the room. Spencer drops the bags she had been carrying and Kyla gasps " Oh my god"
Ashley pushes Aiden off her and wraps herself in a sheet.
" Spencer I can explain."
Spencer runs out of the house.
I complicated our lives
Now I'm losing my only friend
Spencer refused to talk or even look at Ashley after that. Ashley stopped talking to Aiden because he reminded her of the hurt she caused Spencer. Aiden didn't want to talk to Ashley because he felt she played around with peoples' emotions too much and thought it was all her fault. Ashley spent her days trying to understand why she did it.
I don't know why
I had to try
Living my life on the otherside
Now I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
Ashley knew she lost two people who she loved. She wanted to be with Spencer. She loved Aiden more like a brother but she messed things up. If only she had told Aiden they were just friends. So she lost two people who she cared about and actually cared about her back.
He loves me
He loves me not
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She loves me not
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He loves me not
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Ashley had found it a little difficult to care about Spencer's problems sometimes. Spencer's mom was only trying to keep them apart because she cared. Sure Paula was annoying at times but at least she was there. Ashley never had that. Her mom couldn't care less. So yeah Ashley found it hard to care about that.
I started blurring the lines
Cause I didn't care
Things with Spencer became difficult because then Spencer had to spend more time with her family in counseling and bonding activities. Ashley missed her and Aiden was just always around.
I started crossing the line
Cause you were never there
Now she had no one to help her make things right. Kyla wouldn't talk to her either but no surprise there. She knew she would have eventually had to choose and she knew it would have been Spencer. She just waited too long.
Nowhere to turn
No one to help
It's almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
All she wanted now was to make things right with Spencer and have things be the way they should. Her and Spencer together and in love.
He loves me
He loves me not
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She loves me not
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He loves me not
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No where to turn
No one to help
Its almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
He loves me
He loves me not
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She loves me not
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He loves me not
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She loves me not
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Loves me not
Ashley thanked the crowd and then walked over to the bar to grab a drink. Spencer walked up to her. She was ready to try and talk with Ashley about what happened.
" Hey Ashley. You were really great up there."
" Thanks"
They stood there for a few seconds smiling and looking at each other. There was so much Ashley wanted to talk with Spencer about but somehow she knew that there would be time later. Spencer broke the silence which had formed.
" Well I have to go but I'll call you later. We need to talk about some things."
" Yeah we do . I'll be waiting for your call."
They both said goodbye and Ashley knew things were about to get better because Spencer was finally willing to talk to her again. They were making progress. Ashley turned back to the bar and smiled.