I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

I was always known to be the smart one. The one who did the right thing. The one that knew everything. So how come he had no idea how to deal with her? I had no idea how to help her.

So I watched her.

Watched her kill herself slowly over time.


What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

She had so many problems. With herself, with her family, with her world. She was always too wise for her age and thus isolated from the others. They didn't want her.

They didn't understand her.

And when her family was killed, home ceased to be anywhere for her, she had nowhere to go.

If only I had seen it.

I could've saved her.

It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

People tell me it wasn't my fault, that she was broken before she had ever met me… that she was broken without repair. But I see the lies in their eyes… they know I could've saved her. They know I could've pieced together those broken seams.

I could've salvaged those broken dreams.

I'm sorry.


Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

It's so hard now. I forget my life before she came along. Now I don't know what to go back to… or where to turn. The world ignores me now, because in their eyes I'm nothing but a murderer… I'm nothing but a clueless fool.

I let her die.

Yet it's their fault as much as mine!

They turned away from her, left her to fend for herself.

They isolated her.

But then again I could've saved her.

Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

All she wanted was a home. A safe place to lay her head and to not have to worry about anything. I could've given her that! I could've given her everything she had ever wanted.

I could've done so much…

It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

It's difficult to admit that she's gone. That I'll never see those bright eyes light up when she finally understands something or when she's happy. The way she smells when she embraces me… of flowers, love, and hope.

I can't believe it's gone.


Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.

Though is death where she belongs? She never fit in here… hopefully heaven will have something to offer her.

Something that I never could.

She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah ,oh

Hopefully heaven can be her safe haven. She's away from all the troubles of the world. Never will she cry because of others. Never will she have to put on a fake smile to please others.

Never.

She's safe.


She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.

I think about this with bittersweet happiness. She's safe. That's more then I can ever ask for. Suddenly life is that much easier. I don't care about the stares or the disgust. SHE'S SAFE! I feel like screaming that to the world.

SHE'S SAFE!

YOU CAN NO LONGER HURT HER!

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Now I'll never have to see her try to cover up her tears. Never will I have to see her try to hide the bruises! Never! Never!

I look at her grave and smile

"May your soul rest in peace."


She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah