Unwanted Friend
They steal your emotions away,
No light, nothing to fight for,
I used to have high hopes,
It killed who I used to be.
They are a Constant battle to keep up with,
Making me depressed, restless and claustrophobic,
Nothing is stopping the mental descent,
not even myself, Dying on the inside,
go away before something happens
. Never good enough, feels like nobody knows or cares,
You're company is a Constant ache,
Giving in isn't an option;
you make me fearful and famished of happiness,
Don't judge what you don't know.
Loosing my grip of my sanity, heavy hearted,
Crying so hard you can't breathe,
Devouring everything you loved,
They weigh you down, tormented and torn.
I'm a sorry sight to see, bitter and betrayed,
By my own weak, saddened self,
Hurts more than a bruise or a scar,
Like an unwanted friend that's everywhere.
Why did they pick me? Go now;
show me you're not endless,
I don't know how to open up to someone,
Without you feeling judged,
my tongue is tied,
Thoughts of you Claw its way up my throat
, you broke me.
You're a my hell home,
that ill never forget,
It makes my friendships become destructive,
Never sleep peacefully,
they made me frail,
Always a step behind,
Writhing in pain within my rib cage.
I feel like I'm fading away each day,
I still feel like I'm drowning,
and no one can save me,
It's now or never,
Cant bear seeing you with her,
every day since i remember,
you never chose me Naruto,
I'm better than she will ever be,
just give me a chance,
ill show you,
you won't regret it, my love.
-Hinata