It was a rainy day when L came to visit, all the kids marveled over him knowing he was a very smart detective known for solving cases, he usually visited once or twice a month, but now he was coming weekly...for me.
My name is Nate river, known as Near, or just N.
I am a successor/heir to L, so is Mello and Mat. Mello is Mihael keehl, Mat is just Mat, a red head who is Mellos best friend.
L walked through the door soaking wet and Mello ran up and hugged him Mat following with a Gameboy in hand and i slowly sulked closer hiding my happiness and delight that L came back, true to his word as always.
L hunched over but lightly smiling walked over to me and grabbed my white locks and thrusted me into his chest and hugged me roughly, making me damp with his wet shirt, he was cold, but I think I slightly warmed him up. I looked up at him with a small smile on my face hiding all the happiness I felt he bent slightly and kissed my forehead walking off to go greet other children with just hugs, I was the only one he kissed, did anyone notice? Mello didn't seem to notice or if he did, he didn't care and Mat went to go explain to L what game he was trying to hack at the moment trying to get L to pay attention when all the other kids, to children- pre-teens- teens came up and chattered with him, I knew he would make time for me, he always does.
I went back to my corner and dumped out my all white puzzle with a L in the left hand corner, as I did I felt a shadow creep over my shoulder. I could smell the chocolate, it was Mello "Yes Mello?" i said wearily. He paused not expecting I would know it was me, he punched my arm and I fell back onto my puzzle destroying the few pieces i put together from the thousands. "Why would you-"
Mello grabbed me and threw me over his back, I knew his hormones are raging strongly at this age, but not by this much, as he stomped back to our room and threw me back over his shoulder onto the bed, I lost all the air in my lungs for a second, when I got it back I asked "Why did you bring me back to our room? I was in the middle of my puzzle..."
He looked down his blonde shiny, soft hair shifting around lightly as he looked down at his shoes, "Near...I think i like L"
My eyes widened slightly but I kept the rage and shock out of my face. "In what kind of way...Mello..." I said in a low mono-toned voice. Mello faltered slightly, he looked up and yelled "Come on Near! You know what way, don't act like an idiot, I don't have to explain it." He hissed angrily. I sighed and looked up at him with my large black eyes and Mello blushed slightly, "What...WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT ME FOR!?" He screamed and grabbed at his hair and pulled it and I reached in slightly and slapped him, he likes L, MY L.
He likes L and he wants to be a big emotional mess about it? No way. I had control and so did L when it came to emotions, but Mello has such a temperament with everything. He looked up slightly shocked, tears stopped falling as soon as they started. "Why did you hit me?" He asked as if he were a small child getting hit on the hand for stealing a cookie and he didn't understand why it was bad. Well, L is my cookie. I am the person who hit his hand and hes the small child, I have to explain why it would be bad at such a time to love L, not just because he's mine, but because its wrong.
"Mello, you are about fifteen? L is about twenty three? You are too young for someone like L." I said but he was older than me, I still wanted L for myself, but...I just don't WANT to give up just yet. "SO?! It doesn't matter..."
I sighed again, "Mello, its morally wrong and it's pedophilia, you want L to get in trouble?" Mello pouted, I have never seen Mello like this, hes always angry and harsh, never crying and asking me for help...is it help? Or is it a confession of love he can't keep locked in anymore?
I twirled a piece of my white hair, "besides, I know who likes you more than you like L." Mello looked doubtful, "Who?" I picked up a robot on the floor, shuffled out the door with Mello clutching my sleeve like a lost child. I pointed down at the bright cheerful red head sitting alone in the corner playing some sort of game he hacked into re-wired it and mixed a game with it, making into one big game of sorts. "Mat always liked you Mello, you just never saw it." Mello looked at me and smiled and ran down the stairs and hugged Mat who was now enjoying his company with Mello. I SAW Mat liked Mello, he was popular, but really only spent time with Mello, always bought him chocolate knowing Mellos stash was running low. He was a great friend, and he loved Mello, you could see it in his bright green eyes every time he saw Mello.
I walked off passing Alexander, a new orphan, I was sort of his friend, if you can call it that, he's been here for a few weeks and he acted like he "liked" me, in a non-friendly way, more of a romantic way, I didn't want to be alone with him, I was weak, I don't think I can stop a hormone enraged teen anytime soon. His brown eyes widened as he saw me saw he door I was standing in front of and charged at me, I had no time to react but sort of hunch at impact and wine when I hit the floor with a soft thud. He dragged me back into the room I was in, my room I shared with Mello, he closed the door and locked it, he turned slowly to me with a sick expression on his face "I finally get you alone all to myself Near." I cringed when he said my name, the way he said it was scary, not monster scary, like that weird guy in the alley scary.
"Alexander, I don't see your intent on dragging me into a room, literally, but can you please let me out?" I said hopeful we would do as I asked. "Even when you say name it sounds sexy..." HE walked closer to me and I scurried back, the word "sexy" foreign in my mind. "What do you plan on doing..." I said, not saying his name this time, I edged back to the wall having no where else to go, bloody hell...I scurried too far into the wall, now I'm stuck and can't run, such a stupid mistake. "You don't want to do this..." I said, with full on fear on my face, was he going to rape me?
He has some type of mental problems, but he is in Wammys, so it can't be that bad? Or maybe when they tried treating him, they never saw this in him then, but I see it, and for once, I am truly scared, I, Nate rivers, is scared. He eyed my shirt and ripped all the buttons with a slash of his hand they all scattered to the floor like beads, broken, leaving my chest exposed.
"You don't want to do this Alexander..." I said holding my breath as his hand edged closer to my hip, I couldn't fight him off, I'm too weak. "You said my name again...its like angels singing my name...Near...I want you..." I gave a confused look, "Well Alexander I-" I was cut off by his mouth on mine, wet and warm trying to open my mouth i didn't react I just did what was on instinct, I bit his lip he pulled away sharply, I tried to run but I slipped on hard wood floors with my socks on, he spit the blood on to the floor. "Well, I didn't know you wanted to play that way...fine then."
He pulled me back by my P.J pants and they slipped off like butter, I have never been partially nude in front of someone before and he pulled away my shirt so I was just in socks and boxers, I thought I could handle being in this situation and getting out cleaning, making him see some sort of light and seeing you can't do this without consent of some type by the other party. I did NOT want to do this, so I did the cowardly thing and screamed "HEEEELP, LLLL, HELPPP, ALEXANDER IS TRYING RAAAAAP- MRRAAPHH" He covered my mouth with his hand, "Shush Near, if they find us they wills top them, do you want to? No." I mumbled against his hand "No, I don't to part take in this." He didn't hear and he started to pull his own pants down as well.
I prayed to whatever type of god was out there, that L or somebody heard my scream of help.
I lifted my head from staring at the floor eating cake in a crouched position on the couch. I heard...Near scream? I got up and went down the hall and I heard muffled talking "Near, if you try to fight me through the whole thing I wont be easy on you." Alexander was with Near? I tried the knob on the door, locked...no one ever locks the door, its only the afternoon. A rainy afternoon, most kids in the playrooms...Near should be there, not here...I listened in on it for a few more moments. "NEARR! don't BITE, my HAND! I just WANNNT you!" Alexander screamed, Near wasn't talking, this is a 90% chance of rape, I busted down the door with one push with a running start, almost falling to floor as I looked up at the scene.
Near with no clothes, Alexander shirtless with his pants half way down, he released Nears mouth by removing his hand, the other one having a huge bite mark in it, "L I...I can explain!" he said in a scared voice, I looked at Near, his eyes watery and his pinks tinted pink.
"Alexander, go to Wateri, Near..."
He shifted into a ball and started to shake I ran over and lifted his small body up and carried him to my room, dropping him softly onto my bed and got him fresh clothes. Please don't let near be raped, I am 84.6% sure I came in at a right time, sooner the better, but I don't think Alexander "touched" him in of those "ways"...now to see how Near got dragged in to it...