my first fan fic ever omg!!!, i'm pretty sure if i can post this up that i can post up more, so happy
disclaimer: i do not own twilight, just hayley
Jacob ran and ran, to the point that the bottom of his paws burned from the pavement of the ground, the pain did not compare to the pain he had in his heart that was breaking. He slowed his running to stop he phased into his human side, it had been weeks since he had been on his two human feet six weeks to be exact. He kept his clothes tied around his ankle.
He slowly and silently put on his clothes, finally looking from the ground he saw where he had stop, a little house, he walked to the door and stepped inside, it looked as if someone has been living in there, there was a bed that looked very old but was big, it had a refrigerator next to a TV that been turned on, he looked to the right and saw a book shelf….and a girl who sat in the corner of the book shelf , her arms wrapped around her knees that was pulled close to her, he could hear her sobbing , he could also tell that she was not human, but he could her heartbeat. "hello" was all he could pull from his throat, the girl quickly lifted her head up to look at him, her eyes were as green as grass itself, her dark red hair tied in one big braid hung on her shoulder, her tanned face looked weak and tired.
She looked him with such sadness; it shook him to the bone. "hi" she trembled to him "you're a werewolf…" he looked at her with shocked eyes he tried to say something to her but she cut him "why are you here?" he opened his mouth but again, "is your heart broken too?" he shut his mouth, he felt the pain come back again, he tried to hold it back from her, he felt as if he needed to. He slowly sucked in breath as he tried to speak without the pain being heard in his voice. "Yes" then he heard her crying again, he came down to his knees and got closer to her.
She saw moved closer to her and saw the look on his face. "Did someone break yours?" He asked and she felt more tears run down her face as she looked away from him, she shook her head and wiped her tears away again. "Do you want to tell me?" he held out his hand to her, she looked at it in silence; she shakily grasped his hand, and mentally pushed herself into him, tightly wrapping her arms around him she sighed as she felt his arms slowly embrace her, Jacob held this girl in his arms like he had been holding her his whole life, he was quite flabbergasted at first by how she threw her self into his arms, by accepted her hug anyway, feeling her tight hug he softly squeeze her back , he pick her up and walked her over to a couch, when he sat down moved away from him, he quietly wished she was back in his arms. The girl sat on the other side of the couch facing him as he did the same, it was silent, and they didn't speak a word.
Everything was calm, "what's your name?" "Hayley…..what's yours?" "Jacob" "it's nice to meet you, Jacob" "same here"…………… "You don't have to hear the story if you don't want to, it's kind of sad" "I don't mind" he looked at her with such interest; she gave in to his eyes and started to speak. "I live down by daharas forest a little Indian rez, everybody down there was the normal and the same, I had friends and a life, and everything was perfect.
Until I had to go to high school, my mother couldn't home school me any more like I wish that she could of….when I went to school, everybody looked at me differently then, I was know as the geek who was to good to go to school like the rest of them, I was a total out cast like some of the others, then when I changed, pa-pa told me that I wasn't alone, that there were others like me…" she smiled at the thought of not being alone jacob had crossed his legs and had been listing the whole time "are you a werewolf?" she shook her head " when I first met those people, my brother emilo, was there he had been one from an early age, the pack took me in as another family member, and I became the strongest of the bunch because of mark, my mentor, the one who taught me fight when I was in wolf form and out, I could take any male wolf down in under a minute, mark was proud of me.
One night when I decided to tell mark how I felt about him, he pushed me away, then led me on, over and over again. To the point that he made me believe that I truly loved him with every inch of my soul in my body, again I went tell him and he had him self wrapped around some blond from school, my whole world just crashed into the ground and started burning I changed into wolf form and ran to the point that I couldn't feel my hands or feet, when I stopped I found this place, ever since that night, I've been here for the past seven weeks" she fumbled with fingers as she looked away, she drew a scattered breath and exhaled trying hard not to cry again.
"What about you, what girl hurt you?" Jacob didn't speak for a little bit "this girl named bella, we were friends when was little then when she left and then came back after a few years, she made me believe she wanted me, but all she saw me as is a friend…" "What did she do to make you believe she wanted you?" " she flirted just to get some information out of me, about……about those stupid leeches" he felt anger as memories flooded back to him, he started to shake; tremors shook him, he closed his eyes to try to calm down, but he couldn't, he going to phase right in front of her, he hoped that she had moved, she had but not away, but closer to him, holding him, running her fingers through his hair, shushing him; singing a small tune, his anger subsided to a stop as he sat their , Hayley still holding him, still singing, she rested her head on top of his, she heard him wrap his arms around her.
"I wish there was no such thing as pain when it comes to love….." he heard Hayley say they stayed in this position for a while, as he silently had tears come down his face, Hayley spoke again, "I just wish the pain would stop, it's burning a hole in my heart*sniffles* I can't barely stand any more…..jacob?" he looked up at her as she looked down at him, the streams of tears were back again.
"Can you make the pain go away, please…?" She looked at him now face to face, she held his face in her hands, their lips softly touched, the second time jacob kissed her back, he needed this, he needed to be loved; get rid of the pain that inside of him like a toad. They gave each other small little kisses Hayley whispered "please, just make it go away" as he whispered "anything for you……".
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