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The Beginning

(LPOV)

I sat there in stunned silence as I looked at the doctor who just blew my world apart. I couldn't believe what he had just told me. How the hell could this happen to me? I wouldn't of even known if mom and dad didn't make me make an appointment with my Dr. Brown because of how sick I'd been feeling the last two weeks.

"Are you sure that you didn't make a mistake??" I asked.

Dr. Brown looked at me and said, "I am sorry Leah but this is no mistake. I had the lab run the test twice and it came back positive both times. You're pregnant Leah, and according to the numbers on the blood test you're around eight weeks pregnant."

I jumped up off of the exam table and ran out of the room. I saw my mom sitting in the waiting room and I ran right past her. I couldn't believe this was happening to me.. How the hell had I went from the happiest girl in the world to the girl who was heart broken and all alone!? The bad thing is I couldn't even say one hundred percent that this baby is Sam's.. I mean there was a party two months ago that I went to with a couple of girl friends and I ended up getting pretty drunk. I closed my eyes as I thought back to that night;

I walked into the party with my head held high. I really didn't wanna come but Becky talked me into it because she thought that I needed to get out of the house and get on with my life. I finally gave in after an hour. I decided I might as well be miserable at the party instead of at my house..; So I put on a black mini skirt with a purple halter top and stilettos, I did my make-up and put my hair up.

My long time boyfriend had just broken up with me about a week ago. The night after I gave him my virginity to be exact.. It seems he fell for my cousin the first day he met her, which was the day after we had slept together for the first time. I found them fucking when I went to his house. At that moment I'd wanted to die. I did not want to go on living at all, but I knew that I had to.

So here I am, going to a party; and I made a choice. I was going to get drunk and have fun and forget about Sam and Emily for the night. I was going to do what anyone else would do; I grabbed a beer and headed towards the space where I could see people dancing. I turned back around though to where I saw tequila and hot dam shooters sitting on the counter. I found a shot glass and did three shots of each before I got the courage to go in and join the people dancing.

I saw a friend of Sam's and my heart just about broke as I thought about him; but I pushed him out of my mind. I looked over and saw that Jared, the friend I'd seen, was looking depressed and wondered what was wrong with him. I went over to him and grabbed his hand and pulled him onto the dance floor. Normally I wouldn't have done this but I was already feeling tipsy. That is what happens when you drink on an empty stomach. He looked at me in shock and then his mouth dropped open as I started dancing against him to the song "Its Getting Hot In Here" by Nelly. He finally loosened up and started dancing with me.

I loved the feeling of his hands on my hips as I shimmied to the ground and then back up, pushing my ass up against his crotch. I could tell that he was drunk too because his eyes were unfocused. Once I was standing back up to my full height, he turned me around and pulled me to him and kissed me passionately. I moaned into his mouth and grinded my hips into him. I felt him harden through his pants and heard his groan.

We pulled away from one another and Jared said "Do you want to take this upstairs?"

I nodded and he grabbed my hand and led the way through the crowd. We went upstairs and found an empty room. He shut the door and then I was in his arms and we were kissing and pulling each others clothes off. Then he was fucking me up against the door to the bedroom we were in. I felt my own climax and then his as well. I was still as horny as hell because of all the alcohol, and even though we'd both just had massive orgasms he was still hard. He walked over to the bed and turned me around till I was on all fours and he was standing behind me.

He entered me from behind and I screamed his name as he screamed mine. After doing it doggy style, I rode him and then we did it in the missionary position. Finally, after four times, we were both exhausted and I fell asleep in his arms. When we woke up the next morning we were both in shock.

"Oh God, Leah I am so sorry.." Jared said.

I shook my head and said, "Don't worry about it Jared. It doesn't have to mean anything. I think it was just something we both needed."

He nodded and said, "I agree and I hope that we can be friends after this."

I sighed and said "I don't have a problem with you being my friend but do not ever mention Sam's name in front of me. And please don't ever tell anyone about what we did."

He smiled and said "Let me take you home sweetheart."

I smiled. "Thanks, that would be nice. I bet Becky is wondering where I went off to. But Jared I have to say; Last night was amazing and if I wasn't still in love with Sam and still hurting so much, I wouldn't mind a repeat performance."

Jared smiled at me. "I know what you mean Leah. If I still didn't love Kim I wouldn't mind one either. I came to the party last night because she broke up with me yesterday.."

I gave him a sad smile and then hugged him. We quickly found our clothes and snuck out of the house. He helped me into his truck and then got in the driver's seat. Once we were back at my own house he jumped out and came around, helped me out and then held my hand as we walked up to my door.

He gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek, saying "I'll see yah later Leah. Let's go to the movies or something in the next couple days."

I was brought out of my memories when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and came face to face with my mom. She looked at me with concern and pulled me into her arms. After that we headed towards the car and got in. Mom waited to say anything until we were heading home.

"What did the Dr. Brown say Leah?" Sue asked her daughter.

I looked at her and whispered, "Mom.. He said I 'm pregnant."

She gasped and looked at me, said "Oh sweetie I'm so sorry! Are you alright??"

I just nodded and said "It came as a shock. I don't know what I'm gonna do."

We pulled up outside our house and I jumped out of the car and headed inside. I was feeling hot so I took off the sweater that I was wearing.

"Well, sweetie, you need to tell Sam." My mom said.

I looked at her but before I could say anything, my dad and Seth walked in and dad said "She needs to tell Sam what??"

My mom looked from me to my dad and said; "She needs to tell Sam that she's pregnant. He does have a right to know.."

I looked up as I heard a growl and saw Seth shaking as he spat "You really believe that Mom?? After what that bastard did to her you honestly think he deserves to know??"

My mom still said: "Yes, I do believe he deserves to know. It's his child too."

This time I growled and I mean growled as I yelled "HE DOESN'T DESERVE SHIT! HOW IS IT THAT YOU CAN BE MY MOM BUT TAKE HIS AND EMILY'S FUCKING SIDE!? NO I WILL NOT TELL SAM I'M PREGNANT AND NEITHER WILL YOU. BECAUSE, MOM, IF YOU DO I SWEAR TO GOD YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME OR YOUR GRAND CHILD EVER AGAIN! DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?!"

By this time I was shaking because I was so angry; and I saw that Seth was also shaking badly. My dad's eyes widened as he looked at Seth and me.

"Leah and Seth, outside now! Sue call Sam!" my dad said.

That was all it took. I yelled, "YOU KNOW WHAT!? BOTH OF YOU FUCK OFF! THIS IS MY LIFE AND I DON'T WANT EITHER OF YOU IN IT IF YOU'RE GOING AGAINST WHAT I WANT!"

I screamed again as I felt a fire burning inside of me, felt my bones start to break. I also heard Seth screaming. I don't know how I did it but I managed to grab him and then pulled him outside along with me. I must have done it just in time because we both screamed once more, and then everything went black.