Disclaimer: I do not own Roman Reigns...unfortunately

Song is Angel by Amanda Perez

She watched as Roman and his girlfriend were talking in catering. She missed being with him. He made his choice when he was caught. That was five months ago. She shouldn't have any feelings for him anymore but she did. Cynthia walked passed them and sat with Nick.

"Hey babe!"

"Hey best friend," she smiled sadly at him. He looked confused but nodded his head when he looked behind her, hearing Roman laughing. That sound used to bring her joy but now she's just sad.

"You wanna leave?" Nick asks. I shook my head.

"No I need to eat."

"Wait you haven't eaten yet?" Again I shake my head and he sighs. "Alright."

I get up and grab a sandwhich some chips and bottled water. I didn't want to talk about Roman or romance in general until I saw Nick smiling down at his phone. Even though I'm going through something and I know that he wouldnt make me talk about it. I know he wants to talk about his relationship.

"So." He jumps slightly and puts his phone face down looking guilty. "How are you and Lana doing?" I smile at him.

"We uh. We're doing great! We, actually are going public. And you should be honored that you are the first to know." He smiled and joked at me stealing a chip.

I scoff at him. "I feel so special." He chuckles.

"Well you are and any man who dosent see that needs to get their eyes checked. I mean how could he? If I wasn't with Lana and I didn't think of you as a sister i'd be all over you babe."

"Dolph. Please..."I pleaded with him.

"Sorry I just..." I give him a small smile as I finish my sandwhich.

"Imma go for a walk ok." I get up before he can answer. I throw my trash away and grab my water. I have to walk by Roman to leave catering. I try not to look at him let alone make eye contact but I cant help myself.

I looked at him and we locked eyes. I was bout to stop but thought better of it and kept walking. As I left catering i still felt his eyes on me. I walked through the arena aimlessly looking for somewhere where its quiet.

Its been five months since you been away

Left without a word nothing to say

When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul

But it wasn't good enough for you

So I ask God

Finally i found a hallway with some crates and cords flanking the way. I sat on a random crate with my knees to my chest. I still couldn't believe he chose her over me. Even though I caught him in the act and he made his choice. I still love him though.

Later that night at the hotel...

As Cynthia was in the shower there were tears going down her face. You wouldn't be able to tell because it blended in with the water. I just cant get him out of my head. Why do I feel this way? I'm so depressed. *sighs* I cant do this. Seeing him is hard enough but seeing him with her. Its just too much. I just want things to go back to normal. I just...I want my Roman back.

God send me an angel from the heavens above

send me an angel to heal my broken heart for being in love

All I do, is cry

send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes

I know I might sound crazy but after all that I still loved you

As she got out the shower her stomach growled. She didnt really eat dinner tonight even though she promised Nick she would. So she put some shorts on and her robe and went to fix her a little midnight snack.

Cynthia kept thinking about Roman as she sat down and ate. She remember when Roman use to make dumb jokes to try to get her to smile when she was down. How he'd always make her laugh.

How he would always have her in his arms whenever he could. She missed having random cuddles with him. She missed his touch.

All I wanted to do is feel your touch

And give you all of my love

She thought that she would be over this stage by now but it seems she's just stuck. Maybe she should just remove herself before she have a mental breakdown. Or maybe Hunter and Steph can at least give her some time off. She doesn't know if she can handle it anymore.

Putting on the fake smile just to tell people that she is fine. She just needs some time to breathe. She hasn't had any time off since it happened. She couldn't wait anymore so she texted Steph about taking some time off and she said yes.

Cynthia packed her suitcase and left some clothes for in the morning. She went to bed still thinking about him. Even though she may not see him for awhile she was content maybe even happy to be away from him. Knowing that she will finally get her break she texted Nick about her taking time off before she drifted to sleep.

The next morning she got up early to catch her plane back to Orlando. Finally she will be able to breath for the first time in months.

Roman's pov

After ending things with her I wanted to go make things right with the one whose always had my heart. I know what I did was extremely stupid and I can only start fixing it by apologizing. I walked out my hotel room and went to Cynthia's room a few doors down and knocked.

I know she's awake because she's always awake first. I just hope that she will at least listen to what I have to say. Even if she slapped or hit me. I deserve it. I hurt her. I knocked again but still no answer.

"Cynthia please open the door. I know you're in there."

The room door next to hers open and reveals Nick. He just looks at me leaning against the door. "She's not here." He says casually.

"What do you mean she's not here." There's a pit in my stomach as he doesn't give me anything else.

"What do you think I mean? She left an hour ago." He says as he turns around and shuts his door. I slide down the door with tears in my eyes. I feel numb. So numb. My heart...has just left me.

But you took my love for granted

Want my loving now, but you cant have it

Oh God

I was thinking about doing this in Roman's pov but I think ill leave it here. Unless y'all want to see more of it. Please Review.