I've been wanting to do a HajiSaya fic for a while, and this is my first try, so any advise is very welcomed. This has spoilers for episode 22, I believe.
Blood+ ain't mine.
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Memory
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I never knew why I couldn't remember my past. It was blank, a mystery. I could only remember fragments that didn't made sense. Mostly, I saw red and black, my reflection on a sword, people running...I remember anger.
But burried deep inside of my mind, there was this one image that made me feel different, made me feel save, relaxed and not so lonely. I remember blue, a different kind of blue, unlike the sky or the ocean, although just as deep.
I remember your eyes.
I remember you, Haji.
You are always with me - you have always been, ever since we met. And you've changed, from a little boy who couln't stand me to a man willing to give his life for me. I remember that I didn't liked you at first either.
I also remember what I did to you. I'm so sorry. It is one of the memories that I hate, because now I know I caused your pain. Even though it's selfish, it conforts me a little to know that if I hadn't done that, you would have died, and you wouldn't be here with me. You also say that you have no regrets for it, that you aren't angry at me. You don't know how relieved I am to hear you say that.
So maybe I'll forget once again and all I'll be able to do is try to decipher what I can with the little memories that I have, until I remember everything all over again. And I will meet you once again, feeling scared, curious, nervous, until I look at you and it all disapears, because somehow I will know that I can trust you and that somehow I'm connected to you.
I'll remember you because I will not allow myself to forget you.
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Okay, I don't think I'll ever be able to write anything longer than six-hundred words...It's kinda frustrating...