A lot of bad things happened that night. So many good people got hurt and its all my fault.
My name is Jaune Arc and I'm responsible for my best friend one of the only people who treated me differently since I came to Becon losing her mind.
Her name was Pyrrha, Pyrrha Nikos. She was such a sweet girl famous too she is. Was she was on every Pumpkin Peats Marshmellow flakes box since what happened she was replaced. A few weeks ago it seemed like a Normal day not much different than any other Pyrrha woke me up for class we had a new teacher. He was a weirdo but he knew something he had to have I just can't figure out how but class things started getting weird, really weird. That night I ran into him in the hallway outside my room and he told me "In the coming days the true colors of the people you know and care about are going to show. Its up to you to keep those true feelings from causing more damage than they already have" I didn't get it at the time but later it was obvious.
That night after he said that I woke up it was late, I was tired, I went to the bathroom down the hall to get a drink thats when I found him. Cardin he was dead such a horrible way he was butchered it was terrifying. I mean sure he was a bully but even he didn't deserve that. After him another girl and not long after the police investicating called me in for questioning they thought I did it. I tried to tell them I didn't but they wouldn't listen and went to take me in. Pyrrha she stopped them but killed them. After it just got worse I ended up tired up she hurt Professor Ozpin, Velvet, Nora too. Poor Ruby she had it bad her cape. Pyrrha used it to hang her. But Wiess she had the worst of it, Pyrrha cut her head off cut her up all over. Even worse she went so crazy she tried to get me to do things with her after. I got away and let the others do what they had too. Was it wrong of me? Was I wrong to let them do that to her even after all she'd done? Needless to say they killed her well Yang. Ren he got stuck in the throat with a knife, he's in the hospital still will be for a few more days.
I went to see Ren he was three days from getting out they said he lost his voice he couldn't talk anymore. He was a really quiet guy to begin with he rarely spoke. At the hospital I got to see him I was happy to know he'd be okay. He had to use a little board to talk now, asked how I was doing. I told him I'd be ok but I still felt pretty bad that I blamed myself.
The Nurse came in and told me I had to go before I left Ren was writing something down he showed to me, it said "Keep moving forward" giving me a small smile I left.
On the way home I was thinking about he wrote down "Keep moving forward" what did he mean? How could I get over it? How could I keep going knowing everything was my fault?
A few days have passed since them and he got out of the hospital things seemed to be getting back to normal or as normal as it could get now. We were sitting in class when Ozpin came in turns out he wasn't hurt as bad as we thought that he lived at least. He told us things had to go back to normal that we needed to stop dwelling on what happened then he left. Easy for him to say we were just kids to him it must be easy being a Hunter all his life but for us its new losing all our friends like that. Yang and Blake were still pretty depressed, there had to be some team reasignments lucky Ren and I we got Yang and Blake anyway. We didn't really have a Team name yet it was still a short time past.
I'm still not sure how I'm going to get over all this how I'm going to let it go or how I'm supposed to just adjust to this. I guess I'll have to find away