She pushes me away, then she lets me in

by chronicyouth.2002

Fang writes no-name letters, witch means he says what he is thinking about, without using names of he people who he is writing about. Don't knot if I will continue, it depends what people/if people give me reviews then I will ether continue or not continue for more see the authors note at the end of chapter one. Sorry I suck at summary's, the writing is better, I promise. -CY

Fangs Thoughts in Writing about Max. (Max O.O.C. just a little)

-CY

When you are around the people who you love, that's when you let the stress take over. Then you shut everyone around you by pulling out your phone, set the ear buds on your ears, and hit play. As you listen to the music you stare into the distance. Then your hand starts to shake, and that's when I know something is truly getting to you. When you come to look back around you, our eyes lock, then you quickly look away, and fold your arms and lay on them, if there is a table in front of you, if not you would put your elbows on your legs and place your head on your hands. And while I see this happening on the out side, I know whats happening to you on the inside, cuz' it's happened to me. As soon as your head hits your arm's or hands, you get engulfed by the days stress, the first thing that comes to mind is the thing that made you pissed off so much you had to out on your ear buds. Then, just like that, it becomes a snow ball effect. You started off by thinking about what pissed you off, then all of the bad things from the past, after that you think about what is wrong with you. By this point your whole body is shaking, besides your head; I know you need to get away from the flock, so once I tell you where you bolt trying to get away from everyone before they know whats going on. But when you bolted from the situation you left me stumbling after you, trying to get up to you, once I get up to you you slow down, but not much. When we came to a stop you lean your back on the wall, then you let gravity take over as you slide down the wall. You then cover your face, not wanting me to see the tears you shed. I walk over to your left side and take a seat next to you. The I put one of my hands on your shoulder and one on your knee, and pull you closer to me trying to comfort you; the surprising part is, you let me. When ever I've tried to comfort you before you would push me away. But this time is different, you opened your self up. I hear you mumbling so I ask you whats wrong. You start rambling on about how imperfect you are but let me tell you in my eyes you are. Evin if you hide from whats bothering you, I get that, because I did it too. The only thing I wish you would do is talk to me before it all builds up, before you shut everyone out, before you run. I want you to open up more often than you do; I want you to see what you are to me, and the flock. You need to see how many people care about you and worry about you; I care about you a lot, I care about you don't ever forget that.

~Fang -2/24/13

I want to go talk to max about the situation but I don't know if she will break down, of get pissed off at me for bringing it up. Ugh, who knows with her she might actually tell me what has been bothering her.

So what did you think? Review! Do you think I should continue this or not? And if you do want me to continue this what should Max's reaction be? And should I continue with the no-name letters, so its a mystery? And one last question I swear : Should I put other people in Fangs letters so it leaves you hanging? And if you say yes to the last question I will revile who he was talking about in the authors notes, in the next chapter, at the top of the page