hi this is my first fanfic i hope you enjoy it if you want me to continue please reveiw!

Destiny

chapter one

Bella P.O.V

it was 2 o'clock in the morning when I finally decided since I couldn't sleep so I went out onto my balcony which was opposite my best friend Edward Cullen's balcony I sat down on the small mahogany wooden table I could see Edward tossing and turning in his bed and I smiled to myself we have known each other since the day I was born which was a day after him and ever since then we have been inseparable even though we are the complete opposite of each other, I am one of the most popular girls in school wanted by all the guys whereas he is the shy kid that only speaks to those who speak to him first.

Edward just stopped tossing and turning and is now making his way to his balcony his hair was a mess, as always but as always it looked extremely good on him.

"hey bells?" he said, grinning crookedly.

"yeah?" I said smiling half heartedly at him but of course he had already seen through it.

"what's wrong?" he asked sounding worried.

"can't sleep" I said.

"okay if you say so," one of the things I loved about Edward he doesn't push me for information instead he changes the subject "well since we both have nothing to do will you play your guitar for me?" he asked hopefully.

"sure although I don't see why you like me playing what song?" I ask, Edward has always loved it when I would play my guitar around him but I enjoyed making my best friend happy.

"you choose, I like you playing for me because I love it when you are playing and because you are an awesome guitarist."he said smiling.

"in my dreams" I mutter as I start playing 15 by Taylor swift.

"Isabella Marie Swan are you doubting me?" he says jokingly.

"yep" I say popping the 'p' and then laughing at his fake hurt expression.

When I finished the song Edward yawned and I said "go get some sleep oh and I'm driving to school tomorrow"

"no way am I getting in to that beast you call a truck" he replied shaking his head in horror I just laughed.

"calm down Eddie I got a new car this morning" I said smiling I couldn't wait for his reaction when I told him what type the car was.

"maybe I will let you but that depends on what type of car you got" he said deep in thought I just smiled.

"it's an Aston martin virage volante" when I said that his eyes lit up so much I swear it was like someone was shinning a green flash light in my direction, and his face was price less

"okay we are definitely taking your car but cam I drive? Please?" he begs and I laugh.

"okay but on the way home. Okay?" I ask.

"fine" he sighs "night Bella ill see you at half seven" he says.

"half seven" I say "Cullen you are going to kill me making me get up this early" he just laughs at me then says "aww come on swan, we all know you love getting up early to see me" smiling crookedly I just roll my eyes and reply "in your dreams Cullen" jokingly and I could've sworn I heard him say 'yeah, every night' but I wasn't sure so I didn't say anything "night Bella, see you at half seven" he tells me.

"okay goodnight see you in the morning Edward" I reply as I walk inside and climb into bed.

I woke up at six had my shower, got dressed in black skinny jeans and an electric blue tank top as It was warm outside which was a rare thing in forks and I dried and straightened my long brown hair as instructed by Alice , Edwards twin sister (who looks nothing like him), who is just like me except she hasn't dated nearly every guy in forks high she has been going out with jasper hale,(for years) brother of Rosalie hale who is going out with Edward and Alice's older brother Emmett and is just like me and alice when it comes to popularity but more like Alice as she and Emmett have been going out for years, anyway Alice was always dressing me and rose up and telling us how to put our hair although I would never admit it to her she was the best at making someone look fantastic no one she dressed would look stupid or ugly she made sure of that.

It was now 7:25 I had 5 minutes before Edward was here so I grabbed my black leather bomber jacket and walked to the door as the door bell rang.

Edward P.O.V.

I rang Bella's door bell and waited when she opened the door she looked breathtakingly beautiful and extremely sexy yeah I know I shouldn't be thinking of my best friend that way but I have been In love with her for as long as I can remember but of course i'm to much of a coward to tell her but I will someday because before long if I don't tell her my feelings she would end up falling for someone else and I wouldn't be able to cope with that.

"hi" she says smiling as we walk to the garage so I can check out her car for a half hour before we take Alice and Emmett to rose and jaspers

house then we would all leave for school.

"hey have a good sleep?" I ask her remembering my witch was basically all about her which I have no problem with its one of the times when I get Bella all to myself even if it is only a dream.

"It was good after I went back in, how was yours?" she asks as we walk in the garage she chuckles when I see the car as my jaw dropped I quickly close my mouth and reply to her question "it was fantastic, even better than this car" I say with enthusiasm she laughs and says "wow better than the car, it must have been good. Did you get the girl of your dreams in your dream last night Eddie"

"yep, and don't call me Eddie you know I hate that name" I reply

"which is the reason I do it" she states like it was the most obvious thing in the world "so who is the lucky girl then?" she asks.

You! A voice in my head screams at her.

"I can't tell you" I say and add "yet" as she pouts at me.

"fine" she says "so, you like my car?" she changes the subject which I am great full about because if she pressed me to it I would end up either telling her or lying to her because I'm afraid of her reaction and because I love her and will everything she asks me to do.

"I'll go get Emmett and Alice be right back" she says and walks away

Bella P.O.V

I walked to Edwards house and just walk in like I always do because Alice had told me when we were 5 if I ever knock on there door again she would punch me and since then I have always walked in without knocking.

"hey Bella" Esme Edward mum says to me "Emmett and Alice are upstairs just shout them down" I smile and say "thanks Esme" and then shout to Alice and Emmett "Alice Emmett get down here now or we will leave in my new virage volante without you" as soon as I said the name of my car they both started running "you got a new car?" Alice asks I nod then Alice runs out "hey belly button" Emmett says then runs out after Alice.

"animals" Esme sighs I laugh and say "see you tonight esme"

"yeah ill see you then are you staying for supper bells?" she asks and I nod "oh and I have two black forest gateaus and two chocolate gateaus that I made at home ill take them over so you don't have to bother about dessert" I say as esme always fusses over what to make for dessert.

"thank you bells you have just freed up half of my day anyway you have to get going ill see you tonight" she says as Alice comes in and is now dragging me to my car.

At lunch we are all sitting together and when I say all I mean me, Edward, Alice, jasper, Rosalie and Emmett when suddenly I get a tap on my right shoulder I turn and see mike newton the captin of the male badminton team grinning sheepishly at me he has asked me out about 10 times this week and it is only Wednesday for criing out loud and every time I reject him, Edward seems over the moon, he keeps on trying

"hey Bella can I ask you something?" he asks.

"you already did newton now get lost" I reply and turn my back on him and all of my friends are trying to hold back their laughter looking at him still standing behind me I turn once again and say "what do you want newton?" "umm well uh w will y you go out with me?" he asks for the 11th time I burst out laughing "you really won't give up will you newton?" he shakes his head I sigh "how about you take me out to dinner Friday night and then if I enjoy myself I will reconsider going out with you?"

I say and his eyes light up and I almost feel sorry for him because I know I won't enjoy myself if he is there trying to convince me to go out with him. I turn around and see the hurt and upset on Edwards face which confuses me, Alice laughs and says "Bella Bella Bella you will never change will you?" she asks I chuckle before replying "I will Ali when I find someone I want a proper relationship with, that's if he wants the same thing"i say seriously.

"so you may have already found this person and may not know how he feels about you so you don't want to embarrass yourself so you lock these fellings up and ignore them?" rose asks obviously trying to convince me yet again that I am in love with Edward but I wasn't... was I? I didn't know.

"possibly" I say uninterested and I slump back in my chair glaring at alice and rose because it was there fault I was questioning myself

Ugh! this is so complicated I can't say I don't love him because I do even if it is only a friend and sisterly love but I can't say yes because of that friend and sisterly love it just seems wrong …. but then again before my mother passed away 2 years ago she and esme were always trying to convince me and Edward that we were destined to be together just because whe I was born, 6 hours after Edward and alice, esme had gotten out of her hospital bed which was next to my mothers and she had taken Edward from his cot and placed him in with me and asked my mother if she could join her of course my mother replied yes because they were best friends the next morning they had woken up and Edward was hugging me 'protectively' well that's what we were told anyway. The bell for class rang bringing me out of my reverie time for biology.

The rest of the day passed quickly and now we were all sitting at Esme's dinning table eating a delicious home made lasagne as we finished it off esme went to get the gateaus I brought over when she put them down she cut every one a slice of each apart from emmett and rose then she place the remaining gateaus in between them because they always loved my cooking especially desserts we all began eating and rose and emmett were finished first and say at the same time "that was the best one yet bells" everyone but them burst out laughing as they had chocolate on their faces "what?" rose asks clueless as to why we were laughing in between laughs I managed to get out"chocolate (laugh) all over (laugh) face" they look at echother wipe their faces and join in laughing once we all had finished everyone except carlisle (edwards dad the doctor I am his number 1 patient the amount of times he has saved my life is unbelievable) and esme went to watch a movie and I ended up falling asleep on edwards chest as usual I half woke up when I was being carried up stairs to his room but fell back a sleep when I was in his bed and he had crawled in beside me and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close I know we are best friends and we shouldn't act like this but it felt good well that was an under statement if I've ever heard one.

uh-oh... oh no …...maybe I am... in love... with him... my best friend …... oh shit I was in trouble now especially when rose and alice finds out because I know they will..

well there you have it my first chapter! please please please reveiw!