I woke up today and just wanted to go back to sleep because ever since my eyes opened I see images and memories of him. "URRRG!"
I studied my walls regretting putting up the millions of pictures of me and Oliver. There's one that catches my eye we were both pulling funny faces it was taken just before he asked me out and I clearly said yes. I remember that day so vividly and I don't mind having remember it.
I pull a pillow over my face and scream and fall backwards onto my bed where I was sitting. I remember our first kiss it was sweet and innocent it happened on out first date he held a picnic on the beach it was right after he dance with me with no music playing. I remember that day because it was so simple and enjoyable and perfect. I pull the pillow off my face and discover wet patches on my cheeks. I start crying like crazy when I remember the moment I wish I'd forget.
flashback-
"Oliver just listen to me,"
"No Lilly, why should I listen you never listen!"
"I didn't kiss him!"
"Of course you'd say that,"
"Because it's true!"
"Are calling me a liar ?"
"You're calling me one!"
"I saw you kissing him gazing into each others eyes!"
"We bumped heads,"
"HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sure!"
"Honestly,"
"I honestly only have one thing left to say,"
"What ?" I gulped
"GOODBYE!"
"GOODBYE!" and with that he was gone out of the door. Gone out my life. Gone.
end flashback
The tears stain my cheeks and top while I fall back to sleep.
I woke up and decided to venture out of bed and into the kitchen to get some ice cream to try and heal the emotional wounds. I turn on the radio because I can't stand the silence because the family was out. Tears started to form as I realised it was mine and Oliver's song. I began to sing along quietly as a waterfall runs down my face. I walk over to the house phone and dial the first number and place it back in the holder - pointless. I'm wasting my time but I don't mind.
I flop on the sofa and pull my knees to my chin hugging myself. Our last kiss was nothing special at the time but now I cherish more then ever I feel my lips and get tingles. I remember all the times he use to randomly twirl me round and do a dramatic tango dip - I smile trough my tears. I remember the simple things like when he use to bring me flowers, give me his ice cream when mine fell to the floor and hug me whenever he could, my tears soak the sofa. I manage to block out the memories of goodbye.
I wander round the house aimlessly feel miserable and I hear my cell ringing. I hear my cell ringing with the tone resvered for Oliver. Should I answer it ?
"Hello ?"
"Hi Lilly,"
He sounded alone and sad like I've been.
"Oliver."
"I just wanted you to know something,"
"What ?" I asked kinda surprised to be honest.
"I remember when we kissed," He lowered his voice, ""I still feel it on my lips,"
I nod even though he can't see me
"And those times when we danced with no music playing,"
"Same," I try and hold back the tears
"And the simple things," We muttered in unison. I couldn't help it anymore I just began to cry and he did too. We talked for awhile till we were both sobbing our broken hearts out.
"Lilly if there was one thing I wish you'd forget is,"
I breathed in and waiting for him to finish the sentence,
"Is saying goodbye,"
"Same" I said hanging up the phone.
I hear the doorbell and I answer it with Oliver standing on the other side holding a bunch of lilies.
DISCLAMMIER; I DON'T OWN HANNAH MONTANA OR MILEY CYRUS NEW SONG 'GOODBYE' I LOVE IT (: everyone buy breakout!!
/watch?viqeRkL9uHw4 -- my Jiley fanvid to goodbye
