This was probably the best she's ever felt. Beca finally had all she could ever want. A loving boyfriend, the best friends she'd ever have, and a job waiting for her. She wanted to be a DJ, that was her dream. There was someone who had a new club coming out in L.A. This club was a daytime and a nighttime club. During the day time a lot of parties happened, sweet sixteen's, adult parties, and then at night was a free for all. Beca was so excited to tell Jesse about her new job. He was going to be co-hosting a Radio Station, everything seemed perfect. Beca was approaching his dorm as was Benji, he looked at her knowing why she shouldn't go in.
"Beca you shouldn't. Jesse said he was taking a shower, and—"
"I'm sure he won't mind if I go in and wait for him," Beca said reaching for the knob.
"No Beca seriously," Benji began. It was too late, Beca opened the door, and there was a very naked Jesse under a slight tanned blonde. By the looks of the clothes on the floor, she was a cheerleader. Beca's mouth just hung open as if there was an anchor.
"I…I tried man," Benji said.
Jesse pushed the girl off and sat up looking at Beca. He wrapped the sheets around his waist.
"Beca, I swear…this isn't—"
"Jesse, who is she?" The girl asked.
"I was his girlfriend," Beca said, "How could you Jesse? I…I loved you, I gave you everything…"
"Obviously not," Benji said.
"Shut up Benji," Jesse and Beca said.
"Beca please, let me explain," Jesse reached out to her. She slapped his hand away as she felt tears come to her eyes.
She ran out of the dorm room and didn't stop until she got to her dorm room. She was lucky to have been able to switch roommates. She was able to switch to get Stacie as her roommate. Stacie wasn't there yet, but Beca just sat on her bed hugging her knees. After about ten minutes Stacie came and Beca was wiping her face furiously.
"Hey, you know…I thought Donald was sort of a dick, but he's really the sweetest guy ever. We're two peas in a pod, and I love it. I think this is the first time we've both ever been in a relationship that didn't revolve around sex! It's so awesome, this what you and Jesse must—," she looked over seeing Beca had been crying, "…be like…Beca, what's wrong?"
"Jesse…he…he," Beca began to cry again just as she stopped, "…he's been cheating on me…I…I thought this meant something."
"Oh honey," Stacie hugged her, "Some guys…they just…suck."
There was a knock on the door and Stacie got up, when she opened the door there was Jesse.
"Oh, don't you smell like sex…how was the slut?"
"Stacie, I just need to talk to Beca…"
"I think she's not in the mood for you," Stacie said.
"You don't speak for her," Jesse said gently moving her aside, "Beca, I'm sor—"
"Don't," Beca said sternly standing up, "I…I gave you my heart, my soul, I gave you EVERYTHING Jesse, and I don't know why you had to do this. Maybe I was working too hard with the Bellas, or maybe I was too into my school work. I don't know. What I do know, is I won't stay with someone who can't just be with me…I…I love you, but I will NOT…I will not allow you to think that makes me weak."
"Beca, what do you want me to say?"
"Why did you do it?" Beca asked.
"I…I don't—"
"Don't say you don't know, you know why," Beca said sternly, "Why did you do it?"
"I had stress that had to be relieved, and…and you didn't…"
Beca nodded slowly she walked up to him not saying a word and just looked at him.
"Jesse Swanson…I gave you, everything. Every part of me. My heart, my soul, everything. It seems like, because I was too busy, and your hand was too lazy, that now our relationship is over. I don't want to see you ever…again."
"Beca," Jesse reached out to her. Beca shook her head and pushed him out of the room.
"I gave you…me, and that wasn't enough." She slammed the door in his face, and let it go at that.
Once graduation came around, Beca knew that Jesse would be at the post-graduation party. She didn't want to go but was forced to. The party was nice and at a sorority. Beca sat on the balcony watching everyone in the backyard. She saw Jesse talking to the same blonde and Fat Amy walked up next to her. Jesse looked up at Beca and Beca looked away. Once Beca looked back they were dancing together. She was all over him and it bugged her to hell. She knew her name to. Kelly. Kelly Garson was her name. Amy looked at her and sighed.
"I know why you broke up…Stacie told me…but do you think that was smart?"
"It was…I won't be that girl he swindles."
"You love him though don't you?"
"I thought so," she sighed, "…it doesn't matter now…it never will."
Later that night, some of the Bellas got up and began to sing "Don't You (Forget About Me)" per the request of Jesse beforehand. Despite the girls not agreeing with what he did he seemed very genuine. Jesse walked up to Beca looking at her.
"You're not serious are you?" Beca asked.
"I am…this is pretty much our song…we're obligated to dance to it," Jesse said. Beca had to try her hardest to hide her smirk.
"You're a dork…"
"I know, so dance with me," Jesse said swiftly as he grabbed her hand and pulled her to the dance floor, "I owe you one."
As they danced Beca wanted to feel that this could cure everything, but in her heart she knew that wasn't true. As they danced Jesse held her close.
"Beca…I'm sorry," Jesse said, "I am…I can't fix it…it happened."
"I can't pretend that it didn't Jesse," they stopped dancing as Beca spoke, "I can't pretend you didn't hurt me, I can't pretend that, you didn't even have a better excuse like you were drunk or out of your wits. I can't forgive you for hurting me Jesse, you took my heart, and you threw it in the trash…"
"Beca, please," Jesse pleaded.
"Goodbye, Jesse," Beca put a hand on his face and just walked away.
Jesse stood in the middle of the dance floor as the song ended. Another started and Kelly was back over to him. He pushed Kelly away for now and walked away.
When Beca got back to her dorm, she saw a picture in a frame. It was her and Jesse, kissing. She took it off her shelves and put in a box that said "College". As she packed her belongings, anything that she seemed to want to forget, went in the "College" box. It seemed anything related to Jesse went in that box. Everything else had meaning and went in different boxes. Beca looked around her room and sighed, she was going to miss this place, but she knew that she'd have contact with all of her friends. Most of them moving out to L.A. as it was, very few were going other places. Stacie was definitely going to L.A. and while out there, they'd be roommates. Beca felt that leaving here, was finally the start of something big.
"Well, this is goodbye for now…" Cynthia said, "I'm gonna miss you girls…"
"We'll always be a phone call away," Stacie smiled.
"I know…" Cynthia hugged them.
"Just remember, we'll be Bellas forever, okay?" Beca smiled.
"I know, and hey, when you're out there in L.A…who knows, you may find a Prince Charmin' girl," Cynthia smirked.
"I hope…I hope you come visit my club when I'm working," Beca smirked, "Show off your moves."
"I will, you know I will," Cynthia hugged her.
As they all said goodbye, Jesse was there. Donald walked past him up to Stacie smirking.
"Ready to go gorgeous?"
"I am, Beca, are you riding with us?" Stacie looked at her.
"No, I'll take my car," Beca smiled, "I'll see you on the plane."
"All right," she looked at Jesse then Beca, "Do you want me to stay?"
"No, it's okay go, I'll see you there, I promise…"
Stacie nodded looking at Jesse again before getting in the car.
Jesse walked up to Beca while she put something in the trunk and picked up a bag that she took from him.
"Beca, I've called you, I texted you…every time I try to talk to you, you won't answer me," Jesse sighed, "I'm sorry. How many times do you want me to say it? How many different languages do I have to say it in?"
"It doesn't matter," Beca said.
"I'm sorry. Lo siento. Je suis désolé. Ego paenitet," Jesse said.
"How long did it take you to learn that?" Beca asked.
"A long time…Beca please. What do you want me to say?"
"Nothing Jesse…nothing, at all," Beca said getting in her car. She drove off.
Jesse stood there thinking to himself, he wanted to make it right, he just didn't know how. He didn't know what he could do to make it better. He wanted to do right by Beca, he'd find a way somehow.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed it! R&R! TBC
