Minna...Hisashiburi ^^
I guess most of you have forgotten this fanfic already. Haha. Really, who's to blame? I myself have even forgotten it until I received a story alert FOUR FREAKIN' YEARS LATER...Haha I couldn't believe it.
One of my lifelong dreams is to create a story that I could be proud off-a story that a lot of people would come to like-something that I'd never be ashamed off. And if I can, I will make more than one, as long as it's good enough too.
However, after 4 years, I get to reread this fan fiction of mine. I admit I had a lot more plans for it back then when I was still so active on writing it. Writing a chapter made me so excited. I mean, I had all these ideas in my brain and I get to share them with everyone else...why won't I be excited? Even now, majority of my ideas for this story are still in my head...unwritten. Remembering that they actually existed, I got excited all over again to continue writing the story. However, after reading what I wrote 4 years back...
..I was disappointed with myself. How could I have written things this way? I felt so annoyed with it that I just had to erase traces of it. It is a work that I just can't be proud of, no matter how I try looking at it positively. It just wasn't good enough. Honestly, I think it was horrible. Sure there could have been potential for a good story here and there but... I just don't want to let anybody read something in which I have not done my best. Maybe, before, i thought it was but now it's just hopeless.
So, to all of you who liked my suppose-to-be-fanfic, ARIGATOU! . You can't imagine how all your comments inspired, and made me happy. I'm really sorry but I just had to delete it. When I am free again, I'm sure I could write a better story for all of you guys to read. T.T
Hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu.
Ja ne. Sorry if I got carried away and it became too long.