We've always been the best of friends,

And now you're tearing at my heart.

What happened to my favorite girl?

When were we torn apart?

I sighed. It's been three years and I still miss her. Why did she stop talking to me? Why did she move? Granted it was only 2 miles down the road so she could be closer to the beach, but still. Why didn't I…no! I stopped that thought before the pain began.

I'm being pathetic, I know that. But she's been a part of my life since we were 4. I wish I knew what happened in NYC that caused her to abandon her friends. She was only the first though. Next was Jared, which almost killed Kim, then Collin, Seth, Paul, Sam, Quil. Now it's just me, Brady, Embry and Leah.

No one knows what they do. They don't leave the house except at night. During the day they only come out when it's sunny. With that they rarely are seen during they day.

Sorry, my name is Jacob Black. I'm 17 and live in La Push, an Indian reservation near Forks Washington, the rainiest place in the continental US. I have Long black hair that is always tied back, dark brown- almost- black eyes, russet colored skin, and I'm 6ft 5in tall.

There was a knock on the door and, knowing my dad, I left my so- dirty- no- other- living- thing- dares- to- enter room and open the front door. Who I see nearly causes me to faint. The girl who abandoned me. Who drove me insane since we first met. Who cared for me like no one else. Who stole my heart when we were 7, only to shred it to bits 8 years later. The girl I would, and once did, take a bullet for.

She looked at me in shock. Then a strange look came over her face. Like a person who starved for a year looking at a feast. Like a child meeting Mickey Mouse for the first time. Like a motor junkie getting their first motorcycle *cough* me *cough*. Like…. A blind person seeing the sun for the first time.

"Jake?" she asked.

I let out a sigh of relief, glad I wasn't hallucinating, and said the one name that has haunted me for 2 years.

"Bella."