Quick AN: I just love the fosters . Mariana is my favorite character and it pains me to see her go through what she is going through. It kinda gets me mad that people are calling her stupid for what she has been doing in the show but what nick did to her has caused Mariana to do the things she has been. People need to understand that she was held at gunpoint in her room which she has to be in all the time she is blamed for what nick did by everyone at school and and on top of that has so much pressure from robotics, and from nick telling her she is the only reason for him living all of these things are way to much for her and although she shouldn't have taken Jesus's pills and there are other ways to deal ,she did what she did and she is just a teenager she makes mistakes . She will get through it in the show and get past it but it will take time . She just needs to heal from the pain of everything that has happened to her honestly I feel like Stef and Lena should have been keeping a very close eye on Mariana the type of situation she has been in is a very traumatic one and something like taking Jesus's pills was bound to happen!

Anyway let get to the fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own the fosters or any of the characters

Mariana's POV

As Jesus fell to the ground I Instantly kneeled down next to him grabbing his limp hand

" Jesus" I cried my chest tightening when I saw his lifeless body.

"What did you do" my mom screamed as she began to try and wake Jesus.

'What did he do I thought' to myself. 'how could he do this' .

As I tried getting to my feet I was beginning to feel dizzy and Suddenly I felt Emma's hands under my armpits helping to Steadying my drugged body.

Tears were streaming from my eyes as I stumbled forward towards nick, Emma fighting to keep her hold on me

" Mariana stop" Emma yelled as she lost her grip on my arms. My mom looked at me with scared eyes but I didn't stop

" Mariana what are you"

" how could you " I screamed cutting her off as I began to hammer my fist down on to nicks chest pushing he backwards

" I'm so sorry" he cried trying to defend himself by grabbing my swinging arms but suddenly I stopped. I couldn't breath . I fell to my knees grabbing my chest.

The whole world around me started spinning . Suddenly I felt someone grab me from behind to hold me up but I collapsed onto the ground . The pain in my chest grew more intense and I couldn't move , think or say anything. I could hear faint noises around me but I couldn't concentrate enough to hear what they were . Why on earth would nick do this I screamed in my head as nicks actions replay in my head over and over.

Jesus was all I could think of but I couldn't see him . when I opened my eyes to try once more I see my mom holding my face looking at me with tears in her eyes her lips were moving but I couldn't hear her. I tried to turn my head but I didn't have the strength

The pain inside of me grew worse . I just wanted to close my eyes but my body began shaking causing them to stay open.

my moms lips were still moving as she was trying to tell me something but I couldn't hear her . I saw her turn her head toward Jesus and her lips moved once again what did I do . This is all my fault I screamed to my self. When I looked up again I no longer saw my mother .

I saw a man he was looking into my eyes while I felt him feeling my neck for a pulse. After he was no longer in my view I looked to see nick. He was kneeling on the ground while handcuffs were Being put around his wrists. He looked so sad so hurt by everything happening. This was all my fault. I should have stopped them . I watched as they pushed nick away. His eyes meeting mine just before being pushed in the police car.

I turned my head to see Jesus lying on the ground while mama and mom are kneeling next to him. The movement from turning my head cause my pain in my chest to grow worse.

I felt a mask being put over my face trying to fill my lungs with air but there was no use the pain was just growing more and more intense I could feel my whole body drifting as the pain took over fully . My eyes drifted close as blackness took over my entire existence.

Steff's POV

When Jesus fell to the ground all I saw was red . Nick Stratos was going to pay for what he has done to my family. I fell to my knees next to him trying to bring him back to conciseness

" what did you do" I screamed . I watched as Mariana began to stand up stumbling just then I remembered Jesus said she was taking his pills. I should have known she was acting differently she was my baby girl. This is all my fault . I watched her as she broke free of Emma's hold on her . What was she doing . She began to stumble towards nick

" Mariana stop" Emma cried but she kept going

" Mariana what are you" was all I could say before she started hitting nick

" how could you" she screamed all I could feel was her pain she was in so much of it I know she thinks this is her fault but it not. It's nicks

" Emma sit with him " I said grabbing her hand pulling her towards Jesus's unconscious body

" I'm so sorry " nick cried as I watched him try and grab Marianas arms. But before he could she grabbed her chest whimpering in pain I instantly ran to her pushing nick away from her and putting my arms around her guiding her to the ground . her body went limp and I flipped her over so I could see her

" Mariana" I cried " what wrong my love " I was beginning to shake what was going on. I grabbed her face rubbing it softly " baby please I love you so much what's wrong" I was beginning to hyperventilate her hand was over her chest and I could see her face was contorted with pain . Suddenly her eyes popped open but she looked like she was in a daze. " Mariana look at me what's wrong please answer me " she just stared . Sirens sounded in the distance and I looked over to see Lena running towards us with Brandon in tow.

" lena " I screamed " she fell to Jesus side

" Stef" she cried "what happened " she began to shake Jesus trying to wake him . I looked back down at Mariana whose eyes were beginning to close

" Mariana " I yelled as I shook her limp body she looked a sickly pale color like the life was draining out of her " you have to stay awake miss thang you hear me " she looked at me with pain masking her features

" what's going on " Lena cried as the ambulance came to a screeching stop next to us one man coming to Mariana while the other went to Jesus. They pushed both me and Lena away from our kids . As they began to work on them. Lena grabbed my face

" Stef " she cried " how did this happen" all I could do was look over toward nick who was being dragged into a police car with tears in his eyes. She pulled me into a hug as we watched the paramedics work on the twins. Jesus paramedic began to put on a neck collar onto Jesus as his eyes began to twitch causing Lena to drop to his side

his eyes opened suddenly causing a a weight to be lifted from my chest

" Mariana" he yelled trying to turn his head but the paramedic stopped him " don't move buddy we gotta get you the hospital check that head of yours " the paramedic said while patting his leg. I kneeled down next to Lena on the ground and kissed his head thanking God he was awake but that was before The paramedic working on Mariana began to yell. " Marco call for another ambulance " he screamed as he began to put a mask over her face and cutting her shirt off of her body.

The paramedic working on Jesus was up in an instant next to Marianas side

" what's going on " I screamed as I watched the paramedic set up a defibrillator next to her unconscious body but they didn't answer

" Mariana" Jesus yelled trying to get up but both Lena and I held him down

"Stef" Lena said placing her hand on my face turning my head so that I was looking at her . She looked so scared and I just nodded at her knowing what I needed to do. It was crazy how in intense situations it's like Lena and I can read each other's minds.

I remember Brandon was here and I looked over to see him holding on to a crying Emma while tears poured down his eyes as well

I turned my head as I heard the paramedic yell

" clear" and I watched Marianas body jolt from the defibrillators charge. " charge to 200 " the paramedic screamed to the other.

I crawled over next to him trying to hold onto Mariana but he pushed me away " mrs you need to back up your daughter is having a heart attack you need to let us do our job" at those words my heart dropped to my stomach this couldn't be happening my baby girl she was dying right in front of us

" clear " he yelled again while sending a jolt into Mariana's body

I turned my head to see my whole family crying as they watching Marianas lifeless body being shocked with electricity

" 300 " he screamed" come on kid" he place the paddles on her chest again" clear" suddenly I heard the machine next to him begin to beep signaling a heart beat . " let's go ! get the stretcher quick" he yelled to the paramedic I watched as he ran while I crawled back to Lena and told her

"go with Jesus" as I saw he was being loaded onto a stretcher that just arrived moments ago " we will be right behind you" she looked at me and nodded with tears streaming down her face as well as Jesus's I kissed his head " I'll see you soon buddy ok I love you don't worry Mari will be ok" he was crying and didn't say a word while being pushed away

" mom " Brandon yelled running to me and hugging me while Mariana was being lifted on to the stretcher he was crying tears streaming down his face I hugged him tightly" b call your dad have him bring you to the hospital I love you so much "

" I love you to mom " he cried before pulling out of my embrace and calling Mike I ran over to the paramedic who were loading Mariana into the ambulance

I jumped in the back and grabbed her hand tightly. " step on it" the paramedic in the back screamed as the doors closed " she needs the hospital now" I stared at my daughter with my tear filled eyes

" I love you so much " I whispered just as loud beeping filled the ambulance !

After watching the finale I really pray to God that both Jesus and Callie are ok and safe. I just wanted to give Mariana her own cliff hanger since she rarely ever has one and I feel bad for Jesus with everything he goes through so I just want to give him a break

Hopefully the next chapter will be up by Monday. Please give me some ideas on what you would like to happen!

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