Cena's POV. Never done a story in first person before so please be gentle. Don't own anybody although all the people mentioned in this story I would love to own! ;D

Why did I just stand there and watch? I could of done something, I wanted to do something but... I don't know something stopped me from doing something, maybe it was that I have lost my job, or that Randy and I had always hated each other, but I knew that neither of those reasons were true, the real reason you just wouldn't believe.

Flashback

"Cena" I turned around and froze, I could see my so called 'leader' coming towards me and he not look too pleased. I put on my best smile and said;

"What's up Wade?" Wade just stared at me wondering what the hell was going on, I couldn't blame him really, just half an hour earlier I was practically crying because of this man and now I am smiling at him. Well he is not the only person that is confused. "Wade?"

"You know what Cena, I am going to ignore your odd behaviour for a second and put it down to the adrenaline because I need to know something."

"Well what is it?" I asked with what seemed like confidence, what is going on? It seems like my mouth has a mind of it's own at the moment because this is the first time I have said something that sounded confident in a long time, and I certainly do not feel confident. Wade was just staring at me, I couldn't read what he was thinking, mind you I never could read this man.

"What was that conversation with Otunga all about?" He asked with what sounded like uncertainty in his voice. Wade uncertain about something? It cant be I must be imagining it.

"What conversation?" Wade seemed to fiddle with his black Nexus top a little, was he nervous?

"You know damn well what conversation John! I cant imagine you and Otunga have had that many." Whoa okay he is not nervous any more, what on earth is this all about?

"Alwright don't get all snippy! What about that conversation, which by the way I would hardly call it a conversation considering I wasn't taking part in it." Where is this attitude coming from? Why do I feel so comfortable around him? Maybe it's because the others aren't around, yeah that's it. Just remember John you hate him! You hate Hate HATE him, don't you? Oh great now I'm talking to myself!

"Well whatever you want to call it John what was it all about?" Why is he so interested in me and Otunga? Wait is he calling me John now? What the... okay now I am really confused.

"He just said that if I needed someone to talk to he'd be there; why?"

"Would you?"

"Would I what?"

"Talk to him if you needed to?" Why is he asking all these questions in the middle of a hallway, in an arena; and what for?

"Probably not; why?"

"No reason." Wade answered and just like that his normal cocky arrogant self was back but there is no way that I am letting him ask all these questions without having a reason too.

"Oh no, I don't care who you are or what power you have over my career; you are telling me why you just barraged me with questions that have apparently no reason for being asked in the first place!" I practically shouted at him, I felt my breathing falter as Wade stepped closer, what is the matter with me? He is standing really close to me now and my back is right up against the wall. I am looking up at this man and my heart is beating abnormally quick, calm self John! Calm self!

"You really want to know John?" he whispered, it almost sounded full of... lust? I nodded, my mouth slightly parted, our breaths were mingling and I was beginning to get more and more turned on, wait turned on by Wade Barrett? What! He laughed lightly at my most probably flushed face but I didn't care any more, that light chuckle has turned my brain to mush. "Why do you think I care so much that you would be crying on Otunga's shoulder instead of mine? Why do you think that I am considering throwing Otunga out of the Nexus because of what he said last week? Why do you think that I had McGilicutty and Harris make you lose at Hell in a Cell? Why do you think I had the General Manager make that rule that if you don't obey me you would be fired? It's easy to figure out really, when you think about it. I want you John Cena." Before I knew it I had a pair of soft, full lips on mine and I was kissing back with as much passion as I could muster.

Back to the present

After that kiss we went back to the hotel and I think I can safely say that the both of us experienced something that we have NEVER experienced before and it was absolutely incredible. We decided that we weren't going to tell any one and that we were going to keep on treating each other like crap and we even decided to treat each other even worse than what we did before to be certain that everybody didn't find out about us. That is why Wade threw that glass of water over my face, because nobody is going to suspect that Wade and I are sleeping together after that, are they? Well I hope that nobody finds out because I am finding this to be extremely exciting. Keeping things from everybody, it is even better that I am sleeping with the resident bad boy. However there was a chance, a very slim chance that Randy Orton new something that he shouldn't, so Wade and I cooked up the whole plan one night to make sure that the viper new not to dig any deeper, because trust me Randy Orton is no challenge for Wade Barrett and John Cena. I am not losing the best thing that has happened to me in the last few months because of a stupid viper who doesn't know when to keep his beak out because trust me, if he does something there will be consequences.

So what did you think? Please leave a review! I am not sure about the ending so tell me what you think! x

Laura x