How Does It Feel
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Chapter 1 - Kakarrot?
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By: KaKaVegeGurl
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Hello everybody!
Welcome to 'How Does It Feel?'
If you are not in the mood for a tear jerker, then turn away now, I warn you. This fic is angst all the way, put to the max! But what less-than-that could you expect from the great KaKaVegeGurl?
And BTW, about these rumors, 'BNL' DOES have a sequel, 'I Will Carry You' Comming soon! And I am working on a website, the website will have updates MUCH sooner than however, the fics will be up on there first.
So look forward to it and keep your eye out for a link to it, I will post it up as my website as soon as I'm finished putting it up and readying it for everyone, but have patience! .
-KaKaVegeGurl
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=Alone as usual... Alone and cold... But yet I did expect this to happen... How could it have not ended this way? I was alone before he came along... And now I will always be alone... Always...=
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"Bulma, has Vegeta ever told you anything?" Goku sat down after he had poured a cup of tea and scooted the chair up to the table.
Bulma looked up to Goku and smiled sweetly, "Why do you think he'd tell me anything? And anyway, what do you mean?"
Goku frowned and looked down, "Well, has he told you anything that you think he wouldn't tell anyone else?"
Bulma cocked a brow as she stared at the spikey headed warrior, "You mean like.... That he doesn't really like being married to me? Or something like that? Well he's told me a lot of things he wouldn't tell anyone else... But I think he'd tell you some of them..."
"Did he tell you anything about his past?"
"No... Not really... Vegeta prefers to keep those memories hidden and locked away for good..."
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=I have stored away these feelings for some time now and never, I have decided, shall I tell them to anyone, no one can be trusted, not even Kakarrot... They would all hate me if they found out... The truth about my past will haunt me down forever... It'll eventually eat out my soul and consume me as I walk this Earth.... No one needs to know... And I need to tell no one any way... This secret should remain a secret... Stay a secret.=
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"Vegeta! Why do you keep on dodging everything I'm saying to you, please, just tell me, what are you keeping from me?" Goku quickly lifted his head and looked up, he stared up at Vegeta, the Prince floated in the air at least 20 feet above himself, looking down at him.
"My life." Vegeta said simply and still stared down at the taller Saiyan.
Goku cocked a brow sadly and sighed, "Your life? I don't understand, Vegeta, why don't you just tell me? Why be so secretive? You know you can tell me... I'm not going to laugh at you or anything like that."
Vegeta glared down at the taller Saiyan and then, within the blink of an eye, took off in the North direction, he stopped suddenly when Goku appeared in front of him and was left in shock as the look on the other Saiyan's face chilled him to the bones, Goku stood there; glaring at him, frown evident on his face and anger painted out before the Prince.
"Why are you lying to me?"
His voice was cold and it sent shivers down the Prince's spine, "Kakarrot...?"
He felt something hit him hard across the face, knowing full well that it was one of Goku's fists, and he was sent flying back, "What the-?" When he finally hit the ground hard he noticed he could now taste blood in his mouth, the coppery metal liquid, he swallowed slowly and closed his eyes tight, and then he heard Goku's voice again.
"Gosh Vegeta, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hit you like that... Guess I still don't know my own strength..." It was now back in that goofy, happy-go-lucky-cheerful voice.
Vegeta sat up and looked at Goku from where he sat, just a few yards away, "Kakarrot?"
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=As cold to the touch as ice... His eyes were purely haunting, capturing me and eating out my lungs with every word he had said, I was lost for those two seconds... And it was obvious that he had taken advantage of it... He was going to make me pay for lying to him the way I had...=
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TTFN everybody!
The End of Chapter 1!
Short wasn't it?
Obviously just a trigger, the beginning of a terrible tale, not a tear-jerker yet... But then again... Wait for Chapter 2, where the tear-jerking... Begins! And while you're waiting... You can review! .
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