hello guys I am back with a new fic... I know I should have been writing my other fic love struck and I really am in the middle of it but I can't really think of anything right now for that story... sorry about that...

please bear with the errors you are going to encounter

I do not own love live...

Chapter 1: Prologue

It is a fine and normal morning in our house hold as we the Nishikino family having our daily routine that involves me eating my breakfast at my side mama serving my father some coffee and my papa lecturing my brother about school yeah I can say that it was normal for us...

"but papa I don't think my passion is laying at medical field..."my brother reprimand at our father while looking irritated being the early topic in the morning... well I can't blame him though ever since he'd become a senior papa is always talking to him convincing my brother to persue medicine..."I want to persue music and arts, I might kill real people if I become a doctor...I am not that bright as you can see..."

"Niko!... how many times do I have to tell you that there's no way I would allow you to do that!..."my father yell completely loosing his temper... I just sigh I should have known better it always ending up like this..."you're much better than that!... how can you manage our hospital if you're being immature like this!"there we go again the classic words, papa always wanted Niko to handle the hospital in the future as much as I hate to admit this my older brother is pretty smart, he is not just using that brain of his practically

"Maki do something..."he mutters looking at me, begging me to help him to get out of this situation...I just raise my brow at him..."mama..."

"honey I think that's enough for now..."my mama intervene she really can't help it when my brother is giving her that puppy dog eyes seriously bro man up..."Maki and Niko might be late for school..."and with that my brother stand up from his seat looking at me expectantly

"I'll be going for school then..."I stand up and look at my brother who's giving me the brightest smile he could muster... that made me blush..."let's go Niko..."I said as walk out of our house

"right away imouto-chan..."him saying those words so casually really hurt my heart I knew it was pretty normal for an older brother to call his little sister like that... but I think the only abnormal here is me... why?... is it normal that everytime he gets angry or agitated over something that it made his face looked weird I still find him cute and adorable... that everytime I go to sleep I wish that it is him that I am dreaming about... is it okay to have those really disturbing fantasies about me and him doing those awful things?...and god that everytime he gave me that self proclaimed killer smile of him... my heart beats faster than it should normally do?...no right... now is it normal that everytime I think about the future of him being with someone it painfully crushing my heart?..."Hey Maki are you okay?..."I snap out of my thought as this idiot wave his hand in front of me...

"Im fine... Niko..."I don't want to sound cold but for me it is like my defense mechanism to prevent me from just jumping my way on him and ask him to be mine because I know that it isn't normal for siblings to do that... anyways by looking at him for a moment I saw he was hurt from the way I act... well ever since I realise this horrible feeling of mine the way I treated him change drastically..."we should go..."I was about to take a walk again when a gentle hand grab my wrist and force me to look at him when suddenly I felt his forehead into mine..."w-what are you doing!..."I stutter

"thank god you're fine Maki chan"there he goes again I really despise that look on his face that gentle looked that made me fall for him over and over again...he stand in front of me leaning his forehead again into mine..."please take care of yourself okay... I don't want anything bad to happen to you..."he close his eyes for the reason I don't know why... its like the world has stop spinning the only thing that I can hear is the fast beating of my heart and Niko's heart?..."my dearest imouto..."I know that I am being my pathetic self again but I swear... I really swear that somehow I heard a bitter yet painful tone in his voice..."come on Maki chan... you don't want to be late for school right..."

I just sigh it is the moments like this that makes me wanted to cry... knowing that the person I love would never me mine... everyday and night I am drowning in the sea of red while looking into his eyes it might be called madness but it is the most pleasant feelings I had felt in my entire life yet disgusting at the same time because I know that no matter what I do theres no way that I could take back that I fell in love with you my dearest...

Onii-chan...

okay so the first few chapters will be about their teenagers life before they became adults so yeah thank you for reading