Here's a new story, I will continue both this and Morning Darkness, Please review Chelsea :)!

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You will probably need a tissue or two though this chapter

What I Wouldn't Give-

Chapter One- Talent Show

Bella's POV-

I was getting ready to sing; Jessica and Mike were singing right now, they were singing "If I Didn't Have You." At once that would be a perfect song for him and me at one time. I still couldn't say his name, Even though it has been over a year, since he said goodbye, and even though I had Jacob now, I still couldn't forget him. He's dead Bella, dead because of you. I thought. My prince charming, my knight in shinning armor, my Edward, dead. I knew the other Cullen's were in the audience, they didn't know I was singing though; I had only talked to Alice that one time over the phone, I spent all my time with Jacob now, and she didn't push a visit or anything. But I do remember the call, Like it was yesterday, Bella, Edward's dead, I tried to come and see you after I found out but you wasn't home, I hope your not dead too, I haven't heard from you in forever. Call me back, Alice. I called her, back, she asked if I wanted to stay with her and the other Cullens, They were back now, I said no, why go back to the big white house, why see them again. Instead I cried all night in Jacob's arms, then everything else happened and now here I was with only 3 weeks left in my pregnancy, a senior in high school and married, Charlie was thrilled. None of the Cullens knew either; I hadn't seen them in over a year, him less. I had almost sung Everytime by. Britney Spears but I decided that it would be better if I sung What I Wouldn't Give, for me and for Jacob. Jessica and Mike got done and it was my turn, I knew they would tell the moment I got on stage all of my secrete, I was wearing the wedding ring Jacob gave me and of course huge in one area. Mr. Vaner was announcing names, and "now singing What I Wouldn't Give, Bella Black," he said. Oh, crap. I forget about the name, I thought, whatever. I walked out on stage in my maternity dress, it was midnight blue, his favorite color on me. I heard the in-take of breaths and knew that the Cullens now knew. Angela was at the piano playing for me, I was now learning; I gave my cue and started singing

Feeling like i can't forget but i want to
It's like i don't know how to live I'm afraid to
I used to think take them as they come without hesitations no
Now it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions

I looked out and saw them (the Cullens) but I kept signing away, with tears in my eyes.

As the sun begins to fall i hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more
day gone

What i wouldn't give just to forget
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

I am feeling dissonant and distracted

The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions

And as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that i'm hiding i'm hiding myself

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

I was crying, but not too bad I couldn't sing clearly. I couldn't see that well, but I survived thankfully

Am i desperately losing this fight
When i should really be choosing my flight
Take me now

"I don't want you," He said

"Be happy," He said,

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

"I love you" He said again, and again

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
What i wouldn't give just to forget
So i can remember how to live

Then I was done, I still had tears streaming down my face but I was glad I could get this over with, to move on. I heard all the claps and looked again to where the Cullen's were sitting, Esme was crying and sopping, Charslie trying to calm her, Alice was sopping in Jasper's arms. Emmett was shaking his head back and forth NO! I thought, Emmett doesn't believe me WHAT!. Rosalie had a look of-how-could-you-do-this-to-us. I look towards the back and saw two piercing sparkling green eyes I would do from anywhere; one's that shined more then the others looking back at me. Edward!? The last thing I felt was my head hit the floor.

There it was, and here I am about to cry :(, I know it was short but the next chapter will be longer, I hope you enjoyed that and if you haven't read Morning Darkness, please read that as well. Review and things will look up!! Grey's will be in the next chapter Ooooooo!!! I can't wait, Check out my poll to vote for what story I need to work on next!!

Songs for this chapter,

Hear You Me- Jimmy Eat World (You were going to read Edward singing this!!)

What I Wouldn't Give- Holly Brook- (the song Bella sung)

Everytime- Britney Spears

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Chelsea :)