Insiders look on Kikyou's mind
I do not own InuYasha, if I did I wouldn't be here. Probably…
I was always the strong one.
Always had to be…
I was never given the things I desired.
I could never live the life I wanted too.
And it's all for this…
Small pink gem
It's been a curse to this world ever since it came into being.
Infecting those around it with greed and hatred.
Lust consuming the people it comes into contact with.
So I shale never be free from it.
My emotions,
My life,
My light, shale always exists inside this jewel,
So when I died my light went with it.
Making me a cold dead shell,
Of what I once was,
What I could have been,
What I will never be.
She has consumed my soul,
Taken everything away from me,
Even taken my lover.
She's stolen his heart
It isn't fair.
I despise her beyond measure.
She's weak, emotional, all the things I'm above.
And yet…
I wish I could be happy and free like that,
I wish I could feel InuYasha in my arms once more,
I wish I could have friends to talk to and a mother to comfort me,
But above all of these things I wish.
I wish I were Kagome.
Because I'm so very, very cold.
And no one cares…
Because I'm not her.