I lost my brother. How does it feel to be completely betrayed by the one closest to you, you ask? Not a good feeling.
Everyday after that trial I grow more tired. I sit in my now empty home, not waiting for him to visit anymore. He was too far away now. I find myself still wanting to give him one more hug, or a friendly goodbye...how could I do that from what he has done..?
I keep wishing everyday that he would return to what he once was- and I always wonder how it escalated to all this...I can't hide the fact that I miss him, and I will always miss him.
I was trying so hard to keep myself calm during that trial after finding out the truth. I looked at him; I could see his insanity...not the same kind smile he always gave me when I was little, and while I was growing up; and the days that I called him mein bruder. How could I call him that the same way..? He's a killer, a murderer...he ruined lives...he damaged lives...and by doing all of that...he also hurt me.
He stared at me in complete shock in that courtroom...when I was against him...when I finally stopped believing him...the weight of it was crushing me.
Before that, I still trusted him. I believed every lie he said. I was slowly being convinced of who he turned into. I was in pain at the thought that he would actually kill somebody.
How could he do this to his own brother...his blood...why can't he be the comforting big brother he once was when I was younger...when I got hurt, or whenever I cried- he was right there.
How could you do this to me, mein bruder...
This is so shoorrttt...Anyways, I really want to make Ace Attorney fanfictions. This is just to get me started! I kinda think it's obvious I started to get lazy- but, if you feel it's necessary, give it a review and let me know if you think I should make Ace Attorney fanfictions in the future :)
