A poem about Mat

This poem was written a while ago, when I first got my handy-dandy notebook this
is in. I got it at the end of July, so I'd say that this poem is that old. I
wrote it at 9 PM at night, too, so it's kinda funky. This basically is a
somewhat depressing poem from Matt's P.O.V around the time of "The Crest of
Friendship" episode during 01, so Matt is basically beating himself up in this.
One of my friends and fellow writer for FFN (you know who you are!!!) read this
(out of my NB) and said that this is pretty good, and that I should post it. So
I am. I even had a friend who knows nothing whatsoever about Digimon read it,
and she liked it, too. So that means I am doing something right, right?
~Skay J~


I sit to down to think
Of all that has happened now
And of all that could.

Deep inside, I still feel like I am the same person.
My hair grows,
I become taller,
Physically I become different.
All my friends seem to change around me,
Almost like they're evolving.
People act like I have, too.
But, in truth, I know that I haven't changed one bit.

I look at my brother.
He seems to have grown so much more mature
From when we first started this damn adventure.
He seems to have grown away from me,
Like I am a spare wheel.

But I still need him.
I need his Hope to help me believe,
Believe that I can change, that I can evolve too.
Maybe one day I will.

But, for now,
I'll sit down and play my harmonica,
Waiting for my chance to evolve.


Okay, that was really depressing, more than I thought it was
originally. I guess late-night writing sprees can do that for ya, huh?
BTW--- My other list of stories???? I'm workin' on them when I can, so give me
a break.
Thanx for anyone who reviewed my other work, and please review this, I will be
happy when you do (Besides, good reviews will act as a birthday present. My
birthday was yesterday, or 10/28.) Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me,
Happy Birthday dear Skay J, Happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!
Why did I put that? Dunno…(^.^) Oh well. Review, and I will be a
happy girl. If not, face the wrath of Abba, my Black cat. Ignore the cute and
innocent look on her face; she's a born killer!!!!
~Skay J 'da B-day girl!!!!!! ~