Chapter 1- I want it, I need it
*Gina's POV*
As I sat on a chair in the middle of the airport, I couldn't help but stare out at the busy scene of people all around me. Everyone seemed to have someplace important to be. There was the man in the business suit, or the family running towards their gate, dragging their entire luggage with them. Then there were the people like me, who sat and watched the other people running around, while waiting patiently for their flight to be called.
I sat contently on one of those stiff orange chairs drinking my coffee, playing with the small neon pink beads that were hanging from my purse when I heard the announcement over the speakers: Flight 732 to Orange County, California is now boarding. I slowly got up from my chair, throwing out the remains of my coffee and made my way to the gate, handing the happy go lucky stewardess my ticket in the process. I quietly made my way down the isle of the plane until I found my seat, and slumped down next to the window.
I still couldn't believe what I was doing; although it was something that I knew had to be done I still didn't want to go through with it. Before I could actually get myself comfortable in the seat, I felt my cell phone vibrating from my purse. I quickly flipped it open and saw a text message from my brother: Be strong =] Johnny. I smiled, knowing my brother and friends were being so supportive and wiped a few stray tears from my cheeks. I got comfortable in the seat, and pulled out my i-pod, slowly letting the sounds of Matt's voice over a shrilling guitar overcome me, as I remembered it all. I could remember everything, and I couldn't stop it as all the events played over again in my mind like an old black and white film.