**I do not in any way own Frozen or any of its characters. All of the characters and martial's used in its story belong to Disney and their studios.

a/n at the end of this chapter.

Chapter 1- Realization

Elsa awoke to the warmth of sunshine falling over her closed eye lids through her window frame.

She slowly blinked opened her eyes, instinctively squeezing them shut again when blight light was the first thing to greet her.

Elsa slowly let out a low moan as she stretched, winching when her sore muscles screamed in protest. Ever since a week after The Great Thaw a month prior, Elsa had started to train with a sword and her powers. Hoping to get better at them so she could better protect Arendelle...and Anna.

Elsa rolled over to her left and was met with a soft warm heat. She slowly opened her eyes and was met with Annas sleeping face, her hair in a wild mess around her.

Elsa let out a small chuckle as she quietly raised a hand and tucked some of the loose flying hairs gently back behind Annas ear. Her younger sister shifted slightly in her sleep from Elsa's action, but didn't wake, softly mumbling a name as she settled back down into her pillow.

Elsa felt her breath hitch as she recognized that name.

Her name.

Elsa felt her heart beat quicken, like it always did when the strawberry blonde princess said her name. The queen of Arendelle felt a blush tint her cheeks and the temperature drop in the room as her sister shifted even closer. Elsa took in a shaky breath as Anna snaked an arm over Elsa's stomach and nestled the top of her head into the crook of Elsa's neck, her cheek resting in Elsa's chest.

Elsa let out a slow shallow breath, alright calm down, a voice demanded inside her head, there's no way she knows what she's doing.

But Elsa couldn't help but hope.

The older women gently wrapped an arm around Annas waist, pulling the younger slightly closer, as she shifted to rest her chin atop her head.

From here Elsa could smell Annas sweet summery sent. It was a mix between cool fresh water, over laid with the smell of sunlight on grass. Elsa took in as much of her sisters smell as possible, never knowing if this would be the last time she would ever be able to hold her baby sister.

Ever since the Great Thaw, Elsa had made sure to never shut Anna out again. Elsa door was always open and she made sure to have breakfast, lunch and dinner with Anna. Even if she was in the middle of an important meeting, she would stop it and hold it off for later of the next day, stating she had to be with her sister.

Her council members have accepted it since she coldly told one of them that her sister would always come first after they had tried telling her that Anna could wait or eat alone.

Even now it made her angry.

How dare they think Anna deserved to ever be alone again. After everything, Jerg had the courage to say that?! Elsalet it a calming breath. Willing for the snow that was starting to fall gently atop the sisters shared blanket to go away hoping it wouldn't wake Anna.

It didn't help.

Anna let out a muffled yawn, stretching out her legs below the covers her head still resting on Elsa's chest.

" Mornin' Els."

Elsa felt a smile speed across her face, something she had noticed had become easier for only Anna to do,"Morning. Do we usually sleep this long?"

Anna pulled her head back and plopped it back onto her pillow bringing her hand sleepily to her chest, "Me yes, you...", she stretched or a hand and gently poked Elsa on the top of her nose, "No!"

Elsa let out a giggle," Well when I sleep next to someone who sound like Sven snoring I'm not surprised I couldn't get any sleep!"

Annas mouth dropped open her face becoming playfully defensive,"What I do not!"

Elsa smiled,"Yes you do!"

A playful gleam came to Annas eye at her sisters refusal to deny what she had said. Elsa swallowed as Anna slowly raised her self off the bed, supporting herself on her hands and knees as she started to crawl on top of Elsa.

Elsa didn't stop her.

"What a-are you doing, Anna?" Elsa asked nervously.

Anna arched an eyebrow as she looked down from where she was straddling her sister, a thigh on either side of her hips,"Am I making you nervous Elsa?"

Elsa slowly shook her head, knowing that her wide eyes and exasperation less face betrayed her.

Anna let out a light hearted giggle as she reached out a hand and ran it through Elsa's loose blonde hair. Elsa felt a shiver run down her spine at the action, her heart skipping a beat at the melodic sound of Annas laugh.

Oh, what she would do to be the person to make Anna laugh like that everyday for the rest of their lives.

But Elsa knew she was being selfish. And she couldn't help it. She just got her sister back a month ago and she didn't think she would ever be ready to let her go.

She never would.

Looking up at Anna, the way the warm sunlight caught every strand of her sisters fiery red hair, and the way the light danced off of her sun kissed skin only made Elsa love her that much more.

She loved her so much.

"You look beautiful." Elsa whispered softly as she rested her hands gently on Annas bare thighs, one on either side of her.

Elsa clenched her teeth as Anna shifted slightly on top oh her, a blush speeding across Annas cheeks and neck. The younger quickly averted her gaze as she tucked some invisible hairs behind her ear.

Annas was nervous.

Elsa and learned a lot about her sister in the past month: the way she played with her hair and rambled on a and on when ever she was nervous, the way she could make anyone laugh and smile. The way the people loved her.

When ever her and Anna went for a walk around the village the people just gravitated toward her. They seemed compelled, to Elsa, to just want to be a part of the warmth her sister was always to willing to share.

They all love her, Elsa thought, and they all fear me.

Elsa knew the people had a great deal of respect toward her and some sort of aspect of love, but still, she couldn't shack the nagging feeling that they still were afraid of her and her powers.

Elsa was jolted from her thoughts by Anna moving on top of her again, this time she leaned down bringing her face closer to Elsa's.

Elsa held her breath willing the heat that was slowly building between her legs to go away. She wasn't naive enough to not know what that feeling was or the feeling when ever her pulse quickened or cheeks darkened with a blush whenever Anna talked or so much as looked at her.

Elsa just wished it was different.

Annas face was now just inches above Elsa's own, the older of the two shrinking back into her pillow afraid of what would happen next.

"You look beautifuller." Anna whispered softly and gave Elsa a quick kiss on the cheek.

Elsa was frozen to the spot.

Anna laughed as she pulled back and climbed off of Elsa. Hopping off the bed and walking over to the vanity, where she looked at her self in the mirror.

Quickly plucking up a comb and started to tame the wild red mane atop her head.

All Elsa could do was blink up at the ceiling from where she was still laying stiffly on the bed.

What just happened!? Elsa's mind began to over analyze the situation. She just called you beautiful and kissed you its a sign!

No! Another voice rose inside her, she's kissed your cheek before and has called you beautiful. She was just being affectionate.

Elsa figured the latter voice was probably right.

Still, didn't stop her heart from hurting with disappointment.

Annas voice broke her from her thoughts,"I'll see you at breakfast Els'!" Then she was gone closing the blue and purple snowflake door quietly behind her.

Elsa just looked after her, feeling her heart ache and tears well up in her eyes at seeing her sister go.

Pushing the heels of her hands into her eyes to try and stop the tears from falling was pointless. They began to fall anyway.

Elsa couldn't help but feel completely alone.

The temperature dropped and snow began to silently fall around the queens bedroom as a new realization was dawned from this past months of experiences and this mornings incident:

Elsa was in love with Anna.

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